第 89 节
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  bride behind。 Ha! ha! ha! A wicked rascal; Ned; but droll! Now; I
  know I’m going to break your hearts; but I am forced to leave you。
  You must call up all your fortitude; and try to bear it。 Good…bye;
  Mr。 Copperfield! Take care of yourself; jockey of Norfolk! How I
  have been rattling on! It’s all the fault of you two wretches。 I
  forgive you! “Bob swore!”—as the Englishman said for “Good
  night”; when he first learnt French; and thought it so like English。
  “Bob swore;” my ducks!’
  With the bag slung over her arm; and rattling as she waddled
  away; she waddled to the door; where she stopped to inquire if she
  should leave us a lock of her hair。 ‘Ain’t I volatile?’ she added; as a
  commentary on this offer; and; with her finger on her nose;
  departed。
  Steerforth laughed to that degree; that it was impossible for me
  to help laughing too; though I am not sure I should have done so;
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  but for this inducement。 When we had had our laugh quite out;
  which was after some time; he told me that Miss Mowcher had
  quite an extensive connexion; and made herself useful to a variety
  of people in a variety of ways。 Some people trifled with her as a
  mere oddity; he said; but she was as shrewdly and sharply
  observant as anyone he knew; and as long…headed as she was
  short…armed。 He told me that what she had said of being here; and
  there; and everywhere; was true enough; for she made little darts
  into the provinces; and seemed to pick up customers everywhere;
  and to know everybody。 I asked him what her disposition was:
  whether it was at all mischievous; and if her sympathies were
  generally on the right side of things: but; not succeeding in
  attracting his attention to these questions after two or three
  attempts; I forbore or forgot to repeat them。 He told me instead;
  with much rapidity; a good deal about her skill; and her profits;
  and about her being a scientific cupper; if I should ever have
  occasion for her service in that capacity。
  She was the principal theme of our conversation during the
  evening: and when we parted for the night Steerforth called after
  me over the banisters; ‘Bob swore!’ as I went downstairs。
  I was surprised; when I came to Mr。 Barkis’s house; to find
  Ham walking up and down in front of it; and still more surprised
  to learn from him that little Em’ly was inside。 I naturally inquired
  why he was not there too; instead of pacing the streets by himself?
  ‘Why; you see; Mas’r Davy;’ he rejoined; in a hesitating manner;
  ‘Em’ly; she’s talking to some ’un in here。’
  ‘I should have thought;’ said I; smiling; ‘that that was a reason
  for your being in here too; Ham。’
  ‘Well; Mas’r Davy; in a general way; so ’t would be;’ he returned;
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  ‘but look’ee here; Mas’r Davy;’ lowering his voice; and speaking
  very gravely。 ‘It’s a young woman; sir—a young woman; that Em’ly
  knowed once; and doen’t ought to know no more。’
  When I heard these words; a light began to fall upon the figure I
  had seen following them; some hours ago。
  ‘It’s a poor wurem; Mas’r Davy;’ said Ham; ‘as is trod under foot
  by all the town。 Up street and down street。 The mowld o’ the
  churchyard don’t hold any that the folk shrink away from; more。’
  ‘Did I see her tonight; Ham; on the sand; after we met you?’
  ‘Keeping us in sight?’ said Ham。 ‘It’s like you did; Mas’r Davy。
  Not that I know’d then; she was theer; sir; but along of her
  creeping soon arterwards under Em’ly’s little winder; when she
  see the light come; and whispering “Em’ly; Em’ly; for Christ’s
  sake; have a woman’s heart towards me。 I was once like you!”
  Those was solemn words; Mas’r Davy; fur to hear!’
  ‘They were indeed; Ham。 What did Em’ly do?’
  ‘Says Em’ly; “Martha; is it you? Oh; Martha; can it be you?”—
  for they had sat at work together; many a day; at Mr。 Omer’s。’
  ‘I recollect her now!’ cried I; recalling one of the two girls I had
  seen when I first went there。 ‘I recollect her quite well!’
