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作者:白寒      更新:2021-04-30 16:59      字数:9322
  He   made   her   see   how   the   tendency   of   environment   is   to   reduce   all
  things to a question of selfinterest; and how the great triumphant fact of
  life   is   that   love   and   kindness   persist。   Her   interest   was   insatiable。   She
  poured questions upon him; made him tell her stories of the things he had
  seen in that strange underworld that was farther from her than Asia。 So she
  learned of Oscar Marchant; coughing all day over the shoes he half…soled
  and going out at night to give his waning life to the service of those who
  needed him。 He told herwithout giving namesthe story of Sam Miller
  and his wife; of shop girls forced by grinding poverty to that easier way
  which leads to death; of little children driven by want into factories which
  crushed the youth out of them。
  Her   eyes   with   the   star   flash   in   them   never   left   his   face。   She   was
  absorbed;   filled   with   a   strange   emotion   that   made   her   lashes   moist。   She
  saw not only the tragedy and waste of life; but a glorious glimpse of the
  way   out。   This   man   and   his   friends   set   the   common   good   above   their
  private gain。 For them a new heart was being born into the world。 They
  were no longer consumed with blind greed; with love of their petty selves。
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  They were no longer full of cowardice and distrust and enmity。 Life was a
  thing   beautiful   to   them。   It   was   flushed   with   the   color   of   hope;   of   fine
  enthusiasms。   They   might   suffer。   They   might   be   defeated。   But   nothing
  could extinguish the joy in their souls。 They walked like gods; immortals;
  these brothers to the spent and the maimed。 For they had found spiritual
  values in it that made any material profit of small importance。 Alice got a
  vision of the great truth that is back of all true reforms; all improvement;
  all progress。
  〃Love;〃 she said almost in a whisper; 〃is forgetting self。〃
  Jeff lost his stride and pulled up。 He thought he could not have heard
  aright。 〃I beg your pardon?〃
  〃Nothing。 I was just thinking out loud。 Go on please。〃
  But she had broken the thread of his talk。 He attempted to take it up
  again; but he was still trying for a lead when Alice saw Mrs。 Van Tyle and
  Beauchamp coming toward them。
  She rose。 Her   eyes were the brightest Jeff had   ever seen。 They  were
  filled   with   an   ardent   tenderness。     It  was  as   if  she  were   wrapped      in  a
  spiritual exaltation。
  〃Thank you。 Thank you。 I can't tell you what you've done for me。〃
  She    turned    and   walked    quickly   away。     To   be  dragged     back   to  the
  commonplace   at   once   was   more   than   she   could   bear。   First   she   must   get
  alone with herself; must take stock of this new emotion that ran like wine
  through     her   blood。   A   pulse   throbbed     in  her  throat;   for  she   was   in  a
  passionate glow of altruism。
  〃I'm glad of lifeglad of itglad of it!〃 she murmured through the veil
  she had lowered to screen her face from observation。
  It had come to her as a revelation straight from Heaven that there can
  be no salvation without service。 And the motive back of service must be
  love。   Love!   That   was   what   Jesus   had   come   to   teach   the   world;   and   all
  these years it had warped and mystified his message。
  She felt that life could never again be gray or colorless。 For there was
  work   waiting   that   she   could   do;   service   that   she   could   give。 And   surely
  there could be no greater happiness than to find her work and do it gladly。
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  CHAPTER 17
  All    sorts  of   absurd   assumptions     pass   current   as   fixed  and   non…
  debatable standards。 We might be free; and we tie ourselves to the slavery
  of rutted convention。 Afraid of ideas; we come to no definite philosophy of
  life that is the result of clear and pellucid thinking。
  We must get rid of our bonds; but only in order to take on new ones。
  For our convictions will shackle us。 The difference is that then we shall be
