第 6 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9321
  as I thought I could carry; and also some tobacco; tea; and a few
  matches。  I rolled all these things (together with a flask nearly
  full of brandy; which I had kept in my pocket for fear lest Chowbok
  should get hold of it) inside my blankets; and strapped them very
  tightly; making the whole into a long roll of some seven feet in
  length and six inches in diameter。  Then I tied the two ends
  together; and put the whole round my neck and over one shoulder。
  This is the easiest way of carrying a heavy swag; for one can rest
  one's self by shifting the burden from one shoulder to the other。
  I strapped my pannikin and a small axe about my waist; and thus
  equipped began to ascend the valley; angry at having been misled by
  Chowbok; but determined not to return till I was compelled to do
  so。
  I crossed and recrossed the stream several times without
  difficulty; for there were many good fords。  At one o'clock I was
  at the foot of the saddle; for four hours I mounted; the last two
  on the snow; where the going was easier; by five; I was within ten
  minutes of the top; in a state of excitement greater; I think; than
  I had ever known before。  Ten minutes more; and the cold air from
  the other side came rushing upon me。
  A glance。  I was NOT on the main range。
  Another glance。  There was an awful river; muddy and horribly
  angry; roaring over an immense riverbed; thousands of feet below
  me。
  It went round to the westward; and I could see no farther up the
  valley; save that there were enormous glaciers which must extend
  round the source of the river; and from which it must spring。
  Another glance; and then I remained motionless。
  There was an easy pass in the mountains directly opposite to me;
  through which I caught a glimpse of an immeasurable extent of blue
  and distant plains。
  Easy?  Yes; perfectly easy; grassed nearly to the summit; which
  was; as it were; an open path between two glaciers; from which an
  inconsiderable stream came tumbling down over rough but very
  possible hillsides; till it got down to the level of the great
  river; and formed a flat where there was grass and a small bush of
  stunted timber。
  Almost before I could believe my eyes; a cloud had come up from the
  valley on the other side; and the plains were hidden。  What
  wonderful luck was mine!  Had I arrived five minutes later; the
  cloud would have been over the pass; and I should not have known of
  its existence。  Now that the cloud was there; I began to doubt my
  memory; and to be uncertain whether it had been more than a blue
  line of distant vapour that had filled up the opening。  I could
  only be certain of this much; namely; that the river in the valley
  below must be the one next to the northward of that which flowed
  past my master's station; of this there could be no doubt。  Could
  I; however; imagine that my luck should have led me up a wrong
  river in search of a pass; and yet brought me to the spot where I
  could detect the one weak place in the fortifications of a more
  northern basin?  This was too improbable。  But even as I doubted
  there came a rent in the cloud opposite; and a second time I saw
  blue lines of heaving downs; growing gradually fainter; and
  retiring into a far space of plain。  It was substantial; there had
  been no mistake whatsoever。  I had hardly made myself perfectly
  sure of this; ere the rent in the clouds joined up again and I
  could see nothing more。
  What; then; should I do?  The night would be upon me shortly; and I
  was already chilled with standing still after the exertion of
  climbing。  To stay where I was would be impossible; I must either
  go backwards or forwards。  I found a rock which gave me shelter
  from the evening wind; and took a good pull at the brandy flask;
  which immediately warmed and encouraged me。
  I asked myself; Could I descend upon the river…bed beneath me?  It
  was impossible to say what precipices might prevent my doing so。
  If I were on the river…bed; dare I cross the river?  I am an
  excellent swimmer; yet; once in that frightful rush of waters; I
  should be hurled whithersoever it willed; absolutely powerless。
  Moreover; there was my swag; I should perish of cold and hunger if
  I left it; but I should certainly be drowned if I attempted to
  carry it across the river。  These were serious considerations; but
  the hope of finding an immense tract of available sheep country
  (which I was determined that I would monopolise as far as I
  possibly could) sufficed to outweigh them; and; in a few minutes; I
  felt resolved that; having made so important a discovery as a pass