  ‘Martha Endell;’ said Ham。 ‘Two or three year older than Em’ly;
  but was at the school with her。’
  ‘I never heard her name;’ said I。 ‘I didn’t mean to interrupt you。’
  ‘For the matter o’ that; Mas’r Davy;’ replied Ham; ‘all’s told
  a’most in them words; “Em’ly; Em’ly; for Christ’s sake; have a
  woman’s heart towards me。 I was once like you!” She wanted to
  speak to Em’ly。 Em’ly couldn’t speak to her theer; for her loving
  uncle was come home; and he wouldn’t—no; Mas’r Davy;’ said
  Ham; with great earnestness; ‘he couldn’t; kind…natur’d; tender…
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  hearted as he is; see them two together; side by side; for all the
  treasures that’s wrecked in the sea。’
  I felt how true this was。 I knew it; on the instant; quite as well as
  Ham。
  ‘So Em’ly writes in pencil on a bit of paper;’ he pursued; ‘and
  gives it to her out o’ winder to bring here。 “Show that;” she says;
  “to my aunt; Mrs。 Barkis; and she’ll set you down by her fire; for
  the love of me; till uncle is gone out; and I can come。” By and by
  she tells me what I tell you; Mas’r Davy; and asks me to bring her。
  What can I do? She doen’t ought to know any such; but I can’t
  deny her; when the tears is on her face。’
  He put his hand into the breast of his shaggy jacket; and took
  out with great care a pretty little purse。
  ‘And if I could deny her when the tears was on her face; Mas’r
  Davy;’ said Ham; tenderly adjusting it on the rough palm of his
  hand; ‘how could I deny her when she give me this to carry for
  her—knowing what she brought it for? Such a toy as it is!’ said
  Ham; thoughtfully looking on it。 ‘With such a little money in it;
  Em’ly my dear。’
  I shook him warmly by the hand when he had put it away
  again—for that was more satisfactory to me than saying
  anything—and we walked up and down; for a minute or two; in
  silence。 The door opened then; and Peggotty appeared; beckoning
  to Ham to come in。 I would have kept away; but she came after
  me; entreating me to come in too。 Even then; I would have avoided
  the room where they all were; but for its being the neat…tiled
  kitchen I have mentioned more than once。 The door opening
  immediately into it; I found myself among them beforeconsidered whither I was going。
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  The girl—the same I had seen upon the sands—was near the
  fire。 She was sitting on the ground; with her head and one arm
  lying on a chair。 I fancied; from the disposition of her figure; that
  Em’ly had but newly risen from the chair; and that the forlorn
  head might perhaps have been lying on her lap。 I saw but little of
  the girl’s face; over which her hair fell loose and scattered; as if she
  had been disordering it with her own hands; but I saw that she
  was young; and of a fair complexion。 Peggotty had been crying。 So
  had little Em’ly。 Not a word was spoken when we first went in; and
  the Dutch clock by the dresser seemed; in the silence; to tick twice
  as loud as usual。 Em’ly spoke first。
  ‘Martha wants;’ she said to Ham; ‘to go to London。’
  ‘Why to London?’ returned Ham。
  He stood between them; looking on the prostrate girl with a
  mixture of compassion for her; and of jealousy of her holding any
  companionship with her whom he loved so well; which I have
  always remembered distinctly。 They both spoke as if she were ill;
  in a soft; suppressed tone that was plainly heard; although it
  hardly rose above a whisper。
  ‘Better there than here;’ said a third voice aloud—Martha’s;
  though she did not move。 ‘No one knows me there。 Everybody
  knows me here。’
  ‘What will she do there?’ inquired Ham。
  She lifted up her head; and looked darkly round at him for a
  moment; then laid it down again; and curved her right arm about
  her neck; as a woman in a fever; or in an agony of pain from a shot;
  might twist herself。
  ‘She will try to do well;’ said little Em’ly。 ‘You don’t know what
  she has said to us。 Does he—do they—aunt?’
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  Peggotty shook her head compassionately。
  ‘I’ll try;’ said Martha; ‘if you’ll help me away。 I never can do
  worse than I have done here。 I may do better。 Oh!’ with a dreadful
  shiver; ‘take me out of these streets; where the whole town knows
  me from a child!’
  As Em’ly held out her hand to Ham; I saw him put in it a little
  canvas bag。 She took it; as if she thought it were her purse; and
  made a step or two forward; but finding her mistake; came back to
  where he had retired near me; and showed it to him。
  ‘It’s all yourn; Em’ly;’ I could hear him say。 ‘I haven’t nowt in all
  the wureld that ain’t yourn; my dear。 It ain’t of no delight to me;
  except for you!’
  The tears rose freshly in her eyes; but she turned away and
  went to Martha。 What she gave her; I don’t know。 I saw her
  stooping over her;