第 37 节
作者:扑火      更新:2021-04-17 19:06      字数:9233
  “A man who is doing well elsewhere wouldn’t bide here two or three weeks for nothing;” said Fairway。  “He’s got some project in ‘s head—depend upon that。”
  “Well; ‘a can’t keep a diment shop here;” said Sam。
  “I don’t see why he should have had them two heavy boxes home if he had not been going to bide; and what there is for him to do here the Lord in heaven knows。”
  Before many more surmises could be indulged in Yeobright had e near; and seeing the hair…cutting group he turned aside to join them。  Marching up; and looking critically at their faces for a moment; he said; without introduction; “Now; folks; let me guess what you have been talking about。”
  “Ay; sure; if you will;” said Sam。
  “About me。”
  “Now; it is a thing I shouldn’t have dreamed of doing; otherwise;” said Fairway in a tone of integrity; “but since you have named it; Master Yeobright; I’ll own that we was talking about ‘ee。 We were wondering what could keep you home here mollyhorning about when you have made such a world…wide name for yourself in the nick…nack trade—now; that’s the truth o’t。”
  “I’ll tell you;” said Yeobright。  with unexpected earnestness。  “I am not sorry to have the opportunity。  I’ve e home because; all things considered; I can be a trifle less useless here than anywhere else。  But I have only lately found this out。  When I first got away from home I thought this place was not worth troubling about。  I thought our life here was contemptible。  To oil your boots instead of blacking them; to dust your coat with a switch instead of a brush—was there ever anything more ridiculous?  I said。”
  “So ‘tis; so ‘tis!”
  “No; no—you are wrong; it isn’t。”
  “Beg your pardon; we thought that was your maning?”
  “Well; as my views changed my course became very depressing。  I found that I was trying to be like people who had hardly anything in mon with myself。  I was endeavouring to put off one sort of life for another sort of life; which was not better than the life I had known before。  It was simply different。”
  “True; a sight different;” said Fairway。
  “Yes; Paris must be a taking place;” said Humphrey。
  “Grand shop…winders; trumpets; and drums; and here be we
  out of doors in all winds and weathers—“
  “But you mistake me;” pleaded Clym。  “All this was very depressing。  But not so depressing as something I next perceived—that my business was the idlest; vainest; most effeminate business that ever a man could be put to。  That decided me—I would give it up and try to follow some rational occupation among the people I knew best; and to whom I could be of most use。  I have e home; and this is how I mean to carry out my plan。  I shall keep a school as near to Egdon as possible; so as to be able to walk over here and have a night…school in my mother’s house。  But I must study a little at first; to get properly qualified。  Now; neighbours; I must go。”
  And Clym resumed his walk across the heath。
  “He’ll never carry it out in the world;” said Fairway。
  “In a few weeks he’ll learn to see things otherwise。”
  “’Tis good…hearted of the young man;” said another。
  “But; for my part; I think he had better mind his business。”
  2 … The New Course Causes Disappointment
  Yeobright loved his kind。  He had a conviction that the want of most men was knowledge of a sort which brings wisdom rather than affluence。  He wished to raise the class at the expense of individuals rather than individuals at the expense of the class。  What was more; he was ready at once to be the first unit sacrificed。
  In passing from the bucolic to the intellectual life the intermediate stages are usually two at least; frequently many more; and one of those stages is almost sure to be worldly advanced。  We can hardly imagine bucolic placidity quickening to intellectual aims without imagining social aims as the transitional phase。  Yeobright’s local peculiarity was that in striving at high thinking he still cleaved to plain living—nay; wild and meagre living in many respects; and brotherliness with clowns。
  He was a John the Baptist who took ennoblement rather than repentance for his text。  Mentally he was in a provincial future; that is; he was in many points abreast with the central town thinkers of his date。  Much of this development he may have owed to his studious life in Paris; where he had bee acquainted with ethical systems popular at the time。
  In consequence of this relatively advanced position; Yeobright might have been called unfortunate。  The rural world was not ripe for him。  A man should be only partially before his time—to be pletely to the vanward in aspirations is fatal to fame。  Had Philip’s warlike son been intellectually so far ahead as to have attempted civilization without bloodshed; he would have been twice the godlike hero that he seemed; but nobody would have heard of an Alexander。
