第 51 节
作者:扑火      更新:2021-04-17 19:07      字数:9282
  hey turned the sharp corner at the bottom towards the temporary home which Clym had hired and furnished; about five miles to the eastward。
  Wildeve forgot the loss of the money at the sight of his lost love; whose preciousness in his eyes was increasing in geometrical progression with each new incident that reminded him of their hopeless division。  Brimming with the subtilized misery that he was capable of feeling; he followed the opposite way towards the inn。
  About the same moment that Wildeve stepped into the highway Venn also had reached it at a point a hundred yards further on; and he; hearing the same wheels; likewise waited till the carriage should e up。  When he saw who sat therein he seemed to be disappointed。  Reflecting a minute or two; during which interval the carriage rolled on; he crossed the road; and took a short cut through the furze and heath to a point where the turnpike road bent round in ascending a hill。  He was now again in front of the carriage; which presently came up at a walking pace。  Venn stepped forward and showed himself。
  Eustacia started when the lamp shone upon him; and Clym’s arm was involuntarily withdrawn from her waist。  He said; “What; Diggory?  You are having a lonely walk。”
  “Yes—I beg your pardon for stopping you;” said Venn。  “But I am waiting about for Mrs。 Wildeve: I have something to give her from Mrs。 Yeobright。  Can you tell me if she’s gone home from the party yet?”
  “No。 But she will be leaving soon。  You may possibly meet her at the corner。”
  Venn made a farewell obeisance; and walked back to his former position; where the byroad from Mistover joined the highway。  Here he remained fixed for nearly half an hour; and then another pair of lights came down the hill。  It was the old…fashioned wheeled nondescript belonging to the captain; and Thomasin sat in it alone; driven by Charley。
  The reddleman came up as they slowly turned the corner。
  “I beg pardon for stopping you; Mrs。 Wildeve;” he said。
  “But I have something to give you privately from Mrs。 Yeobright。” He handed a small parcel; it consisted of the hundred guineas he had just won; roughly twisted up in a piece of paper。
  Thomasin recovered from her surprise; and took the packet。  “That’s all; ma’am—I wish you good night;” he said; and vanished from her view。
  Thus Venn; in his anxiety to rectify matters; had placed in Thomasin’s hands not only the fifty guineas which rightly belonged to her; but also the fifty intended for her cousin Clym。  His mistake had been based upon Wildeve’s words at the opening of the game; when he indignantly denied that the guinea was not his own。  It had not been prehended by the reddleman that at halfway through the performance the game was continued with the money of another person; and it was an error which afterwards helped to cause more misfortune than treble the loss in money value could have done。
  The night was now somewhat advanced; and Venn plunged deeper into the heath; till he came to a ravine where his van was standing—a spot not more than two hundred yards from the site of the gambling bout。  He entered this movable home of his; lit his lantern; and; before closing his door for the night; stood reflecting on the circumstances of the preceding hours。  While he stood the dawn grew visible in the northeast quarter of the heavens; which; the clouds having cleared off; was bright with a soft sheen at this midsummer time; though it was only between one and two o’clock。 Venn; thoroughly weary; then shut his door and flung himself down to sleep。
  book four
  THE CLOSED DOOR
  1 … The Rencounter by the Pool
  The July sun shone over Egdon and fired its crimson heather to scarlet。  It was the one season of the year; and the one weather of the season; in which the heath was gorgeous。  This flowering period represented the second or noontide division in the cycle of those superficial changes which alone were possible here; it followed the green or young…fern period; representing the morn; and preceded the brown period; when the heathbells and ferns would wear the russet tinges of evening; to be in turn displaced by the dark hue of the winter period; representing night。
