第 15 节
作者:保时捷      更新:2021-05-03 16:34      字数:9322
  tly like her teacher had taught her。 Jessie exhibited all the machinery and trimmings for the song; but she had no steam; no song。 She sang the notes。 She might as well have sung; 〃Pop; Goes the Weasel。〃
  The audience politely endured Jessie。 That night a woman sang in the same tent 〃The Last Rose of Summer。〃 She had never been to Berlin; but she had lived that song。 She didn't dress the notes half so beautifully as Jessie did; but she sang it with the tremendous feeling it demands。 The audience went wild。 It was a case of Gussie and Bill Whackem。
  All this was gall and wormwood to Jessie。 〃Child;〃 I said to her; 〃this is the best singing lesson you have ever had。 Your study is all right and you have a better voice than that woman; but you cannot sing 〃The Last Rose of Summer〃 yet; for you do not know very much about the first rose of summer。 And really; I hope you'll never know the ache and disappointment you must know before you can sing that song; for it is the sob of a broken…hearted woman。 Learn to sing the songs you have lived。〃
  Why do singers try to execute songs beyond the horizon of their lives? That is why they 〃execute〃 them。
  The Success of a Song…Writer
  The guest of honor at a dinner in a Chicago club was a woman who is one of the widely known song…writers of this land。 As I had the good fortune to be sitting at table with her I wanted to ask her; 〃How did you get your songs known? How did you know what kind of songs the people want to sing?〃
  But in the hour she talked with her friends around the table I found the answer to every question。 〃Isn't it good to be here? Isn't it great to have friends and a fine home and money?〃 she said。 〃I have had such a struggle in my life。 I have lived on one meal a day and didn't know where the next meal was coming from。 I know what it is to be left alone in the world upon my own resources。 I have had years of struggle。 I have been sick and discouraged and down and out。 It was in my little back…room; the only home I had; that I began to write songs。 I wrote them for my own relief。 I was writing my own life; just what was in my own heart and what the struggles were teaching me。 No one is more surprised and grateful that the world seems to love my songs and asks for more of them。〃
  The woman was Carrie Jacobs…Bond; who wrote 〃The Perfect Day;〃 〃Just a Wearyin' for You;〃 〃His Lullaby〃 and many more of those simple little songs so full of the pathos and philosophy of life that they tug at your heart and moisten your eyes。
  Anybody could write those songsjust a few simple words and notes。 No。 Books of theory and harmony and expression only teach us how to write the words and where to place the notes。 These are not the song; but only the skeleton into which our own life must breathe the life of the song。
  The woman who sat there clad in black; with her sweet; expressive face crowned with silvery hair; had learned to write her songs in the University of Hard Knocks。 She here became the song philosopher she is today。 Her defeats were her victories。 If Carrie Jacobs…Bond had never struggled with discouragement; sickness; poverty and loneliness; she never would have been able to write the songs that appeal to the multitudes who have the same battles。
  The popular song is the song that best voices what is in the popular heart。 And while we have a continual inundation of popular songs that are trashy and voice the tawdriest human impulses; yet it is a tribute to the good elements in humanity that the wholesome; uplifting sentiments in Carrie Jacobs…Bond's songs continue to hold their popularity。
  Theory and Practice
  My friends; I am not arguing that you and I must drink the dregs of defeat; or that our lives must fill up with poverty or sorrow; or become wrecks。 But I am insisting upon what I see written all around me in the affairs of everyday life; that none of us will ever know real success in any line of human endeavor until that success flows from the fullness of our experience just as the songs came from the life of Carrie Jacobs…Bond。
  The world is full of theorists; dreamers; uplifters; reformers; who have worthy visions but are not able to translate them into practical realities。 They go around with their heads in the clouds; looking upward; and half the time their feet are in the flower…beds or trampling upon their fellow men they dream of helping。 Their ideas must be forged into usefulness available for this day upon the anvil of experience。
  Many of the most brilliant theorists have been the greatest failures in practice。
