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  physiognomy to have made out; without her own consent。 I believe
  there never was anybody with such an imperturbable
  countenance when she chose。 Her face might have been a dead…
  wall on the occasion in question; for any light it threw upon her
  thoughts; until she broke silence with her usual abruptness。
  ‘Well; Wickfield!’ said my aunt; and he looked up at her for the
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  first time。 ‘I have been telling your daughter how well I have been
  disposing of my money for myself; because I couldn’t trust it to
  you; as you were growing rusty in business matters。 We have been
  taking counsel together; and getting on very well; all things
  considered。 Agnes is worth the whole firm; in my opinion。’
  ‘If I may umbly make the remark;’ said Uriah Heep; with a
  writhe; ‘I fully agree with Miss Betsey Trotwood; and should be
  only too appy if Miss Agnes was a partner。’
  ‘You’re a partner yourself; you know;’ returned my aunt; ‘and
  that’s about enough for you; I expect。 How do you find yourself;
  sir?’
  In acknowledgement of this question; addressed to him with
  extraordinary curtness; Mr。 Heep; uncomfortably clutching the
  blue bag he carried; replied that he was pretty well; he thanked
  my aunt; and hoped she was the same。
  ‘And you; Master—I should say; Mister Copperfield;’ pursued
  Uriah。 ‘I hope I see you well! I am rejoiced to see you; Mister
  Copperfield; even under present circumstances。’ I believed that;
  for he seemed to relish them very much。 ‘Present circumstances is
  not what your friends would wish for you; Mister Copperfield; but
  it isn’t money makes the man: it’s—I am really unequal with my
  umble powers to express what it is;’ said Uriah; with a fawning
  jerk; ‘but it isn’t money!’
  Here he shook hands with me: not in the common way; but
  standing at a good distance from me; and lifting my hand up and
  down like a pump handle; that he was a little afraid of。
  ‘And how do you think we are looking; Master Copperfield;—I
  should say; Mister?’ fawned Uriah。 ‘Don’t you find Mr。 Wickfield
  blooming; sir? Years don’t tell much in our firm; Master
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  Copperfield; except in raising up the umble; namely; mother and
  self—and in developing;’ he added; as an afterthought; ‘the
  beautiful; namely; Miss Agnes。’
  He jerked himself about; after this compliment; in such an
  intolerable manner; that my aunt; who had sat looking straight at
  him; lost all patience。
  ‘Deuce take the man!’ said my aunt; sternly; ‘what’s he about?
  Don’t be galvanic; sir!’
  ‘I ask your pardon; Miss Trotwood;’ returned Uriah; ‘I’m aware
  you’re nervous。’
  ‘Go along with you; sir!’ said my aunt; anything but appeased。
  ‘Don’t presume to say so! I am nothing of the sort。 If you’re an eel;
  sir; conduct yourself like one。 If you’re a man; control your limbs;
  sir! Good God!’ said my aunt; with great indignation; ‘I am not
  going to be serpentined and corkscrewed out of my senses!’
  Mr。 Heep was rather abashed; as most people might have been;
  by this explosion; which derived great additional force from the
  indignant manner in which my aunt afterwards moved in her
  chair; and shook her head as if she were making snaps or bounces
  at him。 But he said to me aside in a meek voice:
  ‘I am well aware; Master Copperfield; that Miss Trotwood;
  though an excellent lady; has a quick temper (indeed I think I had
  the pleasure of knowing her; when I was a numble clerk; before
  you did; Master Copperfield); and it’s only natural; I am sure; that
  it should be made quicker by present circumstances。 The wonder
  is; that it isn’t much worse! I only called to say that if there was
  anything we could do; in present circumstances; mother or self; or
  Wickfield and Heep;—we should be really glad。 I may go so far?’
  said Uriah; with a sickly smile at his partner。
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  ‘Uriah Heep;’ said Mr。 Wickfield; in a monotonous forced way;
  ‘is active in the business; Trotwood。 What he says; I quite concur
  in。 You know I had an old interest in you。 Apart from that; what
  Uriah says I quite concur in!’
