第 6 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-10-16 18:45      字数:9322
  fearful … That his memory might grow dim。
  I must guard her from all sorrow; I must play a brother's part; Shield
  all grief and trial from her; If it need be; with my heart。 Years passed; and
  his name grew famous; We were proud; both she and I; And we lived upon
  his letters; While the slow days fleeted by。
  Then at lastyou know the story; How a fearful rumour spread; Till all
  hope had slowly faded; And we heard that he was dead。 Dead!                     Oh; those
  were  bitter   hours; Yet   within   my  soul   there  dwelt A  warning;   and   while
  others mourned him; Something like a hope I felt。
  His was no weak life as mine was; But a life; so full and strong … No; I
  could not think he perished Nameless; 'mid a conquered throng。 How she
  drooped!       Years   passed;   no   tidings   Came;   and   yet   that   little   flame   Of
  strange hope within my spirit Still burnt on; and lived the same。
  Ah! my child; our hearts will fail us; When to us they strongest seem; I
  can   look   back   on   those   hours   As   a   fearful;   evil   dream。   She   had   long
  despaired; what wonder That her heart had turned to mine? Earthly loves
  are deep and tender; Not eternal and divine!
  Can I say how bright a future Rose before my soul that day? Oh; so
  strange; so sweet; so tender … And I had to turn away。 Hard and terrible the
  struggle;   For   the   pain   not   mine   alone;   I   called   back   my   Brother's   spirit;
  And I bade him claim his own。
  Told hernow I dared to do it … That I felt the day would rise When he
  would     return   to  gladden     My   weak     heart  and   her   bright   eyes。   And    I
  pleadedpleaded sternly … In his name; and for his sake: Now; I can speak
  calmly of it; Then; I thought my heart would break。
  Soonah; Love had not deceived me; (Love's true instincts never err;)
  Wounded; weak; escaped from prison; He returned to me; to her。 I could
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  thank God that bright morning; When I felt my Brother's gaze; That my
  heart was true and loyal; As in our old boyish days。
  Bought by wounds and deeds of daring; Honours he had brought away;
  Glory crowned his namemy Brother's; Mine too!we were one that day。
  Since the crown on him had fallen; 〃VICTOR IN A NOBLE STRIFE;〃 I
  could live and die contented With my poor ignoble life。
  Well; my darling; almost weary Of my story?                Wait awhile; For the
  rest is only joyful; I can tell it with a smile。 One bright promise still was
  left me; Wound so close about my soul; That; as one by one had failed me;
  This dream now absorbed the whole。
  〃SINGER OF A NOBLE POEM;〃 … Ah; my darling; few and rare Burn
  the glorious names of Poets; Like stars in the purple air。 That too; and I
  glory   in   it;   That   great   gift   my   Godfrey   won;   I   have   my   dear   share   of
  honour; Gained by that beloved one。
  One day shall my darling read it; Now she cannot understand All the
  noble thoughts; that lighten Through the genius of the land。 I am proud to
  be   his   brother;   Proud   to   think   that   hope   was   true;   Though   I   longed   and
  strove so vainly; What I failed in; he could do。
  I was long before I knew it; Longer ere I felt it so; Then I strung my
  rhymes together Only for the poor and low。 And; it pleases me to know it;
  (For I love them well indeed;) They care for my humble verses; Fitted for
  their humble need。
  And; it cheers my heart to bear it; Where the far…off settlers roam; My
  poor words are sung and cherished; Just because they speak of Home。 And
  the little children sing them; (That; I think; has pleased me best;) Often;
  too; the dying love them; For they tell of Heaven and rest。
  So my last vain dream has faded; (Such as I to think of fame!) Yet I
  will   not   say   it   failed   me;   For   it   crowned   my   Godfrey's   name。   No;   my
  Angel did not cheat me; For my long life HAS been blest; He did give me
  Love and Sorrow; He will bring me Light and Rest。
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  VERSE:                    A WOMAN'S
  QUESTION
  Before I trust my Fate to thee; Or place my hand in thine; Before I let
  thy   Future   give   Colour   and   form   to   mine;   Before   I   peril   all   for   thee;
  question thy soul to…night for me。
  I break all slighter bonds; nor feel A shadow of regret: Is there one link
  within the Past; That holds thy spirit yet? Or is thy Faith as clear and free
  as that which I can pledge to thee?
  Does     there  within    thy   dimmest     dreams    A   possible    future   shine;
  Wherein thy life could henceforth breathe; Untouched; unshared by mine?
  If so; at any pain or cost; oh; tell me before all is lost。
  Look   deeper   still。   If   thou   canst   feel   Within   thy   inmost   soul;   That
  thou hast kept a portion back; While I have staked the whole; Let no false
  pity spare the blow; but in true mercy tell me so。
  Is   there   within   thy   heart   a   need   That   mine   cannot   fulfil?   One   chord
  that any other hand Could better wake or still? Speak nowlest at some
  future day my whole life wither and decay。
  Lives there within thy nature bid The demon…spirit Change; Shedding
  a passing glory  still   On   all   things new  and strange?   …   It   may  not   be thy
  fault alonebut shield my heart against thy own。
  Couldst   thou   withdraw   thy   hand   one   day And   answer   to   my   claim;
  That Fate; and that to…day's mistake; Not thouhad been to blame? Some
  soothe   their   conscience   thus:    but   thou;   wilt   surely   warn   and   save   me
  now。
  Nay;  answer   NOTI   dare   not   hear; The   words   would   come   too   late;
  Yet I would spare thee all remorse; So; comfort thee; my Fate … Whatever
  on my heart may fallremember I WOULD risk it all!
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  VERSE:                  THE THREE RULERS
  I saw a Ruler take his stand And trample on a mighty land; The People
  crouched before his beck; His iron heel was on their neck; His name shone
  bright through blood and pain; His sword flashed back their praise again。
  I saw another Ruler rise … His words were noble; good; and wise; With
  the calm sceptre of his pen He ruled the minds and thoughts of men; Some
  scoffed; some praisedwhile many heard; Only a few obeyed his word。
  Another   Ruler   then   I   saw   …   Love   and   sweet   Pity   were   his   law:   The
  greatest and the least had part (Yet most the unhappy) in his heart … The
  People; in a mighty band; Rose up; and drove him from the land!
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  VERSE:                   A DEAD PAST
  Spare her at least:     look; you have taken from me The Present; and I
  murmur not; nor moan; The Future too; with all her glorious promise; But
  do not leave me utterly alone。
  Spare me the Pastfor; see; she cannot harm you; She lies so white and
  cold; wrapped in her shroud; All; all my own! and; trust me; I will hide her
  Within my soul; nor speak to her aloud。
  I folded her soft hands upon her bosom; And strewed my flowers upon
  herTHEY still live … Sometimes I like to kiss her closed white eye…lids;
  And think of all the joy she used to give。
  Cruel   indeed   it   were   to   take   her   from   me;   She   sleeps;   she   will   not
  wakeno fearagain: And so I laid her; such a gentle burthen; Quietly on
  my heart to still its pain。
  I do not think that any smiling Present; Any vague Future; spite of all
  her charms; Could ever rival her。        You know you laid her; Long years ago;
  then living; in my arms。
  Leave her at leastwhile my tears fall upon her; I dream she smiles;
  just as she did of yore; As dear as ever to menay; it may be; Even dearer
  stillsince I have nothing more。
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  VERSE:                    A DOUBTING HEART
  Where are the swallows fled? Frozen and dead; Perchance upon some
  bleak   and   stormy   shore。   Oh   doubting   heart!   Far   over   purple   seas;   They
  wait;   in   sunny   ease;   The   bal