第 27 节
作者:炒作      更新:2021-04-30 16:07      字数:9322
  was a terrible ordeal; that half…hour when the family should have sat down
  to a table laden with food。 The poor wife cried; and he had to comfort her
  tears   with   promises;   unsubstantial   nutriment   indeed;   and   they   could   not
  satisfy   the   child;   who   failed   dismally   to   understand   them。   Through   the
  green blinds came the noise of life and health and merriment; curses too;
  sometimes; but only the curses of the well fed; and therefore meaningless。
  Already the sun fell hot and indomitable on the room; and the atmosphere
  at their touch became stifling。 Gregorio; swallowing his tears; tore out into
  the street; shouting up the narrow stairway hysterical words of hope。
  How   long   and   shadowless   the   street   seemed!   Every   house   had   its
  green blinds closely shut; the wind that stirred the dust of the pavements
  was hot and biting。 Gregorio clinched his hands and strode rapidly onward。
  What mattered it to him that behind those green blinds women and men
  slumbered in comparative comfort? He had a work to do; and by sunset
  must carry good tidings to his little world。 For a time his heart was brave
  as   the   dry   wind   scorched   the   tear   upon   his   cheek。   〃Surely;〃   he   thought;
  weaving   his   thoughts   into   a   fine   marching   rhythm;   〃the   great   God   will
  help me now; will help me now。〃
  At midday; after he had tried; with that strange Greek pertinacity that
  understands no refusals; all the hotels and tourist agencies he had called at
  the day before; he became weary and disconsolate。 The march had become
  a dirge; no longer it suggested happiness to be; but failure。 An Englishman
  threw him a piastre; and he turned into a cafe。 Calling for a glass of wine;
  he flung himself down on the wooden bench and tried to think。 But really
  logical thinking was impossible。 For in spite of the sorrow at his heart; the
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  same bright dreams of wealth and happiness came back to mock him。 The
  piastre   he   played   with   became   gold;   and   he   felt   the   cafe   contained   no
  luxuries that he might not command to be brought before him。 But as the
  effects of the red wine of Lebanon evaporated he began to take a soberer
  though   still   cheerful   view   of   his   position。   It   was   only   when   the   waiter
  carried   off   his   piastre   that   he   suddenly   woke   to   fact   and   knew   himself
  once more   a   man   with   a   wife   and   child starving in Alexandria;   an   alien
  city for all its wealthy colony of Greeks。 A wave of pity swept over him;
  not so much for the woman was he sorry; though he loved her too; but for
  the baby whose future he had planned。 He scowled savagely at the inmates
  of the cafe; who only smiled quietly; for they were used to poor Greeks
  who had drunk away their last coin; and pushed past them into the street。
  There it was hotter than ever; and he met scarcely any one。 Every one
  who could be was at home; or in the cool cafes; only Gregorio was abroad。
  He determined to make for the quay。 He knew that many ships put into the
  Alexandrian waters; and there was often employment found for those not
  too   proud   to   work   at   lading   and   unloading。   Quickly;   and   burning   as   the
  kempsin; he hurried through the Rue des Soeurs; not daring to look up at
  the   house   wherein   he   dwelt。   The   muffled   sounds   of   voices   and   guitars
  from the far…away interiors seemed to mock his footsteps as he passed the
  wine…shops;   and   all   the   other   houses   were   silent   and   asleep。  At   last   he
  arrived on the quay; and the black lines of the P。 and O。 stood out firmly
  before him against the pitiless blue of sea and sky。 He wandered over the
  hot   stone   causeway;   but   found   no   one。 The   revenue   officers   were   away;
  and not a labourer; not a sailor; was visible。 Beyond the breakwater little
  tufts of silvery foam flashed on the rollers; and a solitary steamer steered
  steadily for the horizon。 He could see the Greek flag at her stern; and his
  eyes filled with tears。 Ah; how little his friends in Athens thought of the
  man   who   had   come   to   find   fame   and   fortune in the   far…off   East!   He   sat
