第 10 节
作者:一米八      更新:2021-04-30 16:59      字数:9320
  〃I had!  It was hersthe last thing I had of hersand it was shot for wantonness!  It died in my arms。  The man who killed that dog rues it to this day。  For that dumb beast's blood; his best…beloved stands accursed。〃
  Her eyes distended; as if she were in a trance and saw the working of her curse。  Again I spoke:…
  〃O; woman!〃 I said; 〃that best…beloved; standing accursed before men; is your dead daughter's child。〃
  The life; the energy; the passion; came back to the eyes with which she pierced through me; to see if I spoke truth; then; without another question or word; she threw herself on the ground with fearful vehemence; and clutched at the innocent daisies with convulsed hands。
  〃Bone of my bone! flesh of my flesh! have I cursed theeand art thou accursed?〃
  So she moaned; as she lay prostrate in her great agony。  I stood aghast at my own work。  She did not hear my broken sentences; she asked no more; but the dumb confirmation which my sad looks had given that one fact; that her curse rested on her own daughter's child。 The fear grew on me lest she should die in her strife of body and soul; and then might not Lucy remain under the spell as long as she lived?
  Even at this moment; I saw Lucy coming through the woodland path that led to Bridget's cottage; Mistress Clarke was with her:  I felt at my heart that it was she; by the balmy peace which the look of her sent over me; as she slowly advanced; a glad surprise shining out of her soft quiet eyes。  That was as her gaze met mine。  As her looks fell on the woman lying stiff; convulsed on the earth; they became full of tender pity; and she came forward to try and lift her up。  Seating herself on the turf; she took Bridget's head into her lap; and; with gentle touches; she arranged the dishevelled gray hair streaming thick and wild from beneath her mutch。
  〃God help her!〃 murmured Lucy。  〃How she suffers!〃
  At her desire we sought for water; but when we returned; Bridget had recovered her wandering senses; and was kneeling with clasped hands before Lucy; gazing at that sweet sad face as though her troubled nature drank in health and peace from every moment's contemplation。 A faint tinge on Lucy's pale cheeks showed me that she was aware of our return; otherwise it appeared as if she was conscious of her influence for good over the passionate and troubled woman kneeling before her; and would not willingly avert her grave and loving eyes from that wrinkled and careworn countenance。
  Suddenlyin the twinkling of an eyethe creature appeared; there; behind Lucy; fearfully the same as to outward semblance; but kneeling exactly as Bridget knelt; and clasping her hands in jesting mimicry as Bridget clasped hers in her ecstasy that was deepening into a prayer。  Mistress Clarke cried outBridget arose slowly; her gaze fixed on the creature beyond:  drawing her breath with a hissing sound; never moving her terrible eyes; that were steady as stone; she made a dart at the phantom; and caught; as I had done; a mere handful of empty air。  We saw no more of the creatureit vanished as suddenly as it came; but Bridget looked slowly on; as if watching some receding form。  Lucy sat still; white; trembling; droopingI think she would have swooned if I had not been there to uphold her。 While I was attending to her; Bridget passed us; without a word to any one; and; entering her cottage; she barred herself in; and left us without。
  All our endeavours were now directed to get Lucy back to the house where she had tarried the night before。  Mistress Clarke told me that; not hearing from me (some letter must have miscarried); she had grown impatient and despairing; and had urged Lucy to the enterprise of coming to seek her grandmother; not telling her; indeed; of the dread reputation she possessed; or how we suspected her of having so fearfully blighted that innocent girl; but; at the same time; hoping much from the mysterious stirring of blood; which Mistress Clarke trusted in for the removal of the curse。  They had come; by a different route from that which I had taken; to a village inn not far from Coldholme; only the night before。  This was the first interview between ancestress and descendant。
  All through the sultry noon I wandered along the tangled brush…wood of the old neglected forest; thinking where to turn for remedy in a matter so complicated and mysterious。  Meeting a countryman; I asked my way to the nearest clergyman; and went; hoping to obtain some counsel from him。  But he proved to be a coarse and common…minded man; giving no time or attention to the intricacies of a case; but dashing out a strong opinion involving immediate action。  For instance; as soon as I named Bridget Fitzgerald; he exclaimed:…
