第 32 节
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  months; and before then the rains will drive the impi out。〃
  〃Why did you not all go across the river; Father?〃
  〃For two reasons; Lady。 The first is; that if we once abandoned our
  stronghold; which we have held from the beginning; Lobengula would
  take it; and keep it; so that we could never re…enter into our
  heritage; which would be a shame to us and bring down the vengeance of
  the spirits of our ancestors upon our heads。 The second is; that as
  you have returned to us we stay to protect you。〃
  〃You are very good to me;〃 murmured Benita。
  〃Nay; nay; we brought you here; and we do what I am told to do from
  Above。 Trouble may still come upon you; yes; I think that it will
  come; but once more I pray you; have no fear; for out of this evil
  root shall spring a flower of joy;〃 and he rose to go。
  〃Stay;〃 said Benita。 〃Has the chief Meyer found the gold?〃
  〃No; he has found nothing; but he hunts and hunts like a hungry jackal
  digging for a bone。 But that bone is not for him; it is for you; Lady;
  you and you only。 Oh! I know; you do not seek; still you shall find。
  Only the next time that you want help; do not run away into the
  wilderness。 Hear the word of Munwali given by his mouth; the Molimo of
  Bambatse!〃 And as he spoke; the old priest backed himself out of the
  tent; stopping now and again to bow to Benita。
  A few minutes later her father entered; looking very weak and shaken;
  and supporting himself upon a stick。 Happy was the greeting of these
  two who; with their arms about each other's neck; gave thanks for
  their escape from great peril。
  〃You see; Benita; we can't get away from this place;〃 Mr。 Clifford
  said presently。 〃We must find that gold。〃
  〃Bother the gold;〃 she answered with energy; 〃I hate its very name。
  Who can think of gold with three thousand Matabele waiting to kill
  us?〃
  〃Somehow I don't feel afraid of them any more;〃 said her father; 〃they
  have had their chance and lost it; and the Makalanga swear that now
  they have guns to command the gates; the fortress cannot be stormed。
  Still; I am afraid of someone。〃
  〃Who?〃
  〃Jacob Mayer。 I have seen him several times; and I think that he is
  going mad。〃
  〃The Molimo said that too; but why?〃
  〃From the look of him。 He sits about muttering and glowing with those
  dark eyes of his; and sometimes groans; and sometimes bursts into
  shouts of laughter。 That is when the fit is on him; for generally he
  seems right enough。 But get up if you think you can; and you shall
  judge for yourself。〃
  〃I don't want to;〃 said Benita feebly。 〃Father; I am more afraid of
  him now than ever。 Oh! why did you not let me stop down below; among
  the Makalanga; instead of carrying me up here again; where we must
  live alone with that terrible Jew?〃
  〃I wished to; dear; but the Molimo said we should be safer above; and
  ordered his people to carry you up。 Also; Jacob swore that unless you
  were brought back he would kill me。 Now you understand why I believe
  that he is mad。〃
  〃Why; why?〃 gasped Benita again。
  〃God knows;〃 he answered with a groan; 〃but I think that he is sure
  that we shall never find the gold without you; since the Molimo has
  told him that it is for you and you alone; and he says the old man has
  second sight; or something of the sort。 Well; he would have murdered
  meI saw it in his eyeso I thought it better to give in rather than
  that you should be left here sick and alone。 Of course there was one
  way〃 and he paused。
  She looked at him and asked:
  〃What way?〃
  〃To shoot him before he shot me;〃 he answered in a whisper; 〃for your
  sake; dearbut I could not bring myself to do it。〃
  〃No;〃 she said with a shudder; 〃not thatnot that。 Better that we
  should die than that his blood should be upon our hands。 Now I will
  get up and try to show no fear。 I am sure that is best; and perhaps we
  shall be able to escape somehow。 Meanwhile; let us humour him; and
  pretend to go on looking for this horrible treasure。〃
  So Benita rose to discover that; save for her stiffness; she was but
  little the worse; and finding all things placed in readiness; set to
  work with her father's help to cook the evening meal as usual。 Of
  Meyer; who doubtless had placed things in readiness; she saw nothing。
  Before nightfall he came; however; as she knew he would。 Indeed;
  although she heard no step and her back was towards him; she felt his
  presence; the sense of it fell upon her like a cold shadow。 Turning
