第 15 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2021-08-28 17:12      字数:3504
  with whom they are offended; for; ordinarily; they rail and bawl before
  he comes into their presence; and continue scolding an age after he is
  gone:
  〃Et secum petulans amentia certat:〃
  '〃And petulant madness contends with itself。〃
  Claudian in Eutrop。; i。 237。'
  they attack his shadow; and drive the storm in a place where no one is
  either chastised or concerned; but in the clamour of their voice。
  I likewise in quarrels condemn those who huff and vapour without an
  enemy: those rhodomontades should be reserved to discharge upon the
  offending party:
  〃Mugitus veluti cum prima in praelia taurus
  Terrificos ciet; atque irasci in cornua tentat;
  Arboris obnixus trunco; ventospue lacessit
  Ictibus; et sparsa ad pugnum proludit arena。〃
  '〃As when a bull to usher in the fight; makes dreadful bellowings;
  and whets his horns against the trunk of a tree; with blows he beats
  the air; and rehearses the fight by scattering the sand。〃
  AEneid; xii。 103。'
  When I am angry; my anger is very sharp but withal very short; and as
  private as I can; I lose myself indeed in promptness and violence; but
  not in trouble; so that I throw out all sorts of injurious words at
  random; and without choice; and never consider pertinently to dart my
  language where I think it will deepest wound; for I commonly make use of
  no other weapon than my tongue。
  My servants have a better bargain of me in great occasions than in
  little; the little ones surprise me; and the misfortune is; that when you
  are once upon the precipice; 'tis no matter who gave you the push; you
  always go to the bottom; the fall urges; moves; and makes haste of
  itself。  In great occasions this satisfies me; that they are so just
  every one expects a reasonable indignation; and then I glorify myself in
  deceiving their expectation; against these; I fortify and prepare myself;
  they disturb my head; and threaten to transport me very far; should I
  follow them。  I can easily contain myself from entering into one of these
  passions; and am strong enough; when I expect them; to repel their
  violence; be the cause never so great; but if a passion once prepossess
  and seize me; it carries me away; be the cause never so small。  I bargain
  thus with those who may contend with me when you see me moved first; let
  me alone; right or wrong; I'll do the same for you。  The storm is only
  begot by a concurrence of angers; which easily spring from one another;
  and are not born together。  Let every one have his own way; and we shall
  be always at peace。  A profitable advice; but hard to execute。  Sometimes
  also it falls out that I put on a seeming anger; for the better governing
  of my house; without any real emotion。  As age renders my humours more
  sharp; I study to oppose them; and will; if I can; order it so; that for
  the future I may be so much the less peevish and hard to please; as I
  have more excuse and inclination to be so; although I have heretofore
  been reckoned amongst those who have the greatest patience。
  A word more to conclude this argument。  Aristotle says; that anger
  sometimes serves for arms to virtue and valour。  That is probable;
  nevertheless; they who contradict him  pleasantly answer; that 'tis a
  weapon of novel use; for we move all other arms; this moves us; our hand
  guides it not; 'tis it that guides our hand; it holds us; we hold not it。
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