  into a country which was probably as valuable as that on our own
  side of the ranges; I would follow it up and ascertain its value;
  even though I should pay the penalty of failure with life itself。
  The more I thought; the more determined I became either to win fame
  and perhaps fortune; by entering upon this unknown world; or give
  up life in the attempt。  In fact; I felt that life would be no
  longer valuable if I were to have seen so great a prize and refused
  to grasp at the possible profits therefrom。
  I had still an hour of good daylight during which I might begin my
  descent on to some suitable camping…ground; but there was not a
  moment to be lost。  At first I got along rapidly; for I was on the
  snow; and sank into it enough to save me from falling; though I
  went forward straight down the mountain side as fast as I could;
  but there was less snow on this side than on the other; and I had
  soon done with it; getting on to a coomb of dangerous and very
  stony ground; where a slip might have given me a disastrous fall。
  But I was careful with all my speed; and got safely to the bottom;
  where there were patches of coarse grass; and an attempt here and
  there at brushwood:  what was below this I could not see。  I
  advanced a few hundred yards farther; and found that I was on the
  brink of a frightful precipice; which no one in his senses would
  attempt descending。  I bethought me; however; to try the creek
  which drained the coomb; and see whether it might not have made
  itself a smoother way。  In a few minutes I found myself at the
  upper end of a chasm in the rocks; something like Twll Dhu; only on
  a greatly larger scale; the creek had found its way into it; and
  had worn a deep channel through a material which appeared softer
  than that upon the other side of the mountain。  I believe it must
  have been a different geological formation; though I regret to say
  that I cannot tell what it was。
  I looked at this rift in great doubt; then I went a little way on
  either side of it; and found myself looking over the edge of
  horrible precipices on to the river; which roared some four or five
  thousand feet below me。  I dared not think of getting down at all;
  unless I committed myself to the rift; of which I was hopeful when
  I reflected that the rock was soft; and that the water might have
  worn its channel tolerably evenly through the whole extent。  The
  darkness was increasing with every minute; but I should have
  twilight for another half…hour; so I went into the chasm (though by
  no means without fear); and resolved to return and camp; and try
  some other path next day; should I come to any serious difficulty。
  In about five minutes I had completely lost my head; the side of
  the rift became hundreds of feet in height; and overhung so that I
  could not see the sky。  It was full of rocks; and I had many falls
  and bruises。  I was wet through from falling into the water; of
  which there was no great volume; but it had such force that I could
  do nothing against it; once I had to leap down a not inconsiderable
  waterfall into a deep pool below; and my swag was so heavy that I
  was very nearly drowned。  I had indeed a hair's…breadth escape;
  but; as luck would have it; Providence was on my side。  Shortly
  afterwards I began to fancy that the rift was getting wider; and
  that there was more brushwood。  Presently I found myself on an open
  grassy slope; and feeling my way a little farther along the stream;
  I came upon a flat place with wood; where I could camp comfortably;
  which was well; for it was now quite dark。
  My first care was for my matches; were they dry?  The outside of my
  swag had got completely wet; but; on undoing the blankets; I found
  things warm and dry within。  How thankful I was!  I lit a fire; and
  was grateful for its warmth and company。  I made myself some tea
  and ate two of my biscuits:  my brandy I did not touch; for I had
  little left; and might want it when my courage failed me。  All that
  I did; I did almost mechanically; for I could not realise my
  situation to myself; beyond knowing that I was alone; and that
  return through the chasm which I had just descended would be
  impossible。  It is a dreadful feeling that of being cut off from
  all one's kind。  I was still full of hope; and built golden castles
  for myself as soon as I was warmed with food and fire; but I do not
  believe that any man could long retain his reason in such solitude;
  unless he had the companionship of animals。  One begins doubting
  one's own identity。
  I remember deriving comfort even from the sight of my blankets; and
  the sound of my watch tickingthings which seemed to link me to
  other people; but