第 42 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-04-30 15:46      字数:9322
  have a right to say what I please。
  VIOLET。 'arriving on the lawn and coming between Mrs Whitefield
  and Tanner' I've come to say goodbye。 I'm off for my honeymoon。
  MRS WHITEFIELD。 'crying' Oh don't say that; Violet。 And no
  wedding; no breakfast; no clothes; nor anything。
  VIOLET。 'petting her' It won't be for long。
  MRS WHITEFIELD。 Don't let him take you to America。 Promise me
  that you won't。
  VIOLET。 'very decidedly' I should think not; indeed。 Don't cry;
  dear: I'm only going to the hotel。
  MRS WHITEFIELD。 But going in that dress; with your luggage; makes
  one realize'she chokes; and then breaks out again' How I wish
  you were my daughter; Violet!
  VIOLET。 'soothing her' There; there: so I am。 Ann will be
  jealous。
  MRS WHITEFIELD。 Ann doesn't care a bit for me。
  ANN。 Fie; mother! Come; now: you mustn't cry any more: you know
  Violet doesn't like it 'Mrs Whitefzeld dries her eyes; and
  subsides'。
  VIOLET。 Goodbye; Jack。
  TANNER。 Goodbye; Violet。
  VIOLET。 The sooner you get married too; the better。 You will be
  much less misunderstood。
  TANNER。 'restively' I quite expect to get married in the course
  of the afternoon。 You all seem to have set your minds on it。
  VIOLET。 You might do worse。 'To Mrs Whitefield: putting her arm
  round her' Let me take you to the hotel with me: the drive will
  do you good。 Come in and get a wrap。 'She takes her towards the
  villa'。
  MRS WHITEFIELD。 'as they go up through the garden' I don't know
  what I shall do when you are gone; with no one but Ann in the
  house; and she always occupied with the men! It's not to be
  expected that your husband will care to be bothered with an old
  woman like me。 Oh; you needn't tell me: politeness is all very
  well; but I know what people think'She talks herself and Violet
  out of sight and hearing'。
  Ann; musing on Violet's opportune advice; approaches Tanner;
  examines him humorously for a moment from toe to top; and finally
  delivers her opinion。
  ANN。 Violet is quite right。 You ought to get married。
  TANNER。 'explosively' Ann: I will not marry you。 Do you  hear? I
  won't; won't; won't; won't; WON'T marry you。
  ANN。 'placidly' Well; nobody axd you; sir she said; sir she said;
  sir she said。 So that's settled。
  TANNER。 Yes; nobody has asked me; but everybody treats the thing
  as settled。 It's in the air。 When we meet; the others go away on
  absurd pretexts to leave us alone together。 Ramsden no longer
  scowls at me: his eye beams; as if he were already giving you
  away to me in church。 Tavy refers me to your mother and gives me
  his blessing。 Straker openly treats you as his future employer:
  it was he who first told me of it。
  ANN。 Was that why you ran away?
  TANNER。 Yes; only to be stopped by a lovesick brigand and run
  down like a truant schoolboy。
  ANN。 Well; if you don't want to be married; you needn't be 'she
  turns away from him and sits down; much at her ease'。
  TANNER。 'following her' Does any man want to be hanged? Yet men
  let themselves be hanged without a struggle for life; though they
  could at least give the chaplain a black eye。 We do the world's
  will; not our own。 I have a frightful feeling that I shall let
  myself be married because it is the world's will that you should
  have a husband。
  ANN。 I daresay I shall; someday。
  TANNER。 But why meme of all men? Marriage is to me apostasy;
  profanation of the sanctuary of my soul; violation of my manhood;
  sale of my birthright; shameful surrender; ignominious
  capitulation; acceptance of defeat。 I shall decay like a thing
  that has served its purpose and is done with; I shall change from
  a man with a future to a man with a past; I shall see in the
  greasy eyes of all the other husbands their relief at the arrival
  of a new prisoner to share their ignominy。 The young men will
  scorn me as one who has sold out: to the young women I; who have
  always been an enigma and a possibility; shall be merely somebody
  else's propertyand damaged goods at that: a secondhand man at
  best。
  ANN。 Well; your wife can put on a cap and make herself ugly to
  keep you in countenance; like my grandmother。
  TANNER。 So that she may make her triumph more insolent by
  publicly throwing away the bait the moment the trap snaps on the
  victim!
  ANN。 After all; though; what difference would it make? Beauty is
  all very well at first sight; but who ever looks at it when it
  has been in the house three days? I thought our pictures very
  lovely when papa bought them; but I haven't looked at them for
  years。 You never bother about my looks: you are too well used to
  me。 I might be the umbrella stand。
  TANNER。 You lie; you vampire: you lie。
  ANN。 Flatterer。 Why are you trying to fascinate me; Jack; if you
  don't want to marry me?
