第 134 节
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  in the Commons again。
  Being very anxious to leave no stone unturned; I waited until
  Mr。 Spenlow came in; and then described what had passed; giving
  him to understand that I was not hopeless of his being able to
  soften the adamantine Jorkins; if he would undertake the task。
  ‘Copperfield;’ returned Mr。 Spenlow; with a gracious smile; ‘you
  have not known my partner; Mr。 Jorkins; as long as I have。
  Nothing is farther from my thoughts than to attribute any degree
  of artifice to Mr。 Jorkins。 But Mr。 Jorkins has a way of stating his
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  objections which often deceives people。 No; Copperfield!’ shaking
  his head。 ‘Mr。 Jorkins is not to be moved; believe me!’
  I was completely bewildered between Mr。 Spenlow and Mr。
  Jorkins; as to which of them really was the objecting partner; but I
  saw with sufficient clearness that there was obduracy somewhere
  in the firm; and that the recovery of my aunt’s thousand pounds
  was out of the question。 In a state of despondency; which I
  remember with anything but satisfaction; for I know it still had too
  much reference to myself (though always in connexion with Dora);
  I left the office; and went homeward。
  I was trying to familiarize my mind with the worst; and to
  present to myself the arrangements we should have to make for
  the future in their sternest aspect; when a hackney…chariot coming
  after me; and stopping at my very feet; occasioned me to look up。
  A fair hand was stretched forth to me from the window; and the
  face I had never seen without a feeling of serenity and happiness;
  from the moment when it first turned back on the old oak
  staircase with the great broad balustrade; and when I associated
  its softened beauty with the stained…glass window in the church;
  was smiling on me。
  ‘Agnes!’ I joyfully exclaimed。 ‘Oh; my dear Agnes; of all people
  in the world; what a pleasure to see you!’
  ‘Is it; indeed?’ she said; in her cordial voice。
  ‘I want to talk to you so much!’ said I。 ‘It’s such a lightening of
  my heart; only to look at you! If I had had a conjuror’s cap; there is
  no one I should have wished for but you!’
  ‘What?’ returned Agnes。
  ‘Well! perhaps Dora first;’ I admitted; with a blush。
  ‘Certainly; Dora first; I hope;’ said Agnes; laughing。
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  ‘But you next!’ said I。 ‘Where are you going?’
  She was going to my rooms to see my aunt。 The day being very
  fine; she was glad to come out of the chariot; which smelt (I had
  my head in it all this time) like a stable put under a cucumber…
  frame。 I dismissed the coachman; and she took my arm; and we
  walked on together。 She was like Hope embodied; to me。 How
  different I felt in one short minute; having Agnes at my side!
  My aunt had written her one of the odd; abrupt notes—very
  little longer than a Bank note—to which her epistolary efforts
  were usually limited。 She had stated therein that she had fallen
  into adversity; and was leaving Dover for good; but had quite
  made up her mind to it; and was so well that nobody need be
  uncomfortable about her。 Agnes had come to London to see my
  aunt; between whom and herself there had been a mutual liking
  these many years: indeed; it dated from the time of my taking up
  my residence in Mr。 Wickfield’s house。 She was not alone; she
  said。 Her papa was with her—and Uriah Heep。
  ‘And now they are partners;’ said I。 ‘Confound him!’
  ‘Yes;’ said Agnes。 ‘They have some business here; and I took
  advantage of their coming; to come too。 You must not think my
  visit all friendly and disinterested; Trotwood; for—I am afraid I
  may be cruelly prejudiced—I do not like to let papa go away alone;
  with him。’
  ‘Does he exercise the same influence over Mr。 Wickfield still;
  Agnes?’
  Agnes shook her head。 ‘There is such a change at home;’ said
  she; ‘that you would scarcely know the dear old house。 They live
  with us now。’
  ‘They?’ said I。
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  ‘Mr。 Heep and his mother。 He sleeps in your old room;’ said
  Agnes; looking up into my face。
  ‘I wish I had the ordering of his dreams;’ said I。 ‘He wouldn’t
  sleep there long。’
  ‘I keep my own little room;’ said Agnes; ‘where I used to learn
  my lessons。 How the time goes! You remember? The little
  panelled room that opens from the drawing…room?’