  Clym and Eustacia; in their little house at Alderworth; beyond East Egdon; were living on with a monotony which was delightful to them。  The heath and changes of weather were quite blotted out from their eyes for the present。  They were enclosed in a sort of luminous mist; which hid from them surroundings of any inharmonious colour; and gave to all things the character of light。  When it rained they were charmed; because they could remain indoors together all day with such a show of reason; when it was fine they were charmed; because they could sit together on the hills。  They were like those double stars which revolve round and round each other; and from a distance appear to be one。  The absolute solitude in which they lived intensified their reciprocal thoughts; yet some might have said that it had the disadvantage of consuming their mutual affections at a fearfully prodigal rate。  Yeobright did not fear for his own part; but recollection of Eustacia’s old speech about the evanescence of love; now apparently forgotten by her; sometimes caused him to ask himself a question; and he recoiled at the thought that the quality of finiteness was not foreign to Eden。
  When three or four weeks had been passed thus; Yeobright resumed his reading in earnest。  To make up for lost time he studied indefatigably; for he wished to enter his new profession with the least possible delay。
  Now; Eustacia’s dream had always been that; once married to Clym; she would have the power of inducing him to return to Paris。  He had carefully withheld all promise to do so; but would he be proof against her coaxing and argument?  She had calculated to such a degree on the probability of success that she had represented Paris; and not Budmouth; to her grandfather as in all likelihood their future home。  Her hopes were bound up in this dream。  In the quiet days since their marriage; when Yeobright had been poring over her lips; her eyes; and the lines of her face; she had mused and mused on the subject; even while in the act of returning his gaze; and now the sight of the books; indicating a future which was antagonistic to her dream; struck her with a positively painful jar。  She was hoping for the time when; as the mistress of some pretty establishment; however small; near a Parisian Boulevard; she would be passing her days on the skirts at least of the gay world; and catching stray wafts from those town pleasures she was so well fitted to enjoy。  Yet Yeobright was as firm in the contrary intention as if the tendency of marriage were rather to develop the fantasies of young philanthropy than to sweep them away。
  Her anxiety reached a high pitch; but there was something in Clym’s undeviating manner which made her hesitate before sounding him on the subject。  At this point in their experience; however; an incident helped her。  It occurred one evening about six weeks after their union; and arose entirely out of the unconscious misapplication of Venn of the fifty guineas intended for Yeobright。
  A day or two after the receipt of the money Thomasin had sent a note to her aunt to thank her。  She had been surprised at the largeness of the amount; but as no sum had ever been mentioned she set that down to her late uncle’s generosity。  She had been strictly charged by her aunt to say nothing to her husband of this gift; and Wildeve; as was natural enough; had not brought himself to mention to his wife a single particular of the midnight scene in the heath。  Christian’s terror; in like manner; had tied his tongue on the share he took in that proceeding; and hoping that by some means or other the money had gone to its proper destination; he simply asserted as much; without giving details。
  Therefore; when a week or two had passed away; Mrs。 Yeobright began to wonder why she never heard from her son of the receipt of the present; and to add gloom to her perplexity came the possibility that resentment might be the cause of his silence。  She could hardly believe as much; but why did he not write?  She questioned Christian; and the confusion in his answers would at once have led her to believe that something was wrong; had not one…half of his story been corroborated by Thomasin’s note。
  Mrs。 Yeobright was in this state of uncertainty when she was informed one morning that her son’s wife was visiting her grandfather at Mistover。  She determined to walk up the hill; see Eustacia; and ascertain from her daughter…in…law’s lips whether the family guineas; which were to Mrs。 Yeobright what family jewels are to wealthier dowagers; had miscarried or not。
  When Christian learnt where she was going his concern reached its height。  At the moment of her departure he could prevaricate no longer; and; confessing to the gambling; told her the truth as far as he knew it—that the guineas had been won by Wildeve。
  “What; is he going to keep them?” Mrs。 Yeobright cried。
  “I hope and trust not!” moaned Christian。  “He’s a good man; and perhaps will do right things。  He said you ought to have gied Mr。 Clym’s share to Eustacia; and that