  There are a thousand who can tell you what is the matter with things to one person who can give you a practical way to fix them。
  I used to have respect amounting to reverence for great readers and book men。 I used to know a man who could tell in what book almost anything you could think of was discussed; and perhaps the page。 He was a walking library index。 I thought him a most wonderful man。 Indeed; in my childhood I thought he was the greatest man in the world。
  He was a remarkable mana great reader and with a memory that retained it all。 That man could recite chapters and volumes。 He could give you almost any date。 He could finish almost any quotation。 His conversation was largely made up of classical quotations。
  But he was one of the most helpless men I have ever seen in practical life。 He seemed to be unable to think and reason for himself。 He could quote a page of John Locke; but somehow the page didn't supply the one sentence needed for the occasion。 The man was a misfit on earth。 He was liable to put the gravy in his coffee and the gasoline in the fire。 He seemed never to have digested any of the things in his memory。 Since I have grown up I always think of that man as an intellectual cold storage plant。
  The greatest book is the textbook of the University of Hard Knocks; the Book of Human Experience the 〃sermons in stones〃 and the 〃books in running brooks。〃 Most fortunate is he who has learned to read understandingly from it。
  Note the sweeping; positive statements of the young person。
  Note the cautious; specific statements of the person who has lived long in this world。
  Our education is our progress from the sweeping; positive; wholesale statements we have not proved; to the cautious; specific statements we have proved。
  Tuning the Strings of Life
  Many audiences are gathered into this one audience。 Each person here is a different audience; reading a different page in the Book of Human Experience。 Each has a different fight to make and a different burden to carry。 Each one of us has more trouble than anybody else!
  I know there are chapters of heroism in the lives of you older ones。 You have cried yourselves to sleep; some of you; and walked the floor when you could not sleep。 You have learned that 〃beyond the Alps lieth Italy。〃
  A good many of you were bumped today or yesterday; or maybe years ago; and the wound has not healed。 You think it never will heal。 You came here thinking that perhaps you would forget your trouble for a little while。 I know there are people in this audience in pain。
  Never do this many gather but what there are some with aching hearts。
  And you young people here with lives like June mornings; are not much interested in this lecture。 You are polite and attentive because this is a polite and attentive neighborhood。 But down in your hearts you are asking; 〃What is this all about? What is that man talking about? I haven't had these things and I'm not going to have them; either!〃
  Maybe some of you are naturally bright!
  You are going to be bumped。 You are going to cry yourselves to sleep。 You are going to walk the floor when you cannot sleep。 Some of you are going to know the keen sorrow of having the one you trust most betray you。 Maybe; betray you with a kiss。 You will go through your Gethsemane。 You will see your dearest plans wrecked。 You will see all that seems to make life livable lost out of your horizon。 You will say; 〃God; let me die。 I have nothing more to live for。〃
  For all lives have about the same elements。 Your life is going to be about like other lives。
  And you are going to learn the wonderful lesson thru the years; the bumps and the tears; that all these things somehow are necessary to promote our education。
  These bumps and hard knocks do not break the fiddlethey turn the pegs。
  These bumps and tragedies and Waterloos draw the strings of the soul tighter and tighter; nearer and nearer to God's great concert pitch; where the discords fade from our lives and where the music divine and harmonies celestial come from the same old strings that had been sending forth the noise and discord。
  Thus we know that our education is progressing; as the evil and unworthy go out of our lives and as peace; harmony; happiness; love and understanding come into our lives。
  That is getting in tune。
  That is growing up。
  Chapter VIII
  Looking Backward
  Memories of the Price We Pay
  WHAT a price we pay for what we know! I laugh as I look backwardand weep and rejoice。
  I was not born with a silver spoon in my mouth; altho it is quite evident that I could have handled a pretty good…sized spoon。 But father being a