第 12 节
作者:翱翔1981      更新:2021-04-30 15:55      字数:9322
  A dried and worldly heart;
  When some that look can only see
  The cold; the barren part!
  The Miser; full with thoughts of gain;
  The meanest of his race;
  May in his breast some verdure hide;
  Though none that verdure trace。
  Where time…worn cliffs were jutting out;
  With rough and ragged edges;
  The snowy mountain…lily slept
  Behind the earthy ledges;
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  Like some sweet Oriental Maid;
  Who blindly deems it duty
  To wear a veil before her face;
  And hide her peerless beauty;
  Or like to Innocence that thrives
  In midst of sin and sorrows;
  Nor from the cheerless scene around
  The least infection borrows;
  But stayeth out her mortal life …
  Though in that lifetime lonely …
  With Virtue's lustre round her heart;
  And Virtue's lustre only。
  A patch of sunshine here and there
  Lay on a leaf…strewn water…pool;
  Whose tribute trickled down the rocks
  In gurgling ripples; clear and cool!
  As iguanas; from the clefts;
  Would steal along with rustling sound;
  To where the restless eddies roamed
  Amongst the arrowy rushes round。
  While; scanning them with angry eyes
  From off a fallen myrtle log
  That branchless bridged the brushy creek;
  There stood and barked; a Shepherd's Dog!
  And underneath a neighbouring mass
  Of wattles intertwining;
  His Master lay … his back against
  The grassy banks reclining。
  Beneath the shade of ironbarks;
  Stretched o'er the valley's sloping bed …
  Half hidden in a tea…tree scrub;
  A flock of dusky sheep were spread;
  And fitful bleating faintly came
  On every joyous breath of wind;
  That up the stony hills would fly;
  And leave the hollows far behind!
  Wild tones of music from the Creek
  Were intermingling with the breeze;
  The loud; rich lays of countless birds
  Perched on the dark mimosa trees;
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  Those merry birds; with wings of light
  Which rival every golden ray
  Out…flashing from the lamps of Night;
  Or streaming o'er the brow of Day。
  Amongst the gnarly apple…trees;
  A gorgeous tribe of parrots came;
  And screaming; leapt from bough to bough;
  Like living jets of crimson flame!
  And where the hillside…growing gums
  Their web…like foliage upward threw;
  Old Nature rang with echoes from
  The loud…voiced mountain cockatoo;
  And a thousand nameless twittering things;
  Between the rustling sapling sprays;
  Were flashing through the fragrant leaves;
  And dancing like to fabled fays;
  Rejoicing in the glorious light
  That beauteous Morning had unfurled
  To make the heart of Nature glad;
  And clothe with smiles a weeping World。
  THE GIRL I LEFT BEHIND
  (New Words to an Old Air。)
  WITH sweet Regret … (the dearest thing that Yesterday has left us) …
  We often turn our homeless eyes to scenes whence Fate has reft us。
  Here sitting by a fading flame; wild waifs of song remind me
  Of Annie with her gentle ways; the Girl I left behind me。
  I stood beside the surging sea; with lips of silent passion …
  I faced you by the surging sea; O brows of mild repression!
  I never said … ‘‘my darling; stay!'' … the moments seemed to bind me
  To something stifling all my words for the Girl I left behind me。
  The pathos worn by common things … by every wayside flower;
  Or Autumn leaf on lonely winds; revives the parting hour。
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  Ye swooning thoughts without a voice … ye tears which rose to blind me;
  Why did she fade into the Dark; the Girl I left behind me。
  At night they always come to me; the tender and true…hearted;
  And in my dreams we join again the hands which now are parted;
  And; looking through the gates of Sleep; the pleasant Moon doth find me
  For ever wandering with my Love; the Girl I left behind me。
  You know my life is incomplete; O far…off faint Ideal!
  When shall I reach you from a depth of darkness which is real?
  So I may mingle; soul in soul; with her that Heaven assigned me;
  So she may lean upon my love; the Girl I left behind me。
  AMONGST THE ROSES
  I WALKED through a Forest; beneath the hot noon;
  On Etheline calling and calling!