  〃The Coldholme witch! the Irish papist!  I'd have had her ducked long since but for that other papist; Sir Philip Tempest。  He has had to threaten honest folk about here over and over again; or they'd have had her up before the justices for her black doings。  And it's the law of the land that witches should be burnt!  Ay; and of Scripture; too; sir!  Yet you see a papist; if he's a rich squire; can overrule both law and Scripture。  I'd carry a faggot myself to rid the country of her!〃
  Such a one could give me no help。  I rather drew back what I had already said; and tried to make the parson forget it; by treating him to several pots of beer; in the village inn; to which we had adjourned for our conference at his suggestion。  I left him as soon as I could; and returned to Coldholme; shaping my way past deserted Starkey Manor…house; and coming upon it by the back。  At that side were the oblong remains of the old moat; the waters of which lay placid and motionless under the crimson rays of the setting sun; with the forest…trees lying straight along each side; and their deep…green foliage mirrored to blackness in the burnished surface of the moat belowand the broken sun…dial at the end nearest the halland the heron; standing on one leg at the water's edge; lazily looking down for fishthe lonely and desolate house scarce needed the broken windows; the weeds on the door…sill; the broken shutter softly flapping to and fro in the twilight breeze; to fill up the picture of desertion and decay。  I lingered about the place until the growing darkness warned me on。  And then I passed along the path; cut by the orders of the last lady of Starkey Manor…House; that led me to Bridget's cottage。  I resolved at once to see her; and; in spite of closed doorsit might be of resolved willshe should see me。  So I knocked at her door; gently; loudly; fiercely。  I shook it so vehemently that a length the old hinges gave way; and with a crash it fell inwards; leaving me suddenly face to face with BridgetI; red; heated; agitated with my so long baffled effortsshe; stiff as any stone; standing right facing me; her eyes dilated with terror; her ashen lips trembling; but her body motionless。  In her hands she held her crucifix; as if by that holy symbol she sought to oppose my entrance。  At sight of me; her whole frame relaxed; and she sank back upon a chair。  Some mighty tension had given way。  Still her eyes looked fearfully into the gloom of the outer air; made more opaque by the glimmer of the lamp inside; which she had placed before the picture of the Virgin。
  〃Is she there?〃 asked Bridget; hoarsely。
  〃No!  Who?  I am alone。  You remember me。〃
  〃Yes;〃 replied she; still terror stricken。  〃But shethat creature has been looking in upon me through that window all day long。  I closed it up with my shawl; and then I saw her feet below the door; as long as it was light; and I knew she heard my very breathingnay; worse; my very prayers; and I could not pray; for her listening choked the words ere they rose to my lips。  Tell me; who is she? what means that double girl I saw this morning?  One had a look of my dead Mary; but the other curdled my blood; and yet it was the same!〃
  She had taken hold of my arm; as if to secure herself some human companionship。  She shook all over with the slight; never…ceasing tremor of intense terror。  I told her my tale as I have told it you; sparing none of the details。
  How Mistress Clarke had informed me that the resemblance had driven Lucy forth from her father's househow I had disbelieved; until; with mine own eyes; I had seen another Lucy standing behind my Lucy; the same in form and feature; but with the demon…soul looking out of the eyes。  I told her all; I say; believing that shewhose curse was working so upon the life of her innocent grandchildwas the only person who could find the remedy and the redemption。  When I had done; she sat silent for many minutes。
  〃You love Mary's child?〃 she asked。
  〃I do; in spite of the fearful working of the curseI love her。  Yet I shrink from her ever since that day on the moor…side。  And men must shrink from one so accompanied; friends and lovers must stand afar off。  Oh; Bridget Fitzgerald! loosen the curse!  Set her free!〃
  〃Where is she?〃
  I eagerly caught at the idea that her presence was needed; in order that; by some strange prayer or exorcism; the spell might be reversed。
  〃I will go and bring her to you;〃 I exclaimed。  Bridget tightened her hold upon my arm。
  〃Not so;〃 said she; in a low; hoarse voice。