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  hand behind her; held mine in it; until we came near to where he
  was standing in the garden; where she let mine go; and drew hers
  through his arm。
  It was Miss Murdstone who was arrived; and a gloomy…looking
  lady she was; dark; like her brother; whom she greatly resembled
  in face and voice; and with very heavy eyebrows; nearly meeting
  over her large nose; as if; being disabled by the wrongs of her sex
  from wearing whiskers; she had carried them to that account。 She
  brought with her two uncompromising hard black boxes; with her
  initials on the lids in hard brass nails。 When she paid the
  coachman she took her money out of a hard steel purse; and she
  kept the purse in a very jail of a bag which hung upon her arm by
  a heavy chain; and shut up like a bite。 I had never; at that time;
  seen such a metallic lady altogether as Miss Murdstone was。
  She was brought into the parlour with many tokens of welcome;
  and there formally recognized my mother as a new and near
  relation。 Then she looked at me; and said:
  ‘Is that your boy; sister…in…law?’
  My mother acknowledged me。
  ‘Generally speaking;’ said Miss Murdstone; ‘I don’t like boys。
  How d’ye do; boy?’
  Under these encouraging circumstances; I replied that I was
  very well; and that I hoped she was the same; with such an
  indifferent grace; that Miss Murdstone disposed of me in two
  words:
  ‘Wants manner!’
  Having uttered which; with great distinctness; she begged the
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  favour of being shown to her room; which became to me from that
  time forth a place of awe and dread; wherein the two black boxes
  were never seen open or known to be left unlocked; and where (for
  I peeped in once or twice when she was out) numerous little steel
  fetters and rivets; with which Miss Murdstone embellished herself
  when she was dressed; generally hung upon the looking…glass in
  formidable array。
  As well as I could make out; she had come for good; and had no
  intention of ever going again。 She began to ‘help’ my mother next
  morning; and was in and out of the store…closet all day; putting
  things to rights; and making havoc in the old arrangements。
  Almost the first remarkable thing I observed in Miss Murdstone
  was; her being constantly haunted by a suspicion that the servants
  had a man secreted somewhere on the premises。 Under the
  influence of this delusion; she dived into the coal…cellar at the most
  untimely hours; and scarcely ever opened the door of a dark
  cupboard without clapping it to again; in the belief that she had
  got him。
  Though there was nothing very airy about Miss Murdstone; she
  was a perfect Lark in point of getting up。 She was up (and; as I
  believe to this hour; looking for that man) before anybody in the
  house was stirring。 Peggotty gave it as her opinion that she even
  slept with one eye open; but I could not concur in this idea; for I
  tried it myself after hearing the suggestion thrown out; and found
  it couldn’t be done。
  On the very first morning after her arrival she was up and
  ringing her bell at cock…crow。 When my mother came down to
  breakfast and was going to make the tea; Miss Murdstone gave her
  a kind of peck on the cheek; which was her nearest approach to a
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  kiss; and said:
  ‘Now; Clara; my dear; I am come here; you know; to relieve you
  of all the trouble I can。 You’re much too pretty and thoughtless’—
  my mother blushed but laughed; and seemed not to dislike this
  character—‘to have any duties imposed upon you that can be
  undertaken by me。 If you’ll be so good as give me your keys; my
  dear; I’ll attend to all this sort of thing in future。’
  From that time; Miss Murdstone kept the keys in her own little
  jail all day; and under her pillow all night; and my mother had no
  more to do with them than I had。
  My mother did not suffer her authority to pass from her without
  a shadow of protest。 One night when Miss Murdstone had been
  developing certain household plans to her brother; of which he
  signified his approbation; my mother suddenly began to cry; and
  said she thought she might have been consulted。
  ‘Clara!’ said Mr。 Murdstone sternly。 ‘Clara! I wonder at you。’
  ‘Oh; it’s very well to say you wonder; Edward!’ cried my mother;
  ‘and it’s very well for you to talk about firmness; but you wouldn’t
  like it yourself。’
  Firmness; I may observe; was the grand quality on which both
  Mr。 and Miss Murdstone took their stand。 However I might have
  expressed my comprehension of it at that time; if I had been called
  upon; I nevertheless did clearly comprehend in my own way; that
  it was another name for tyranny; and for a certain gloomy;
  arrogant; devil’s humour; that was in them both。 The creed; as I
  should state it now; was this。 Mr。 Murdstone was firm; nobody in
  his world was to be so firm as Mr。 Murdstone; nobody else in his
  world was to be firm at all; for everybody was to be bent to his
  firmness。 Miss Murdstone was an exception。 She might be firm;
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  but only by relationship; and in an inferior and tributary degree。
  My mother was another exception。 She might be firm; and must
  be; but only in bearing their firmness; and firmly believing there
  was no other firmness upon earth。
  ‘It’s very hard;’ said my mother; ‘that in my own house—’
  ‘My own house?’ repeated Mr。 Murdstone。 ‘Clara!’