  One said: ‘‘She will hear you and come to you soon;
  When the coolness; my brother; is falling。''
  But I whispered: ‘‘O Darling; I falter with pain!''
  And the thirsty leaves rustled; and hissed for the rain;
  Where a wayfarer halted and slept on the plain;
  And dreamt of a garden of Roses!
  Of a cool sweet place;
  And a nestling face
  In a dance and a dazzle of Roses。
  In the drouth of a Desert; outwearied; I wept;
  O Etheline; darkened with dolours!
  But; folded in sunset; how long have you slept
  By the Roses all reeling with colours?
  A tree from its tresses a blossom did shake;
  It fell on her face; and I feared she would wake;
  So I brushed it away for her sweet sake;
  In that garden of beautiful Roses!
  In the dreamy perfumes
  From ripe…red blooms
  In a dance and a dazzle of Roses。
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  SUNSET
  IT is better; O day; that you go to your rest;
  For you go like a guest who was loth to remain!
  Swing open; ye gates of the east and the west;
  And let out the wild shadows … the night and the rain。
  Ye winds; ye are dead; with your voices attuned;
  That thrilled the green life in the sweet…scented sheaves;
  When I touched a warm hand which has faded; and swooned
  To a trance of the darkness; and blight on the leaves。
  I had studied the lore in her maiden…like ways;
  And the large…hearted love of my Annie was won;
  'Ere Summer had passed into passionate days;
  Or Autumn made ready her fruits for the Sun。
  So my life was complete; and the hours that went by;
  And the moon and the willow…wooed waters around;
  Might have known that we rested; my Annie and I;
  In happiness calm as the slumber of sound。
  On Sundays we wandered; as glad as a breeze;
  By the rocks and the waves on a glittering beach;
  Or we loitered in gardens melodious with bees;
  And sucked the sweet pulp of the plum and the peach。
  ‘‘The Forest will show me the secrets of Fame;''
  I said to myself in the gum…shadowed glen;
  ‘‘I will call every blossom and tree by its name;
  And the people shall deem me a man of the men。
  ‘‘I will gather Roses of Sharon; my Soul; …
  The Roses of Sharon so cool and so sweet;
  And our brothers shall see me entwining the whole
  For a garland to drop at my dear Annie's feet。''
  It is better; O day; that you go to your rest;
  For you go like a guest who was loth to remain!
  Swing open; ye gates of the east and the west;
  And let out the wild shadows … the night and the rain。
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  DOUBTING
  A BROTHER wandered forth with me;
  Beside a barren beach:
  He harped on things beyond the sea;
  And out of reach。
  He hinted once of unknown skies;
  And then I would not hark;
  But turned away from steadfast eyes;
  Into the dark。
  And said … ‘‘an ancient faith is dead
  And wonder fills my mind:
  I marvel how the blind have led
  So long the blind。
  ‘‘Behold this truth we only know
  That night is on the land!
  And we a weary way must go
  To find God's hand。''
  I wept … ‘‘Our fathers told us; Lord;
  That Thou wert kind and just;
  But lo! our wailings fly abroad
  For broken trust。
  ‘‘How many evil ones are here
  Who mocking go about;
  Because we are too faint with fear
  To wrestle Doubt!
  ‘‘Thy riddles are beyond the ken
  Of creatures of the sod:
  Remember that we are but men;
  And Thou art God!
  ‘‘O; doting world; methinks your stay
  Is weaker than a reed!
  Our Father turns His face away;
  'Tis dark indeed。''
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  The evening woods lay huddled there;
  All wrapped in silence strange:
  A sudden wind … and lo! the air
  Was filled with change。
  ‘‘Your words are wild;'' my brother said;
  ‘‘For God's voice fills the breeze;
  Go … hide yourself; as Adam did;
  Amongst the trees。
  ‘‘I pluck the shoes from off my feet;
  But dare to look around;
  Behold;'' he said; ‘‘my Lord I greet;
  On holy ground!‘‘
  And God spake through the wind to me …
  ‘‘Shake off that gloom of Fear;
  You fainting soul who could not see
  That I was near。
  ‘‘Why vex me crying day and night? …
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