第 18 节
作者:猜火车      更新:2021-10-16 18:41      字数:9322
  to years of tuition; spoke Arabic very prettily。
  〃Nay; my chosen;〃 she answered; with a little forced
  laugh; 〃I did but sing unto thee after the fashion of
  my people。 Surely; I meant nothing。 How could I speak
  of that which is not yet?〃
  〃And what didst thou see; Ustane?〃 I asked; looking
  her sharply in the face。
  〃Nay;〃 she answered again; 〃I saw naught。 Ask me not
  what I saw。 Why should I fright ye?〃 And then; turning
  to Leo with a look of the most utter tenderness that I
  ever saw upon the face of a woman; civilized or
  savage; she took his head between her hands; and
  kissed him on the forehead as a mother might。 〃When I
  am gone from thee; my chosen; when at night thou
  stretchest out: thy hand and canst not find me; then
  shouldst thou think at times of me; for of a truth I
  love thee well; though I be not fit to wash thy feet。
  And now let us love and take that which is given us;
  and be happy; for in the grave there is no love and no
  warmth; nor any touching of the lips。 Nothing
  perchance; or perchance but bitter memories of what
  might have been。 To…night the hours are our own; how
  know we to whom they shall belong to…morrow?〃
  CHAPTER VIII
  THE FEAST; AND AFTER!
  On the day following this remarkable scenea scene
  calculated to make a deep impression upon anybody who
  beheld it; more because of what it suggested and
  seemed to foreshadow than of what it revealedit was
  announced to us that a feast would be held that
  evening in our honor。 I did my best to get out of it;
  saying that we were modest people; and cared little
  for feasts but my remarks being received with the
  silence of displeasure; I thought it wisest to hold my
  tongue。
  Accordingly; just before sundown; I was informed that
  everything was ready; and; accompanied by Job; went
  into the cave; where I met Leo; who was; as usual;
  followed by Ustane。 These two had been out walking
  somewhere; and knew nothing of the projected festivity
  till that moment。 When Ustane heard of it I saw an
  expression of horror spring up upon her handsome
  features。 Turning; she caught a man who was passing up
  the cave by the arm; and asked him something in an
  imperious tone。 His answer seemed to reassure her a
  little; for she; looked relieved; though far from
  satisfied。 Next she appeared to attempt some
  remonstrance with the man; who was a person in
  authority; but he spoke angrily to her; and shook her
  off; and then; changing his mind; led her by the arm;
  and sat her down between himself and another man in
  the circle round the fire; and I perceived that for
  some reason of her own she thought it best to submit。
  The fire in the cave was an unusually big one that
  night; and in a large circle round it were gathered
  about thirty…five men and two women; Ustane and the
  woman to avoid whom Job had played the role of another
  Scriptural character。 The men were sitting in perfect
  silence; as was their custom; each with his great
  spear stuck upright behind him; in a socket cut in the
  rock for that purpose。 Only one or two wore the
  yellowish linen garment of which I have spoken; the
  rest had nothing on except the leopard's skin about
  the middle。
  〃What's up now; sir?〃 said Job; doubtfully。 〃Bless us
  and save us; there's that woman again。 Now; surely;
  she can't be after me; seeing that I have given her no
  encouragement。 They give me the creeps; the whole lot
  of them; and that's a fact。 Why; look; they have asked
  Mahomed to dine; too。 There; that lady of mine is
  talking to him in as nice and civil a way as possible。
  Well; I'm glad it isn't me; that's all。〃
  We looked up; and sure enough the woman in question
  had risen; and was escorting the wretched Mahomed from
  the corner; where; overcome by some acute prescience
  of horror; he had been seated; shivering and calling
  on Allah。 He appeared unwilling enough to come; if for
  no other reason perhaps because it was an unaccustomed
  honor; for hitherto his food had been given to him
  apart。 Anyway I could see that he was in a state of
  great terror; for his tottering legs would scarcely
  support his stout; bulky form; and I think it was
  rather owing to the resources of barbarism behind him;
  in the shape of a huge Amahagger with a
  proportionately huge spear; than to the seduction of
  the lady who led him by the hand; that he consented to
  come at all。
  〃Well;〃 I said to the others; 〃I don't at all like the
  look of things; but I suppose that we must face it
  out。 Have you fellows got your revolvers on because;