  In the interests of renown the forwardness should lie chiefly in the capacity to handle things。  Successful propagandists have succeeded because the doctrine they bring into form is that which their listeners have for some time felt without being able to shape。  A man who advocates aesthetic effort and deprecates social effort is only likely to be understood by a class to which social effort has bee a stale matter。  To argue upon the possibility of culture before luxury to the bucolic world may be to argue truly; but it is an attempt to disturb a sequence to which humanity has been long accustomed。  Yeobright preaching to the Egdon eremites that they might rise to a serene prehensiveness without going through the process of enriching themselves was not unlike arguing to ancient Chaldeans that in ascending from earth to the pure empyrean it was not necessary to pass first into the intervening heaven of ether。
  Was Yeobright’s mind well…proportioned?  No。 A well proportioned mind is one which shows no particular bias; one of which we may safely say that it will never cause its owner to be confined as a madman; tortured as a heretic; or crucified as a blasphemer。  Also; on the other hand; that it will never cause him to be applauded as a prophet; revered as a priest; or exalted as a king。  Its usual blessings are happiness and mediocrity。  It produces the poetry of Rogers; the paintings of West; the statecraft of North; the spiritual guidance of Tomline; enabling its possessors to find their way to wealth; to wind up well; to step with dignity off the stage; to die fortably in their beds; and to get the decent monument which; in many cases; they deserve。  It never would have allowed Yeobright to do such a ridiculous thing as throw up his business to benefit his fellow…creatures。
  He walked along towards home without attending to paths。  If anyone knew the heath well it was Clym。  He was permeated with its scenes; with its substance; and with its odours。  He might be said to be its product。  His eyes had first opened thereon; with its appearance all the first images ; of his memory were mingled; his estimate of life had been coloured by it: his toys had been the flint knives and arrow…heads which he found there; wondering why stones should “grow” to such odd shapes; his flowers; the purple bells and yellow furze: his animal kingdom; the snakes and croppers; his society; its human haunters。  Take all the varying hates felt by Eustacia Vye towards the heath; and translate them into loves; and you have the heart of Clym。  He gazed upon the wide prospect as he walked; and was glad。
  To many persons this Egdon was a place which had slipped out of its century generations ago; to intrude as an uncouth object into this。  It was an obsolete thing; and few cared to study it。  How could this be otherwise in the days of square fields; plashed hedges; and meadows watered on a plan so rectangular that on a fine day they looked like silver gridirons?  The farmer; in his ride; who could smile at artificial grasses; look with solicitude at the ing corn; and sigh with sadness at the fly…eaten turnips; bestowed upon the distant upland of heath nothing better than a frown。  But as for Yeobright; when he looked from the heights on his way he could not help indulging in a barbarous satisfaction at observing that; in some of the attempts at reclamation from the waste; tillage; after holding on for a year or two; had receded again in despair; the ferns and furze…tufts stubbornly reasserting themselves。
  He descended into the valley; and soon reached his home at Blooms…End。 His mother was snipping dead leaves from the window…plants。 She looked up at him as if she did not understand the meaning of his long stay with her; her face had worn that look for several days。  He could perceive that the curiosity which had been shown by the hair…cutting group amounted in his mother to concern。  But she had asked no question with her lips; even when the arrival of his trunk suggested that he was not going to leave her soon。  Her silence besought an explanation of him more loudly than words。
  “I am not going back to Paris again; Mother;” he said。
  “At least; in my old capacity。  I have given up the business。”
  Mrs。 Yeobright turned in pained surprise。  “I thought something was amiss; because of the boxes。  I wonder you did not tell me sooner。”
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