  ‘Our own house; I mean;’ faltered my mother; evidently
  frightened—‘I hope you must know what I mean; Edward—it’s
  very hard that in your own house I may not have a word to say
  about domestic matters。 I am sure I managed very well before we
  were married。 There’s evidence;’ said my mother; sobbing; ‘ask
  Peggotty if I didn’t do very well when I wasn’t interfered with!’
  ‘Edward;’ said Miss Murdstone; ‘let there be an end of this。 I go
  tomorrow。’
  ‘Jane Murdstone;’ said her brother; ‘be silent! How dare you to
  insinuate that you don’t know my character better than your
  words imply?’
  ‘I am sure;’ my poor mother went on; at a grievous
  disadvantage; and with many tears; ‘I don’t want anybody to go。 I
  should be very miserable and unhappy if anybody was to go。 I
  don’t ask much。 I am not unreasonable。 I only want to be
  consulted sometimes。 I am very much obliged to anybody who
  assists me; and I only want to be consulted as a mere form;
  sometimes。 I thought you were pleased; once; with my being a
  little inexperienced and girlish; Edward—I am sure you said so—
  but you seem to hate me for it now; you are so severe。’
  ‘Edward;’ said Miss Murdstone; again; ‘let there be an end of
  this。 I go tomorrow。’
  ‘Jane Murdstone;’ thundered Mr。 Murdstone。 ‘Will you be
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  silent? How dare you?’
  Miss Murdstone made a jail…delivery of her pocket…
  handkerchief; and held it before her eyes。
  ‘Clara;’ he continued; looking at my mother; ‘you surprise me!
  You astound me! Yes; I had a satisfaction in the thought of
  marrying an inexperienced and artless person; and forming her
  character; and infusing into it some amount of that firmness and
  decision of which it stood in need。 But when Jane Murdstone is
  kind enough to come to my assistance in this endeavour; and to
  assume; for my sake; a condition something like a housekeeper’s;
  and when she meets with a base return—’
  ‘Oh; pray; pray; Edward;’ cried my mother; ‘don’t accuse me of
  being ungrateful。 I am sure I am not ungrateful。 No one ever said I
  was before。 I have many faults; but not that。 Oh; don’t; my dear!’
  ‘When Jane Murdstone meets; I say;’ he went on; after waiting
  until my mother was silent; ‘with a base return; that feeling of
  mine is chilled and altered。’
  ‘Don’t; my love; say that!’ implored my mother very piteously。
  ‘Oh; don’t; Edward! I can’t bear to hear it。 Whatever I am; I am
  affectionate。 I know I am affectionate。 I wouldn’t say it; if I wasn’t
  sure that I am。 Ask Peggotty。 I am sure she’ll tell you I’m
  affectionate。’
  ‘There is no extent of mere weakness; Clara;’ said Mr。
  Murdstone in reply; ‘that can have the least weight with me。 You
  lose breath。’
  ‘Pray let us be friends;’ said my mother; ‘I couldn’t live under
  coldness or unkindness。 I am so sorry。 I have a great many defects;
  I know; and it’s very good of you; Edward; with your strength of
  mind; to endeavour to correct them for me。 Jane; I don’t object to
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  anything。 I should be quite broken…hearted if you thought of
  leaving—’ My mother was too much overcome to go on。
  ‘Jane Murdstone;’ said Mr。 Murdstone to his sister; ‘any harsh
  words between us are; I hope; uncommon。 It is not my fault that so
  unusual an occurrence has taken place tonight。 I was betrayed
  into it by another。 Nor is it your fault。 You were betrayed into it by
  another。 Let us both try to forget it。 And as this;’ he added; after