  if so; you had better see that they're loaded。〃
  〃I have; sir;〃 said Job; tapping his Colt; 〃but Mr。
  Leo has only got his hunting…knife; though that is big
  enough; surely。〃
  Feeling that it would not do to wait while the missing
  weapon was fetched; we advanced boldly; and seated
  ourselves in a line; with our backs against the side
  of the cave。
  As soon as we were seated; an earthenware jar was
  passed round containing a fermented fluid; of by no
  means unpleasant taste; though apt to turn upon the
  stomach; made of crushed grainnot Indian corn; but a
  small brown grain that grows upon the stem in
  clusters; not unlike that which in the southern part
  of Africa is known by the name of Kaffir corn。 The
  vase in which this liquid was handed round was very
  curious; and as it more or less resembled many
  hundreds of others in use among the Amahagger I may as
  well describe it。 These vases are of a very ancient
  manufacture; and of all sizes。 None such can have been
  made in the country for hundreds; or rather thousands;
  of years。 They are found in the rock tombs; of which I
  shall give a description in their proper place; and my
  own belief is that; after the fashion of the
  Egyptians; with whom the former inhabitants of this
  country may have had some connection; they were used
  to receive the viscera of the dead。 Leo; however; is
  of opinion that; as in the case of Etruscan amphorae;
  they were placed there for the spiritual use of the
  deceased。 They are mostly two…handled; and of all
  sizes; some being nearly three feet in height; and
  running from that down to as many inches。 In shape
  they vary; but are all exceedingly beautiful and
  graceful; being made of a very fine black ware; not
  lustrous; but slightly rough。 On this groundwork were
  inlaid figures much more graceful and lifelike than
  any others I have seen on antique vases。 Some of these
  inlaid pictures represented love…scenes with a child…
  like simplicity and freedom of manner which would not
  commend itself to the taste of the present day。 Others
  again were pictures of maidens dancing; and yet others
  of hunting…scenes。 For instance; the very vase from
  which we were then drinking had on one side a most
  spirited drawing of men; apparently white in color;
  attacking a bull…elephant with spears; while on the
  reverse was a picture not quite so well done; of a
  hunter shooting an arrow at a running antelope; I
  should say; from the look of it; either an eland or a
  koodoo。
  This is a digression at a critical point but it is not
  too long for the occasion itself was very long。 With
  the exception of the periodical passing of the vase;
  and the movement necessary to throw fuel on to the
  fire; nothing happened for the best part of a whole
  hour。 Nobody spoke a word。 There we all sat in perfect
  silence; staring at the glare and glow of the large
  fire; and at the shadows thrown by the flickering
  earthenware lamps (which; by the way; were not
  ancient)。 On the open space between us and the fire
  lay a large wooden tray; with four short handles to
  it; exactly like a butcher's tray; only not hollowed
  out。 By the side of the tray was a great pair of long…
  handled iron pincers; and on the other side of the
  fire was a similar pair。 Somehow I did not at all like
  the appearance of this tray and the accompanying
  pincers。 There I sat and stared at them and at the
  silent circle of the fierce; moody faces of the men;
  and reflected that it was all very awful; and that we
  were absolutely in the power of this alarming people;
  who; to me at any rate; were all the more formidable
  because their true character was still very much of a
  mystery to us。 They might be better than I thought
  them; or they might be worse。 I feared that they were
  worse; and I was not wrong。 It was a curious sort of a
  feast; I reflected; in appearance; indeed; an
  entertainment of the Barmecide stamp; for there was
  absolutely nothing to eat。
  At last; just as I was beginning to feel as though I
  were being mesmerized; a move was made。 Without the
  slightest warning; a man from the other side of the
  circle called out in a loud voice;
  〃Where is the flesh that we shall eat?〃
  Thereon everybody in the circle answered in a deep;
  measured tone; and stretching out the right arm
  towards the fire as he spoke
  〃The flesh will come。〃
  〃Is it a goat?〃 said the same man。
  〃It is a goat without horns; and more than a goat; and
  we shall slay it;〃 they answered; with one voice; and
  turning half round they one and all grasped the
  handles of their spears with the right hand; and then