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作者:冬恋      更新:2021-04-30 17:00      字数:9322
  reading which one might well wonder why North Carolina had not long
  ago eclipsed the rest of the world in wealth; wisdom; glory; and renown。
  On almost every page of this monumental work could be found the most
  ardent panegyrics of liberty; side by side with the slavery statistics of the
  State;an     incongruity      of  which     the   learned    author    was    deliciously
  unconscious。
  When John Walden was yet a small boy; he had learned all that could
  be taught by the faded mulatto teacher in the long; shiny black frock coat;
  whom   local   public   opinion   permitted   to   teach   a   handful   of   free   colored
  children   for   a   pittance   barely   enough   to   keep   soul   and   body   together。
  When   the   boy   had   learned   to   read;   he   discovered   the   library;   which   for
  several years had been without a reader; and found in it the portal of a new
  world; peopled with strange and marvelous beings。                 Lying prone upon the
  floor of the shaded front piazza; behind the fragrant garden; he followed
  the fortunes   of Tom  Jones   and   Sophia; he   wept over   the   fate   of   Eugene
  Aram; he penetrated with Richard the Lion…heart into Saladin's tent; with
  Gil Blas into the robbers' cave; he flew through the air on the magic carpet
  or the enchanted horse; or tied with Sindbad to the roc's leg。                 Sometimes
  he read or repeated the simpler stories to his little sister; sitting wide…eyed
  by his side。     When he had read all the books;indeed; long before he had
  read them  all;he   too   had   tasted   of   the   fruit   of   the Tree   of   Knowledge:
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  contentment took its flight; and happiness lay far beyond the sphere where
  he was born。       The blood of his white fathers; the heirs of the ages; cried
  out for its own; and after the manner of that blood set about getting the
  object of its desire。
  Near    the   corner   of  Mackenzie       Street;  just  one   block    north   of  the
  Patesville market…house; there had stood for many years before the war; on
  the verge of the steep bank of Beaver Creek; a small frame office building;
  the front of which was level with the street; while the rear rested on long
  brick pillars founded on the solid rock at the edge of the brawling stream
  below。     Here; for nearly half a century; Archibald Straight had transacted
  legal business for the best people of Northumberland County。                    Full many
  a   lawsuit   had   he   won;   lost;   or   settled;   many   a   spendthrift   had   he   saved
  from ruin; and not a few families from disgrace。                 Several times honored
  by election to the bench; he had so dispensed justice tempered with mercy
  as to win the hearts of all good citizens; and especially those of the poor;
  the oppressed; and the socially disinherited。              The rights of the humblest
  negro; few as they might be; were as sacred to him as those of the proudest
  aristocrat; and he had sentenced a man to be hanged for the murder of his
  own   slave。     An   old…fashioned   man;   tall   and   spare   of   figure   and   bowed
  somewhat with age; he was always correctly clad in a long frock coat of
  broadcloth; with a high collar and a black stock。              Courtly in address to his
  social equals (superiors he had none); he was kind and considerate to those
  beneath him。       He owned a few domestic servants; no one of whom had
  ever felt the weight of his hand; and for whose ultimate freedom he had
  provided      in  his  will。   In   the  long…drawn…out       slavery   agitation    he  had
  taken a keen interest; rather as observer than as participant。                As the heat
  of controversy increased; his lack of zeal for the peculiar institution led to
  his   defeat   for   the   bench   by   a   more   active   partisan。 His   was   too   just   a
  mind not to perceive the arguments on both sides; but; on the whole; he
  had    stood    by  the   ancient    landmarks;     content    to  let  events   drift  to  a
  conclusion he did not expect to see; the institutions of his fathers would
  probably last his lifetime。
  One   day   Judge   Straight   was   sitting   in   his   office   reading   a   recently
  published pamphlet; presenting an elaborate pro…slavery argument; based
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  upon the hopeless intellectual inferiority of the negro; and the physical and
  moral   degeneration   of   mulattoes;   who   combined   the   worst   qualities   of
  their two ancestral races;when a barefooted boy walked into the office;
  straw hat in hand; came boldly up to the desk at which the old judge was
  sitting; and said as the judge looked up through his gold…rimmed glasses;
  〃Sir; I want to be a lawyer!〃
  〃God bless me!〃 exclaimed the judge。             〃It is a singular desire; from a
  singular source; and expressed in a singular way。             Who the devil are you;
  sir;  that  wish    so  strange   a  thing   as  to  become     a  lawyereverybody's
  servant?〃
  〃And everybody's master; sir;〃 replied the lad stoutly。
  〃That is a matter of opinion; and open to argument;〃 rejoined the judge;
  amused   and   secretly   flattered   by   this   tribute   to   his   profession;   〃though
  there may be a grain of truth in what you say。           But what is your name; Mr。
  Would…be…lawyer?〃
  〃John Walden; sir;〃 answered the lad。
  〃John Walden?Walden?〃 mused the judge。 〃What Walden can that be?
  Do you belong in town?〃
  〃Yes; sir。〃
  〃Humph!       I can't imagine who you are。          It's plain that you are a lad
  of good blood; and yet I don't know whose son you can be。                  What is your
  father's name?〃
  The lad hesitated; and flushed crimson。
  The old gentleman noted his hesitation。           〃It is a wise son;〃 he thought;
  〃that    knows    his  own    father。   He    is  a  bright  lad;  and   will   have   this
  question put to him more than once。           I'll see how he will answer it。〃
  The boy maintained an awkward silence; while the old judge eyed him
  keenly。
  〃My father's dead;〃 he said at length; in a low voice。            〃I'm Mis' Molly
  Walden's son。〃       He had expected; of course; to tell who he was; if asked;
  but had not foreseen just the form of the inquiry; and while he had thought
  more of his race than of his illegitimate birth; he realized at this moment
  as never before that this question too would be always with him。                  As put
  now by Judge Straight; it made him wince。               He had not read his father's
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  books for nothing。
  〃God bless my soul!〃 exclaimed the judge in genuine surprise at this
  answer;   〃and   you   want   to   be   a   lawyer!〃      The   situation   was   so   much
  worse than he had suspected that even an old practitioner; case…hardened
  by   years   of   life   at   the   trial   table   and   on   the   bench;   was   startled   for   a
  moment   into   a   comical   sort of   consternation;  so   apparent   that   a  lad  less
  stout…hearted would have weakened and fled at the sight of it。
  〃Yes;   sir。    Why   not?〃   responded   the   boy;   trembling   a   little   at   the
  knees; but stoutly holding his ground。
  〃He   wants   to   be   a   lawyer;   and   he   asks   me   why   not!〃   muttered   the
  judge;   speaking   apparently   to   himself。       He   rose   from   his   chair;   walked
  across     the  room;    and    threw    open   a   window。      The    cool   morning      air
  brought with it the babbling of the stream below and the murmur of the
  mill near by。      He glanced across the creek to the ruined foundation of an
  old    house    on   the   low   ground     beyond     the  creek。    Turning      from    the
  window; he looked back at the boy; who had remained standing between
  him and the door。         At that moment another lad came along the street and
  stopped   opposite   the   open   doorway。         The   presence   of   the   two   boys   in
  connection   with   the   book   he   had   been   reading   suggested   a   comparison。
  The judge knew   the   lad outside   as the son of a   leading   merchant   of   the
  town。      The merchant and his wife were both of old families which had
  lived   in   the   community   for   several   generations;   and   whose   blood   was
  presumably of the purest strain; yet the boy was sallow; with amorphous
  features; thin shanks; and stooping shoulders。               The youth standing in the
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