第 7 节
作者:冬恋      更新:2021-04-30 15:53      字数:9322
  stripling; and her life had been large; so she had no time to remember
  the one who had paid for her an untold price。
  'So? You bought me from my term of service。 I went back to bring
  things about in my own way; for I had waited long; and now that I
  had my hand upon him was in no hurry。 As I say; I had it in mind to do
  my own way; for I read back in my life; through all I had seen and
  suffered; and remembered the cold and hunger of the endless forest
  by the Russian seas。 As you know; I led him into the east… him and
  Unga… into the east where many have gone and few returned。 I led
  them to the spot where the bones and the curses of men lie with the
  gold which they may not have。
  'The way was long and the trail unpacked。 Our dogs were many and ate
  much; nor could our sleds carry till the break of spring。 We must come
  back before the river ran free。 So here and there we cached grub; that
  our sleds might be lightened and there be no chance of famine on the
  back trip。 At the McQuestion there were three men; and near them we
  built a cache; as also did we at the Mayo; where was a hunting camp of
  a dozen Pellys which had crossed the divide from the south。 After
  that; as we went on into the east; we saw no men; only the sleeping
  river; the moveless forest; and the White Silence of the North。 As I
  say; the way was long and the trail unpacked。 Sometimes; in a day's
  toil; we made no more than eight miles; or ten; and at night we
  slept like dead men。 And never once did they dream that I was Naass;
  head man of Akatan; the righter of wrongs。
  'We now made smaller caches; and in the nighttime it was a small
  matter to go back on the trail we had broken and change them in such
  way that one might deem the wolverines the thieves。 Again there be
  places where there is a fall to the river; and the water is unruly;
  and the ice makes above and is eaten away beneath。 In such a spot
  the sled I drove broke through; and the dogs; and to him and Unga it
  was ill luck; but no more。 And there was much grub on that sled; and
  the dogs the strongest。 But he laughed; for he was strong of life; and
  gave the dogs that were left little grub till we cut them from the
  harnesses one by one and fed them to their mates。 We would go home
  light; he said; traveling and eating from cache to cache; with neither
  dogs nor sleds; which was true; for our grub was very short; and the
  last dog died in the traces the night we came to the gold and the
  bones and the curses of men。
  'To reach that place… and the map spoke true… in the heart of the
  great mountains; we cut ice steps against the wall of a divide。 One
  looked for a valley beyond; but there was no valley; the snow spread
  away; level as the great harvest plains; and here and there about us
  mighty mountains shoved their white heads among the stars。 And
  midway on that strange plain which should have been a valley the earth
  and the snow fell away; straight down toward the heart of the world。
  Had we not been sailormen our heads would have swung round with the
  sight; but we stood on the dizzy edge that we might see a way to get
  down。 And on one side; and one side only; the wall had fallen away
  till it was like the slope of the decks in a topsail breeze。 I do
  not know why this thing should be so; but it was so。 〃It is the
  mouth of hell;〃 he said; 〃let us go down。〃 And we went down。
  'And on the bottom there was a cabin; built by some man; of logs
  which he had cast down from above。 It was a very old cabin; for men
  had died there alone at different times; and on pieces of birch bark
  which were there we read their last words and their curses。 One had
  died of scurvy; another's partner had robbed him of his last grub
  and powder and stolen away; a third had been mauled by a baldface
  grizzly; a fourth had hunted for game and starved… and so it went; and
  they had been loath to leave the gold; and had died by the side of
  it in one way or another。 And the worthless gold they had gathered
  yellowed the floor of the cabin like in a dream。
  'But his soul was steady; and his head clear; this man I had led
  thus far。 〃We have nothing to eat;〃 he said; 〃and we will only look
  upon this gold; and see whence it comes and how much there be。 Then we
  will go away quick; before it gets into our eyes and steals away our
  judgment。 And in this way we may return in the end; with more grub;
  and possess it all。〃 So we looked upon the great vein; which cut the