  TANNER。 The Life Force。 I am in the grip of the Life Force。
  ANN。 I don't understand in the least: it sounds like the Life
  Guards。
  TANNER。 Why don't you marry Tavy? He is willing。 Can you not be
  satisfied unless your prey struggles?
  ANN。 'turning to him as if to let him into a secret' Tavy will
  never marry。 Haven't you noticed that that sort of man never
  marries?
  TANNER。 What! a man who idolizes women  who sees nothing in
  nature but romantic scenery for love duets! Tavy; the chivalrous;
  the faithful; the tenderhearted and true! Tavy never marry! Why;
  he was born to be swept up by the first pair of blue eyes he
  meets in the street。
  ANN。 Yes; I know。 All the same; Jack; men like that always live
  in comfortable bachelor lodgings with broken hearts; and are
  adored by their landladies; and never get married。 Men like you
  always get married。
  TANNER。 'Smiting his brow' How frightfully; horribly true! It has
  been staring me in the face all my life; and I never saw it
  before。
  ANN。 Oh; it's the same with women。 The poetic temperament's a
  very nice temperament; very amiable; very harmless and poetic; I
  daresay; but it's an old maid's temperament。
  TANNER。 Barren。 The Life Force passes it by。
  ANN。 If that's what you mean by the Life Force; yes。
  TANNER。 You don't care for Tavy?
  ANN。 'looking round carefully to make sure that Tavy is not
  within earshot' No。
  TANNER。 And you do care for me?
  ANN。 'rising quietly and shaking her finger at him' Now Jack!
  Behave yourself。
  TANNER。 Infamous; abandoned woman! Devil!
  ANN。 Boa…constrictor! Elephant!
  TANNER。 Hypocrite!
  ANN。 'Softly' I must be; for my future husband's sake。
  TANNER。 For mine! 'Correcting himself savagely' I mean for his。
  ANN。'ignoring the correction' Yes; for yours。 You had better
  marry what you call a hypocrite; Jack。 Women who are not
  hypocrites go about in rational dress and are insulted and get
  into all sorts of hot water。 And then their husbands get dragged
  in too; and live in continual dread of fresh complications。
  Wouldn't you prefer a wife you could depend on?
  TANNER。 No; a thousand times no: hot water is the revolutionist's
  element。 You clean men as you clean milkpails; by scalding them。
  ANN。 Cold water has its uses too。 It's healthy。
  TANNER。 'despairingly' Oh; you are witty: at the supreme moment
  the Life Force endows you with every quality。 Well; I too can be
  a hypocrite。 Your father's will appointed me your guardian; not
  your suitor。 I shall be faithful to my trust。
  ANN。 'in low siren tones' He asked me who would I have as my
  guardian before he made that will。 I chose you!
  TANNER。 The will is yours then! The trap was laid from the
  beginning。
  ANN。 'concentrating all her magic' From the beginning from our
  childhoodfor both of usby the Life Force。
  TANNER。 I will not marry you。 I will not marry you。
  ANN。 Oh; you will; you will。
  TANNER。 I tell you; no; no; no。
  ANN。 I tell you; yes; yes; yes。
  TANNER。 NO。
  ANN。 'coaxingimploringalmost exhausted' Yes。 Before it is too
  late for repentance。 Yes。
  TANNER。 'struck by the echo from the past' When did all this
  happen to me before? Are we two dreaming?
  ANN。 'suddenly losing her courage; with an anguish that she does
  not conceal' No。 We are awake; and you have said no: that is all。
  TANNER。 'brutally' Well?
  ANN。 Well; I made a mistake: you do not love me。
  TANNER。 'seizing her in his arms' It is false: I love you。 The
  Life Force enchants me: I have the whole world in my arms when I
  clasp you。 But I am fighting for my freedom; for my honor; for
  myself; one and indivisible。
  ANN。 Your happiness will be worth them all。
  TANNER。 You would sell freedom and honor and self for happiness?
  ANN。 It will not be all happiness for me。 Perhaps death。
  TANNER。 'groaning' Oh; that clutch holds and hurts。 What have you
  grasped in me? Is there a father's heart as well as a mother's?
  ANN。 Take care; Jack: if anyone comes while we are like this; you
  will have to marry me。
  TANNER。 If we two stood now on the edge of a precipice; I would
  hold you tight and jump。
  ANN。 'panting; failing more and more under the strain' Jack: let
  me go。 I have dared so frightfullyit is lasting longer than I
  thought。 Let me go: I can't bear it。
  TANNER。 Nor I。 Let it kill us。
  ANN。 Yes: I don't care。 I am at the end of my forces。 I don't
  care。 I think I am going to faint。
  At this moment Violet and Octavius come from the villa with Mrs
  Whitefield