  ‘Oh; what a reward it is;’ said Uriah; drawing up one leg; at the
  risk of bringing down upon himself another visitation from my
  aunt; ‘to be so trusted in! But I hope I am able to do something to
  relieve him from the fatigues of business; Master Copperfield!’
  ‘Uriah Heep is a great relief to me;’ said Mr。 Wickfield; in the
  same dull voice。 ‘It’s a load off my mind; Trotwood; to have such a
  partner。’
  The red fox made him say all this; I knew; to exhibit him to me
  in the light he had indicated on the night when he poisoned my
  rest。 I saw the same ill…favoured smile upon his face again; and
  saw how he watched me。
  ‘You are not going; papa?’ said Agnes; anxiously。 ‘Will you not
  walk back with Trotwood and me?’
  He would have looked to Uriah; I believe; before replying; if
  that worthy had not anticipated him。
  ‘I am bespoke myself;’ said Uriah; ‘on business; otherwise I
  should have been appy to have kept with my friends。 But I leave
  my partner to represent the firm。 Miss Agnes; ever yours! I wish
  you good…day; Master Copperfield; and leave my umble respects
  for Miss Betsey Trotwood。’
  With those words; he retired; kissing his great hand; and leering
  at us like a mask。
  We sat there; talking about our pleasant old Canterbury days;
  an hour or two。 Mr。 Wickfield; left to Agnes; soon became more
  like his former self; though there was a settled depression upon
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  him; which he never shook off。 For all that; he brightened; and had
  an evident pleasure in hearing us recall the little incidents of our
  old life; many of which he remembered very well。 He said it was
  like those times; to be alone with Agnes and me again; and he
  wished to Heaven they had never changed。 I am sure there was an
  influence in the placid face of Agnes; and in the very touch of her
  hand upon his arm; that did wonders for him。
  My aunt (who was busy nearly all this while with Peggotty; in
  the inner room) would not accompany us to the place where they
  were staying; but insisted on my going; and I went。 We dined
  together。 After dinner; Agnes sat beside him; as of old; and poured
  out his wine。 He took what she gave him; and no more—like a
  child—and we all three sat together at a window as the evening
  gathered in。 When it was almost dark; he lay down on a sofa;
  Agnes pillowing his head and bending over him a little while; and
  when she came back to the window; it was not so dark but I could
  see tears glittering in her eyes。
  I pray Heaven that I never may forget the dear girl in her love
  and truth; at that time of my life; for if I should; I must be drawing
  near the end; and then I would desire to remember her best! She
  filled my heart with such good resolutions; strengthened my
  weakness so; by her example; so directed—I know not how; she
  was too modest and gentle to advise me in many words—the
  wandering ardour and unsettled purpose within me; that all the
  little good I have done; and all the harm I have forborne; I
  solemnly believe I may refer to her。
  And how she spoke to me of Dora; sitting at the window in the
  dark; listened to my praises of her; praised again; and round the
  little fairy…figure shed some glimpses of her own pure light; that
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  made it yet more precious and more innocent to me! Oh; Agnes;
  sister of my boyhood; if I had known then; what I knew long
  afterwards!—
  There was a beggar in the street; when I went down; and as I
  turned my head towards the window; thinking of her calm
  seraphic eyes; he made me start by muttering; as if he were an
  echo of the morning: ‘Blind! Blind! Blind!’
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  Chapter 36
  ENTHUSIASM
  Ibegan the next day with another dive into the Roman bath;
  and then started for Highgate。 I was not dispirited now。 I was
  not afraid of the shabby coat; and had no yearnings after
  gallant greys。 My whole manner of thinking of our late misfortune
  was changed。 What I had to do; was; to show my aunt that her past
  goodness to me had not been thrown away on an insensible;
  ungrateful object。 What I had to do; was; to turn the painful
  discipline of my younger days to account; by going to work with a
  resolute and steady heart。 What I had to do; was; to take my
  woodman’s axe in my hand; and clear my own way through the
  forest of difficulty; by cutting down the trees until I came to Dora。
  And I went on at a mighty rate; as if it could be done by walking。
  When I found myself on the familiar Highgate road; pursuing
  such a different errand from that old one of pleasure; with which it
  was associated; it seemed as if a complete change had come on my
  whole life。 But that did not discourage me。 With the new life; came
  new purp