  round she beheld the man。 He was standing close by; but above her;
  upon a big granite boulder; in climbing which his soft veld schoons;
  or hide shoes; had made no noise; for Meyer could move like a cat。 The
  last rays from the sinking sun struck him full; outlining his agile;
  nervous shape against the sky; and in their intense red light; which
  flamed upon him; he appeared terrible。 He looked like a panther about
  to spring; his eyes shone like a panther's; and Benita knew that she
  was the prey whom he desired。 Still; remembering her resolution; she
  determined to show no fear; and addressed him:
  〃Good…evening; Mr。 Meyer。 Oh! I am so stiff that I cannot lift my neck
  to look at you;〃 and she laughed。
  He bounded softly from the rock; like a panther again; and stood in
  front of her。
  〃You should thank the God you believe in;〃 he said; 〃that by now you
  are not stiff indeedall that the jackals have left of you。〃
  〃I do; Mr。 Meyer; and I thank you; too; it was brave of you to come
  out to save us。 Father;〃 she called; 〃come and tell Mr。 Meyer how
  grateful we are to him。〃
  Mr。 Clifford hobbled out from his hut under the tree; saying:
  〃I have told him already; dear。〃
  〃Yes;〃 answered Jacob; 〃you have told me; why repeat yourself? I see
  that supper is ready。 Let us eat; for you must be hungry; afterwards I
  have something to tell you。〃
  So they ate; with no great appetite; any of themindeed Meyer touched
  but little food; though he drank a good deal; first of strong black
  coffee and afterwards of squareface and water。 But on Benita he
  pressed the choicest morsels that he could find; eyeing her all the
  while; and saying that she must take plenty of nutriment or her beauty
  would suffer and her strength wane。 Benita bethought her of the fairy
  tales of her childhood; in which the ogre fed up the princess whom he
  purposed to devour。
  〃You should think of your own strength; Mr。 Meyer;〃 she said; 〃you
  cannot live on coffee and squareface。〃
  〃It is all I need to…night。 I am astonishingly well since you came
  back。 I can never remember feeling so well; or so strong。 I can do the
  work of three men; and not be tired; all this afternoon; for instance;
  I have been carrying provisions and other things up that steep wall;
  for we must prepare for a long siege together; yet I should never know
  that I had lifted a single basket。 But while you were awayah! then I
  felt tired。〃
  Benita changed the subject; asking him if he had made any discoveries。
  〃Not yet; but now that you are back the discoveries will soon come。 Do
  not be afraid; I have my plan which cannot fail。 Also; it was lonely
  working in that cave without you; so I only looked about a little
  outside till it was time to go to meet you; and shoot some of those
  Matabele。 Do you know?I killed seven of them myself。 When I was
  shooting for your sake I could not miss;〃 and he smiled at her。
  Benita shrank from him visibly; and Mr。 Clifford said in an angry
  voice:
  〃Don't talk of those horrors before my daughter。 It is bad enough to
  have to do such things; without speaking about them afterwards。〃
  〃You are right;〃 he replied reflectively; 〃and I apologise; though
  personally I never enjoyed anything so much as shooting those
  Matabele。 Well; they are gone; and there are plenty more outside。
  Listen! They are singing their evening hymn;〃 and with his long finger
  he beat time to the volleying notes of the dreadful Matabele war…
  chant; which floated up from the plain below。 〃It sounds quite
  religious; doesn't it? only the wordsno; I will not translate them。
  In our circumstances they are too personal。
  〃Now I have something to say to you。 It was unkind of you to run away
  and leave me like that; not honourable either。 Indeed;〃 he added with
  a sudden outbreak of the panther ferocity; 〃had you alone been
  concerned; Clifford; I tell you frankly that when we met again; I
  should have shot you。 Traitors deserve to be shot; don't they?〃
  〃Please stop talking to my father like that;〃 broke in Benita in a
  stern voice; for her anger had overcome her fear。 〃Also it is I whom
  you should blame。〃
  〃It is a pleasure to obey you;〃 he answered bowing; 〃I will never
  mention the subject any more。 Nor do I blame youwho could?not
  Jacob Meyer。 I quite understand that you found it very dull up here;
  and ladies must be allowed their fancies。 Also you have come back; so
  why talk of the matter? But listen: