第 3 节
作者:猜火车      更新:2021-10-16 18:41      字数:9322
  was over; and I came back to my rooms and sank into an
  easy…chair with a happy consciousness that I had got
  through it very fairly。
  Soon; however; my thoughts; relieved of the pressure
  that had crushed them into a single groove during the
  last few days; turned to the events of the night of
  poor Vincey's death; and again I asked myself what it
  all meant; and wondered if I should hear anything more
  of the matter; and if I did not; what it would be my
  duty to do with the curious iron chest。 I sat there
  and thought and thought till I began to grow quite
  disturbed over the whole occurrence: the mysterious
  midnight visit; the prophecy of death so shortly to be
  fulfilled; the solemn oath that I had taken; and which
  Vincey had called on me to answer to in another world
  than this。 Had the man committed suicide? It looked
  like it。 And what was the quest of which he spoke? The
  circumstances were almost uncanny; so much so that;
  though I am by no means nervous; or apt to be alarmed
  at anything that may seem to cross the bounds of the
  natural; I grew afraid; and began to wish I had had
  nothing to do with it。 How much more do I wish it now;
  over twenty years afterwards!
  As I sat and thought; there was a knock at the door;
  and a letter; in a big blue envelope; was brought in
  to me。 I saw at a glance that it was a lawyer's
  letter; and an instinct told me that it was connected
  with my trust。 The letter; which; I still have; runs
  thus:
  〃Sir;Our client; the late M。 L。 Vincey; Esq。; who
  died on the 9th instant in … College; Cambridge; has
  left behind him a will; of which you will please find
  copy enclosed; and of which we are the executors。 By
  this will you will perceive that you take a life…
  interest in about half of the late Mr。 Vincey's
  property; now invested in consols; subject to your
  acceptance of the guardianship of his only son; Leo
  Vincey; at present an infant; aged five。 Had we not
  ourselves drawn up the document in question in
  obedience to Mr。 Vincey's clear and precise
  instructions; both personal and written; and had he
  not then assured us that he had very good reasons for
  what he was doing; we are bound to tell you that its
  provisions seem to us of so unusual a nature that we
  should have felt bound to call the attention of the
  Court of Chancery to them; in order that such steps
  might be taken as seemed desirable to it; either by
  contesting the capacity of the testator or otherwise;
  to safeguard the interests of the infant。 As it is;
  knowing that the testator was a gentleman of the
  highest intelligence and acumen; and that he has
  absolutely no relations living to whom he could have
  confided the guardianship of the child; we do not feel
  justified in taking this course。
  〃Awaiting such instructions as you please to send us
  as regards the delivery of the infant and the payment
  of the proportion of the dividends due to you;
  〃We remain; sir; faithfully yours;
  〃GEOFFREY & JORDAN。〃
  I put down the letter; and ran my eye through the
  will; which appeared; from its utter
  unintelligibility; to have been drawn on the strictest
  legal principles。 So far as I could discover; however;
  it exactly bore out what my friend had told me on the
  night of his death。 So it was true after all。 I must
  take the boy。 Suddenly I remembered the letter which
  he had left with the chest。 I fetched it and opened
  it。 It only contained such directions as he had
  already given to me as to opening the chest on Leo's
  twenty…fifth birthday; and laid down the outlines of
  the boy's education; which was to include Greek; the
  higher mathematics; and Arabic。 At the bottom there
  was a postscript to the effect that if the boy died
  under the age of twenty…five; which; however; he did
  not believe would be the case; I was to open the
  chest; and act on the information I obtained if I saw
  fit。 If I did not see fit; I was to destroy all the
  contents。 On no account pass them on to a stranger。
  As this letter added nothing material to my knowledge;
  and certainly raised no further objection in my mind
  to undertaking the task I had promised my dead friend
  to undertake; there was only one course open to me
  namely; to write to Messrs。 Geoffrey & Jordan; and
  express my readiness to enter on the trust; stating
  that I should be willing to commence my guardianship
  of Leo in ten days' time。 This done I proceeded to the
  authorities of my college; and; having told them as
  much of the story as I considered desirable; which was
