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作者:想聊      更新:2021-09-05 09:19      字数:9322
  e backed by Crassus and Curio; as well as by Bibulus and his other detractors: that he must take extraordinary precautions to prevent being overpowered by that demagoguewith a people all but wholly alienated; a nobility hostile; a senate ill…affected; and the younger men corrupt。 So he is making his preparations and summoning men from the country。 On his part; Clodius is rallying his gangs: a body of men is being got together for the Quirinalia。 For that occasion we are considerably in a majority; owing to the forces brought up by Pompey himself: and a large contingent is expected from Picenum and Gallia; to enable us to throw out Cato's bills also about Milo and Lentulus。
  On the 10th of February an indictment was lodged against Sestius for bribery by the informer Cn。 Nerius; of the Pupinian tribe; arid on the same day by a certain M。 Tullius for riot。 He was ill。 I went at once; as I was bound to do。 to his house; and put myself wholly at his service: and that was more than people expected; who thought that I had good cause for being angry with him。 The result is that my extreme kindness and grateful disposition are made manifest both to Sestius himself and to all the world; and I shall be as good as my word。 But this same informer Nerius also named Cn。 Lentulus Vatia and C。 Cornelius to the commissioners。 On the same day a decree passed the senate 〃that political clubs and associations should be broken up; and that a law in regard to them should be brought in; enacting that those who did not break off from them should be liable to the same penalty as those convicted of riot。〃
  On the 10th of February I spoke in defence of Bestia on a charge of bribery before the praetor Cn。 Domitius; in the middle of the forum and in a very crowded court; and in the course of my speech I came to the incident of Sestius; after receiving many wounds in the temple of Castor; having been preserved by the aid of Bestia。 Here I took occasion to pave the way beforehand for a refutation of the charges which are being got up against Sestius; and I passed a well…deserved encomium upon him with the cordial approval of everybody。 He was himself very much delighted with it。 I tell you this because you have often advised me in your letters to retain the friendship of Sestius。 I am writing this on the 12th of February before daybreak; the day on which I am to dine with Pomponius on the occasion of his wedding。
  Our position in other respects is such as you used to cheer my despondency by telling me it would beone of great dignity and popularity: this is a return to old times for you and me effected; my brother; by your patience; high character; loyalty; and; I may also add; your conciliatory manners。 The house of Licinius; near the grove of Piso; has been taken for you。 But; as I hope; in a few months  time; after the 1st of July; you will move into your own。 Some excellent tenants; the Lamiae; have taken your house in Carinie。 I have received no letter from you since the one dated Olbia。 I am anxious to hear how you are and what you find to amuse you; but above all to see you yourself as soon as possible。 Take care of your health; my dear brother; and though it is winter time; yet reflect that after all it is Sardinia that you are in。
  13 February。
  IX
  To ATTICUS (RETURNING FROM EPIRUS)
  ANTIUM (APRIL)
  IT will be delightful if you come to see us here。 You will find that Tyrannio has made a wonderfully good arrangement of my books; the remains of which are better than I had expected。 Still; I wish you would send me a couple of your library slaves for Tyrannio to employ as gluers; and in other subordinate work; and tell them to get some fine parchment to make title…pieces; which you Greeks; I think; call 〃sillybi。〃 But all this is only if not inconvenient to you。 In any case; be sure you come yourself; if you can halt for a while in such a place; and can persuade Pilia to accompany you。 For that is only fair; and Tulia is anxious that she should come。 My word! You have purchased a fine troop! Your gladiators; I am told; fight superbly。 If you had chosen to let them out you would have cleared your expenses by the last two spectacles。 But we will talk about this later on。 Be sure to come; and; as you love me; see about the library slaves。
  X
  To L。 LUCCEIUS
  ARPINUM (APRIL)
  I HAVE often tried to say to you personally what I am about to write; but was prevented by a kind of almost clownish bashfulness。 Now that I am not in your presence I shall speak out more boldly: a letter does not blush。 I am inflamed with an inconceivably ardent desire; and one; as I think; of which I have no reason to be ashamed; that in a history written by you my name should be conspicuous and frequently mentioned with praise。 And though you have often shewn me that you meant to do so; yet I hope you will pardon my impatience。 For the style of your composition; though I had always entertained the highest expectations of it; has yet surpassed my hopes; and has taken such a hold upon me; or rather has so fired my imagination; that I was eager to have my achievements as quickly as possible put on record in your history。 For it is not only the thought of being spoken of by future ages that makes me snatch at what seems a hope of immortality; but it is also the desre of fully enjoying in my lifetime an authoritative expression of your judgment; or a token of your kindness for me; or the charm of your genius。 Not; however; that while thus writing I am unaware under what heavy burdens you are labouring in the portion of history you have undertaken; and by this time have begun to write。 But because I saw that your history of the Italian and Civil Wars was now all but finished; and because also you told me that you were already embarking upon the remaining portions of your work; I determined not to lose my chance for the want of suggesting to you to consider whether you preferred to weave your account of me into the main context of your history; or whether; as many Greek writers have doneCallisthenes; the Phocian War; Timeus; the war of Pyrrhus; Polybius; that of Numantia; all of whom separated the wars I have named from their main narrativesyou would; like them; separate the civil conspiracy from public and external wars。 For my part; I do not see that it matters much to my reputation; but it does somewhat concern my impatience; that you should not wait till you come to the proper place; but should at once anticipate the discussion of that question as a whole and the history of that epoch。 And at the same time; if your whole thoughts are engaged on one incident and one person; I can see in imagination how much fuller your material will be; and how much more elaborately worked out。 I am quite aware; however; what little modesty I display; first; in imposing on you so heavy a burden (for your engagements may well prevent your compliance with my request); and in the second place; in asking you to shew me off to advantage。 What if those transactions are not in your judgment so very deserving of commendation? Yet; after all; a man who has once passed the border…line of modesty had better put a bold face on it and be frankly impudent。 And so I again and again ask you outright; both to praise those actions of mine in warmer terms than you perhaps feel; and in that respect to neglect the laws of history。 I ask you; too; in regard to the personal predilection; on which you wrote in a certain introductory chapter in the most gratifying and explicit termsand by which you shew that you were as incapable of being diverted as Xenophon's Hercules by Pleasurenot to go against it; but to yield to your affection for me a little more than truth shall justify。 But if I can induce you to undertake this; you will have; I am persuaded; matter worthy of your genius and your wealth of language。 For from the beginning of the conspiracy to my return from exile it appears to me that a moderate…sized monograph might be composed; in which you will; on the one hand; be able to utilize your special knowledge of civil disturbances; either in unravelling the causes of the revolution or in proposing remedies for evils; blaming meanwhile what you think deserves denunciation; and establishing the righteousness of what you approve by explaining the principles on which they rest: and on the other hand; if you think it right to be more outspoken (as you generally do); you will bring out the perfidy; intrigues; and treachery of many people towards me。 For my vicissitudes will supply you in your composition with much variety; which has in itself a kind of charm; capable of taking a strong hold on the imagination of readers; when you are the writer。 For nothing is better fitted to interest a reader than variety of circumstance and vicissitudes of fortune; which; though the reverse of welcome to us in actual experience; will make very pleasant reading: for the untroubled recollection of a past sorrow has a charm of its own。 To the rest of the world; indeed; who have had no trouble themselves; and who look upon the misfortunes of others without any suffering of their own; the feeling of pity is itself a source of pleasure。 For what man of us is not delighted; though feeling a certain compassion too; with the death…scene o