第 39 节
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  She climbed it easily enough; and stood in the little cup…like
  depression on its dizzy peak; waiting for the sun to rise and disperse
  the mists which hung over the river and its banks。
  Now whatever may have been the exact ceremonial use to which the
  ancients put this pinnacle; without doubt it had something to do with
  sun…worship。 This; indeed; was proved by the fact that; at any rate at
  this season of the year; the first rays of the risen orb struck full
  upon its point。 Thus it came about that; as she stood there waiting;
  Benita of a sudden found herself suffused in light so vivid and
  intense that; clothed as she was in a dress which had once been white;
  it must have caused her to shine like a silver image。 For several
  minutes; indeed; this golden spear of fire blinded her so that she
  could see nothing; but stood quite still; afraid to move; and waiting
  until; as the sun grew higher; its level rays passed over her。 This
  they did presently; and plunging into the valley; began to drive away
  the fog。 Now she looked down; along the line of the river。
  The Matabele camp was invisible; for it lay in a hollow almost at the
  foot of the fortress。 Beyond it; however; was a rising swell of
  ground; it may have been half a mile from where she stood; and on the
  crest of it she perceived what looked like a waggon tent with figures
  moving round it。 They were shouting also; for through the silence of
  the African morn the sound of their voices floated up to her。
  As the mist cleared off Benita saw that without doubt it was a waggon;
  for there stood the long row of oxen; also it had just been captured
  by the Matabele; for these were about it in numbers。 At the moment;
  however; they appeared to be otherwise occupied; for they were
  pointing with their spears to the pillar on Bambatse。
  Then it occurred to Benita that; placed as she was in that fierce
  light with only the sky for background; she must be perfectly visible
  from the plain below; and that it might be her figure perched like an
  eagle between heaven and earth which excited their interest。 Yes; and
  not theirs only; for now a white man appeared; who lifted what might
  have been a gun; or a telescope; towards her。 She was sure from the
  red flannel shirt and the broad hat which he wore that he must be a
  white man; and oh! how her heart yearned towards him; whoever he might
  be! The sight of an angel from heaven could scarcely have been more
  welcome to Benita in her wretchedness。
  Yet surely she must be dreaming。 What should a white man and a waggon
  be doing in that place? And why had not the Matabele killed him at
  once? She could not tell; yet they appeared to have no murderous
  intentions; since they continued to gesticulate and talk whilst he
  stared upwards with the telescope; if it were a telescope。 So things
  went on for a long time; for meanwhile the oxen were outspanned;
  until; indeed; more Matabele arrived; who led off the white man;
  apparently against his will; towards their camp; where he disappeared。
  Then there was nothing more to be seen。 Benita descended the column。
  At its foot she met her father; who had come to seek her。
  〃What is the matter?〃 he asked; noting her excited face。
  〃Oh!〃 she said or rather sobbed; 〃there is a waggon with a white man
  below。 I saw the Matabele capture him。〃
  〃Then I am sorry for the poor devil;〃 answered the father; 〃for he is
  dead by now。 But what could a white man have been doing here? Some
  hunter; I suppose; who has walked into a trap。〃
  The face of Benita fell。
  〃I hoped;〃 she said; 〃that he might help us。〃
  〃As well might he hope that we could help him。 He is gone; and there
  is an end。 Well; peace to his soul; and we have our own troubles to
  think of。 I have been to look at that wall; and it is useless to think
  of climbing it。 If he had been a professional mason; Meyer could not
  have built it up better; no wonder that we have seen nothing more of
  the Molimo; for only a bird could reach us。〃
  〃Where was Mr。 Meyer;〃 asked Benita。
  〃Asleep in a blanket under a little shelter of boughs by the stair。 At
  least; I thought so; though it was rather difficult to make him out in
  the shadow; at any rate; I saw his rifle set against a tree。 Come; let
  us go to breakfast。 No doubt he will turn up soon enough。〃
  So they went; and for the first time since the Sunday Benita ate a
  hearty meal of biscuits soaked in coffee。 Although her father was so