  servants of Truth   and   not of   dead Tradition。  From  the   Note   Book  of   a
  Dreamer。
  THE      CHAPERONE            EXPLAINS         THAT       THE      REBEL       IS
  IMPOSSIBLE AND THE CHAPERONED BEGS LEAVE TO DIFFER
  PART 1
  〃And why mustn't I?〃 Alice demanded vigorously。
  Her cousin regarded her with indolent amusement。 〃My dear; you are
  positively  the   most   energetic   person   I   know。   It   is   refreshing   to   see   with
  what interest you enter into a discussion。〃
  Miss Frome; very erect and ready for argument; watched her steadily
  from the piano stool of their joint sitting room。 〃Well?〃
  〃I   didn't   say   you   mustn't;  my   dear。   I   know  better   than   to   deal  in
  imperatives with Miss Alice。 What I did was mildly to suggest that you are
  going    rather   far。  It's  all  very  well  to  be  civil;  but〃  Mrs。   Van   Tyle
  shrugged her shoulders and let it go at that。 She was leaning back in an
  easychair and across its arm her wrist hung。 Between the fingers; polished
  like old ivory to the tapering pink nails; was a lighted cigarette。
  〃Why shouldn't I bepleasant to him? I like him。〃 Her color deepened;
  but the eyes of the girl did not give way。 There was in them a little flare of
  defiance。
  〃Be   pleasant   to   him   if   you   like;   and   if   it   amuses   you。   But〃 Again
  Valencia     stopped;   but  after  a  puff   or  two   at  her  cigarette  she   added
  presently: 〃Don't get too interested in him。〃
  〃I'm not likely to;〃 Alice returned with a touch of scorn。 〃Can't I like a
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  man and admire him without wanting to marry him? I think that's a hateful
  way to look at it。〃
  〃It's  your    interpretation;   not   mine;〃    Mrs。   Van   Tyle   answered      with
  perfect good humor。 〃Of course you couldn't want to marry him under any
  circumstances。 His station in lifehis anarchistic ideashis reputation as a
  confirmed       libertineall   of  them    make     the   thought    of   such   a   thing
  impossible。〃
  Miss Frome's mind seized on only one of the charges。 〃I don't believe
  it。 I don't believe a word of it。 Anybody can throw mudand some of it is
  bound to stick。 He's a good man。 You can see that in his face。〃
  〃You   can   perhaps。   I   can't。〃   Valencia   studied   her   beneath   a   droop   of
  eyelids behind which she was very alert。 〃Those things aren't said about a
  man unless they are true。 Moreover; it happens we don't have to depend on
  hearsay。〃
  〃What do you mean?〃
  〃Do you remember that night we saw the Russian dancers?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃On the way home our car passed him。 He was helping a woman out
  of a cab in front of the building where he rooms。 She was intoxicated; and…
  …his arm was round her waist。〃
  〃I don't believe it。 It was somebody else;〃 the young woman flamed。
  〃His cousin recognized him。 So did I。〃
  〃There must be some explanation。 I'll ask him。〃
  〃Ask him!〃 Valencia's level eyebrows lifted 〃Really; I don't think that
  will do。 Better quietly eliminate him。〃
  〃You mean treat him as if he were guilty when; I am sure he is not。〃
  Mrs。 Van Tyle's little laugh rippled out。 〃You're quite dramatic about it;
  my dear。 The man's of no importance。 He's a _poseur_; a demagogue; and
  one   with   a   vicious   streak   in   him。   I   understand;   of   course;   that   you're
  interested only  because he different   from the   other   men   you   know。 That
  merely a part of his pose。〃
  〃I'm sure it isn't。〃
  〃You're     romantic;    my   dear。   I'll  admit  his  arrival   on  this   ship  was
  dramatic。   No   doubt   you're   imagining   him   a   knight   going   back   to   save
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  gallantly   a   day   that   is   lost。   He's   only   a   politician;   and   so   far   as   I   can
  understand they are almost all a bad lot。〃
  〃Including Father and Uncle Joe and Ned Merrill?〃 Alice asked acidly。
  〃They     are   not  politicians;   but   business    men。    They    are  in  politics
  merely  to   protect   their   interests。  But   I   didn't   intend to   start   a   discussion
  about Mr。 Farnum。 I ask you to remember that