  ‘Remember; Agnes? When I saw you; for the first time; coming
  out at the door; with your quaint little basket of keys hanging at
  your side?’
  ‘It is just the same;’ said Agnes; smiling。 ‘I am glad you think of
  it so pleasantly。 We were very happy。’
  ‘We were; indeed;’ said I。
  ‘I keep that room to myself still; but I cannot always desert Mrs。
  Heep; you know。 And so;’ said Agnes; quietly; ‘I feel obliged to
  bear her company; when I might prefer to be alone。 But I have no
  other reason to complain of her。 If she tires me; sometimes; by her
  praises of her son; it is only natural in a mother。 He is a very good
  son to her。’
  I looked at Agnes when she said these words; without detecting
  in her any consciousness of Uriah’s design。 Her mild but earnest
  eyes met mine with their own beautiful frankness; and there was
  no change in her gentle face。
  ‘The chief evil of their presence in the house;’ said Agnes; ‘is
  that I cannot be as near papa as I could wish—Uriah Heep being
  so much between us—and cannot watch over him; if that is not too
  bold a thing to say; as closely as I would。 But if any fraud or
  treachery is practising against him; I hope that simple love and
  truth will be strong in the end。 I hope that real love and truth are
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  stronger in the end than any evil or misfortune in the world。’
  A certain bright smile; which I never saw on any other face;
  died away; even while I thought how good it was; and how familiar
  it had once been to me; and she asked me; with a quick change of
  expression (we were drawing very near my street); if I knew how
  the reverse in my aunt’s circumstances had been brought about。
  On my replying no; she had not told me yet; Agnes became
  thoughtful; and I fancied I felt her arm tremble in mine。
  We found my aunt alone; in a state of some excitement。 A
  difference of opinion had arisen between herself and Mrs。 Crupp;
  on an abstract question (the propriety of chambers being
  inhabited by the gentler sex); and my aunt; utterly indifferent to
  spasms on the part of Mrs。 Crupp; had cut the dispute short; by
  informing that lady that she smelt of my brandy; and that she
  would trouble her to walk out。 Both of these expressions Mrs。
  Crupp considered actionable; and had expressed her intention of
  bringing before a ‘British Judy’—meaning; it was supposed; the
  bulwark of our national liberties。
  My aunt; however; having had time to cool; while Peggotty was
  out showing Mr。 Dick the soldiers at the Horse Guards—and
  being; besides; greatly pleased to see Agnes—rather plumed
  herself on the affair than otherwise; and received us with
  unimpaired good humour。 When Agnes laid her bonnet on the
  table; and sat down beside her; I could not but think; looking on
  her mild eyes and her radiant forehead; how natural it seemed to
  have her there; how trustfully; although she was so young and
  inexperienced; my aunt confided in her; how strong she was;
  indeed; in simple love and truth。
  We began to talk about my aunt’s losses; and I told them what I
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  had tried to do that morning。
  ‘Which was injudicious; Trot;’ said my aunt; ‘but well meant。
  You are a generous boy—I suppose I must say; young man; now—
  and I am proud of you; my dear。 So far; so good。 Now; Trot and
  Agnes; let us look the case of Betsey Trotwood in the face; and see
  how it stands。’
  I observed Agnes turn pale; as she looked very attentively at my
  aunt。 My aunt; patting her cat; looked very attentively at Agnes。
  ‘Betsey Trotwood;’ said my aunt; who had always kept her
  money matters to herself。 ‘—I don’t mean your sister; Trot; my
  dear; but myself—had a certain property。 It don’t matter how
  much; enough to live on。 More; for she had saved a little; and
  added to it。 Betsey funded her property for some time; and then;
  by the advice of her man of business; laid it out on landed security。
  That did very well; and returned very good interest; till Betsey was
  paid off。 I am talking of Betsey as if she was a man…of…war。 Well!
  Then; Betsey had to look about her; for a new investment。 She
  thought she was wiser; now; than her man of business; who was
  not such a good man of business by this time; as he used to be—I
  am alluding to your father; Agnes—and she took it into her head to
  lay it out for herself。 So she took her pigs;’ said my aunt; ‘to a
  foreign market; and a very bad market it turned out to be。 First;
  she lost in the mining way; and then she lost in the diving way—
  fishing up treasure; or some such