  not very much; after considerable difficulty succeeded
  in persuading them to stretch a point; and; in the
  event of my having obtained a fellowship; which I was
  pretty certain I had done; allow me to have the child
  to live with me。 Their consent; however; was only
  granted on the condition that I vacated my rooms in
  college and took lodgings。 This I did; and with some
  difficulty succeeded in obtaining very good apartments
  quite close to the college gates。 The next thing was
  to find a nurse。 And on this point I came to a
  determination。 I would have no woman to lord it over
  me about the child; and steal his affections from me。
  The boy was old enough to do without female
  assistance; so I set to work to hunt up a suitable
  male attendant。 With some difficulty I succeeded in
  hiring a most respectable round…faced young man; who
  had been a helper in a hunting…stable; but who said
  that he was one of a family of seventeen and well
  accustomed to the ways of children; and professed
  himself quite willing to undertake the charge of
  Master Leo when he arrived。 Then; having taken the
  iron box to town; and with my own hands deposited it
  at my banker's; I bought some books upon the health
  and management of children; and read them; first to
  myself; and then aloud to Jobthat was the young
  man's nameand waited。
  At length the child arrived in the charge of an
  elderly person; who wept bitterly at parting with him;
  and a beautiful boy he was。 Indeed; I do not think
  that I ever saw such a perfect child before or since。
  His eyes were gray; his forehead broad; and his face;
  even at that early age; clean cut as a cameo; without
  being pinched or thin。 But perhaps his most attractive
  point was his hair; which was pure gold in color and
  tightly curled over his shapely head。 He cried a
  little when his nurse finally tore herself away and
  left him with us。 Never shall I forget the scene。
  There he stood; with the sunlight from the window
  playing upon his golden curls; his fist screwed in one
  eye; while he took us in with the other。 I was seated
  in a chair; and stretched out my hand to him to induce
  him to come to me; while Job; in the corner; was
  making a sort of clucking noise; which; arguing from
  his previous experience; or from the analogy of the
  hen; he judged would have a soothing effect; and
  inspire confidence in the youthful mind; and running a
  wooden horse of peculiar hideousness backward and
  forward in a way that was little short of inane。 This
  went on for some minutes; and then all of a sudden the
  lad stretched out both his little arms and ran to me。
  〃I like you;〃 he said; 〃you is ugly; but you is good。〃
  Ten minutes afterwards he was eating large slices of
  bread…and…butter; with every sign of satisfaction; Job
  wanted to put jam on to them; but I sternly reminded
  him of the excellent works we had read; and forbade
  it。
  In a very little while (for; as I expected; I got my
  fellowship) the boy became the favorite of the whole
  collegewhere; all orders and regulations to the
  contrary notwithstanding; he was continually in and
  outa sort of chartered libertine; in whose favor all
  rules were relaxed。 The offerings made at his shrine
  were simply without number; and I had a serious
  difference of opinion with one old resident Fellow;
  now long dead; who was usually supposed to be the
  crustiest man in the university; and to abhor the
  sight of a child。 And yet I discovered; when a
  frequently recurring fit of sickness had forced Job to
  keep a strict lookout; that this unprincipled old man
  was in the habit of enticing the boy to his rooms and
  there feeding him upon unlimited quantities of brandy…
  balls; and making him promise to say nothing about it。
  Job told him that he ought to be ashamed of himself;
  〃at his age; too; when he might have been a
  grandfather if he had done what was right;〃 by which
  Job understood had got married; and thence arose the
  row。
  But I have no space to dwell upon those delightful
  years; around which memory still fondly hovers。 One by
  one they went by; and as they passed we two grew
  dearer and yet more dear to each other。 Few sons have
  been loved as I love Leo; and few fathers know the
  deep and continuous affection that Leo bears to me。
  The child grew into the boy; and the boy into the
  young man; as one by one the remorseless years flew
  by; and as he grew and increased; so did his beauty
  and the beauty of his mind grow with him。 When he was
  about fifteen they used to call him Beauty about the
  college; and me they nicknamed the Beast。 Beauty and
  the Beast wa