  down on the parapet and watched the vessel until she became a tiny speck
  on the horizon; and then he recommenced his search for work。 His heart
  was braver for a moment because of its pangs; he swore he would show
  these countrymen of his who dwelt at home; and who in three days would
  see the very ship he had been gazing at arrive in Grecian waters; that he
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  was worthy of his country and his kinsfolk。
  But resolutions were useless; tenacity of purpose was useless。 For two
  long hours he wandered by the harbour; but met no one。
  At last the sun fell behind the western waves; and the windows of the
  khedive's palace glowed like a hundred flaming eyes; the flags fell from
  the masts of the vessels; on the city side was a sudden silence; save for the
  melancholy   voices   of   the   muezzins;   then   the   day   died;   the   bright   stars;
  suddenly piercing the heavens; mocked him with their brilliance and told
  him that his useless search for bread was over。
  Gregorio went back slowly to his home。 Already the Rue des Soeurs
  was crowded。 The long street rang with music and laughter; and instead of
  blinds   covering   the   windows   merry   women   leaned   upon   the   sills         and
  laughed at the crowds below。
  Gregorio; when he reached his house; would have liked to go straight
  to bed。 But it was not to be; for as he entered the tiny room he heard his
  wife   trying   to   persuade   the   hungry   infant   into   sleep;   and   his   footsteps
  disturbed   her   tears。   He   had   to   calm   them   as   best   he   could;   and   as   he
  soothed her he noticed the child had a crust in his hand which he gnawed
  half   contentedly。   At   the   same   moment   the   dim   blue   figure   of   an   Arab
  passed by the opposite wall; and had almost gained the door ere Gregorio
  found words。
  〃Who are you?〃
  〃It is Ahmed;〃 his wife answered; gently; placing her trembling hand
  upon his shoulder; 〃he too has children。〃
  Gregorio scowled and muttered; 〃An Arab;〃 and in that murmur none
  of the loathing was hidden that the pseudo…West bears for the East。
  〃The child is starving;〃   said Ahmed。 〃I   have   saved the   child;   maybe
  some     day   I  shall   save   the  father。〃   And    Ahmed     slipped    away    before
  Gregorio could answer him。
  For   a   while   neither   he   nor   his   wife   spoke;   they   stood   silent   in   the
  moonlight。 At last Gregorio asked huskily; 〃Have you had food?〃
  〃Not     to…day;〃   was    the  answer;     and   the   sweet    voice   was    almost
  discordant in its pathos as it continued; 〃nor drink; and but for Ahmed the
  boy had died。〃
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  Gregorio could not answer; there was a lump in his throat that blocked
  words; opening the gate for sobs。 But he choked down his emotion with an
  effort   and   busied   himself   about   the   room。   Xantippe   sat   watching       him
  anxiously; smoothly with nervous fingers the covering of her son's bed。
  As   the   night   advanced   the   heat   increased;   and   all   that   disturbed   the
  silence  of   the   room  was   the   echo   of   the   streets。   Gregorio   walked   to   the
  window and looked out。 Below him he saw the jostling crowd of men and
  women。 These people; he thought; were happy; and two miserables only
  dwelt   in   the   cityhis   wife   and   himself。 And   whenever he   asked   himself
  what was the cause of his misery; the answer was ever the same poverty。
  He glanced at his son; tossing uneasily in his bed; he looked at his wife;
  pale and haggard in the moonlight; he remembered his own sufferings all
  day long in the hot cruel streets; and he spoke unsteadily:
  〃Xantippe?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃I have thought over things。〃
  〃And I too。〃
  〃We   are   starving;you   are   starving;   and   I   am   starving;and   all   day
  long I tramp these cursed streets; but gain nothing。 So it will go on; day in;
  day out。 Not only we ourselves; but our son too must die。 We must save
  him。〃
  〃Yes;〃   said   Xantippe;   quietly;   repeating   her   husband's   words   as   she
  kissed the forehead of her child; 〃we must save him。〃
  〃There is only one way。〃
  〃Only one way;〃 repeated Xantippe; dreamily。 There was a paus