  wall of the pit as a true vein should; and we measured it; and
  traced it from above and below; and drove the stakes of the claims and
  blazed the trees in token of our rights。 Then; our knees shaking
  with lack of food; and a sickness in our bellies; and our hearts
  chugging close to our mouths; we climbed the mighty wall for the
  last time and turned our faces to the back trip。
  'The last stretch we dragged Unga between us; and we fell often; but
  in the end we made the cache。 And lo; there was no grub。 It was well
  done; for he thought it the wolverines; and damned them and his gods
  in one breath。 But Unga was brave; and smiled; and put her hand in
  his; till I turned away that I might hold myself。 〃We will rest by the
  fire;〃 she said; 〃till morning; and we will gather strength from our
  moccasins。〃 So we cut the tops of our moccasins in strips; and
  boiled them half of the night; that we might chew them and swallow
  them。 And in the morning we talked of our chance。 The next cache was
  five days' journey; we could not make it。 We must find game。
  '〃We will go forth and hunt;〃 he said。
  '〃Yes;〃 said I; 〃we will go forth and hunt。〃
  'And he ruled that Unga stay by the fire and save her strength。
  And we went forth; he in quest of the moose and I to the cache I had
  changed。 But I ate little; so they might not see in me much
  strength。 And in the night he fell many times as he drew into camp。
  And I; too; made to suffer great weakness; stumbling over my snowshoes
  as though each step might be my last。 And we gathered strength from
  our moccasins。
  'He was a great man。 His soul lifted his body to the last; nor did
  he cry aloud; save for the sake of Unga。 On the second day I
  followed him; that I might not miss the end。 And he lay down to rest
  often。 That night he was near gone; but in the morning he swore weakly
  and went forth again。 He was like a drunken man; and I looked many
  times for him to give up; but his was the strength of the strong;
  and his soul the soul of a giant; for he lifted his body through all
  the weary day。 And he shot two ptarmigan; but would not eat them。 He
  needed no fire; they meant life; but his thought was for Unga; and
  he turned toward camp。 He no longer walked; but crawled on hand and
  knee through the snow。 I came to him; and read death in his eyes。 Even
  then it was not too late to eat of the ptarmigan。 He cast away his
  rifle and carried the birds in his mouth like a dog。 I walked by his
  side; upright。 And he looked at me during the moments he rested; and
  wondered that I was so strong。 I could see it; though he no longer
  spoke; and when his lips moved; they moved without sound。 As I say; he
  was a great man; and my heart spoke for softness; but I read back in
  my life; and remembered the cold and hunger of the endless forest by
  the Russian seas。 Besides; Unga was mine; and I had paid for her an
  untold price of skin and boat and bead。
  'And in this manner we came through the white forest; with the
  silence heavy upon us like a damp sea mist。 And the ghosts of the past
  were in the air and all about us; and I saw the yellow beach of
  Akatan; and the kayaks racing home from the fishing; and the houses on
  the rim of the forest。 And the men who had made themselves chiefs were
  there; the lawgivers whose blood I bore and whose blood I had wedded
  in Unga。 Aye; and Yash…Noosh walked with me; the wet sand in his hair;
  and his war spear; broken as he fell upon it; still in his hand。 And I
  knew the time was meet; and saw in the eyes of Unga the promise。
  'As I say; we came thus through the forest; till the smell of the
  camp smoke was in our nostrils。 And I bent above him; and tore the
  ptarmigan from his teeth。 He turned on his side and rested; the wonder
  mounting in his eyes; and the hand which was under slipping slow
  toward the knife at his hip。 But I took it from him; smiling close
  in his face。 Even then he did not understand。 So I made to drink
  from black bottles; and to build high upon the snow a pile… of
  goods; and to live again the things which had happened on the night of
  my marriage。 I spoke no word; but he understood。 Yet was he
  unafraid。 There was a sneer to his lips; and cold anger; and he
  gathered new strength with the knowledge。 It was not far; but the snow
  was deep; and he dragged himself very slow。 Once he lay so long I
  turned him over and gazed into his eyes。 And sometimes he looked
  forth; and sometimes death。 And when I loosed him he struggled on
  again。 In this way we came to the fire。 Unga was at his s