  sure that by now he must have perished on the Matabele spears; the
  sight of the white man and his waggon had put new life into her;
  bringing her into touch with the world again。 After all; might it not
  chance that he had escaped?〃
  All this while there had been no sign of Jacob Meyer。 This; however;
  did not surprise them; for now he ate his meals alone; taking his food
  from a little general store; and cooking it over his own fire。 When
  they had finished their breakfast Mr。 Clifford remarked that they had
  no more drinking water left; and Benita said that she would go to
  fetch a pailful from the well in the cave。 Her father suggested that
  he should accompany her; but she answered that it was not necessary as
  she was quite able to wind the chain by herself。 So she went; carrying
  the bucket in one hand and a lamp in the other。
  As she walked down the last of the zigzags leading to the cave; Benita
  stopped a moment thinking that she saw a light; and then went on;
  since on turning the corner there was nothing but darkness before her。
  Evidently she had been mistaken。 She reached the well and hung the
  pail on to the great copper hook; wondering as she did so how many
  folk had done likewise in the far; far past; for the massive metal of
  that hook was worn quite thin with use。 Then she let the roller run;
  and the sound of the travelling chain clanked dismally in that
  vaulted; empty place。 At length the pail struck the water; and she
  began to wind up again; pausing at times to rest; for the distance was
  long and the chain heavy。 The bucket appeared。 Benita drew it to the
  side of the well; and lifted it from the hook; then took up her lamp
  to be gone。
  Feeling or seeing something; which she was not sure; she held the lamp
  above her head; and by its light perceived a figure standing between
  her and the entrance to the cave。
  〃Who are you?〃 she asked; whereon a soft voice answered out of the
  darkness; the voice of Jacob Meyer。
  〃Do you mind standing still for a few minutes; Miss Clifford? I have
  some paper here and I wish to make a sketch。 You do not know how
  beautiful you look with that light above your head illuminating the
  shadows and the thorn…crowned crucifix beyond。 You know; whatever
  paths fortune may have led me into; by nature I am an artist; and
  never in my life have I seen such a picture。 One day it will make me
  famous。
  'How statue…like I see thee stand!
  The agate lamp within thy hand。'
  That's what I should put under it; you know the lines; don't you?〃
  〃Yes; Mr。 Meyer; but I am afraid you will have to paint your picture
  from memory; as I cannot hold up this lamp any longer; my arm is
  aching already。 I do not know how you came here; but as you have
  followed me perhaps you will be so kind as to carry this water。〃
  〃I did not follow you; Miss Clifford。 Although you never saw me I
  entered the cave before you to take measurements。〃
  〃How can you take measurements in the dark?〃
  〃I was not in the dark。 I put out my light when I caught sight of you;
  knowing that otherwise you would run away; and fate stood me in good
  stead。 You came on; as I willed that you should do。 Now let us talk。
  Miss Clifford; have you changed your mind? You know the time is up。〃
  〃I shall never change my mind。 Let me pass you; Mr。 Meyer。〃
  〃No; no; not until you have listened。 You are very cruel to me; very
  cruel indeed。 You do not understand that; rather than do you the
  slightest harm; I would die a hundred times。〃
  〃I do not ask you to die; I ask you to leave me alonea much easier
  matter。〃
  〃But how can I leave you alone when you are a part of me; whenI love
  you? There; the truth is out; and now say what you will。〃
  Benita lifted the bucket of water; its weight seemed to steady her。
  Then she put it down again; since escape was impracticable; she must
  face the situation。
  〃I have nothing to say; Mr。 Meyer; except that /I/ do not love /you/
  or any living man; and I never shall。 I thank you for the compliment
  you have paid me; and there is an end。〃
  〃Any living man;〃 he repeated after her。 〃That means you love a dead
  manSeymour; he who was drowned。 No wonder that I hated him when
  first my eyes fell on him years ago; long before you had come into our
  lives。 Prescience; the sub…conscious self again。 Well; what is the use
  of loving the dead; those who no longer have any existence; who have
  gone back into the clay out of which they were formed and are not; nor