第 7 节
作者:小秋      更新:2021-03-11 17:55      字数:9322
  sight。 It was not to be denied that she had felt; and had
  expressed; misgivings; on being informed of the circumstances
  under which the Minister's act of mercy had been performed。 But
  her mind was too well balanced to incline to this state of
  feeling; when her husband had addressed her in defense of his
  conduct。 She then understood that the true merit of a good action
  consisted in patiently facing the sacrifices involved。 Her
  interest in the new daughter being; in this way; ennobled by a
  sense of Christian duty; there had been no further difference of
  opinion between the married pair。
  I listened to this plausible explanation with interest; but; at
  the same time; with doubts of the lasting nature of the lady's
  submission to circumstances; suggested; perhaps; by the
  constraint in the Minister's manner。 It was well for both of us
  when we changed the subject。 He reminded me of the discouraging
  view which the Doctor had taken of the prospect before him。
  〃I will not attempt to decide whether your friend is right or
  wrong;〃 he said。 〃Trusting; as I do; in the mercy of God; I look
  hopefully to a future time when all that is brightest and best in
  the nature of my adopted child will be developed under my
  fostering care。 If evil tendencies show themselves; my reliance
  will be confidently placed on pious example; on religious
  instruction; and; above all; on intercession by prayer。 Repeat to
  your friend;〃 he concluded; 〃what you have just heard me say。 Let
  him ask himself if he could confront the uncertain future with my
  cheerful submission and my steadfast hope。〃
  He intrusted me with that message; and gave me his hand。 So we
  parted。
  I agreed with him; I admired him; but my faith seemed to want
  sustaining power; as compared with his faith。 On his own showing
  (as it appeared to me); there would be two forces in a state of
  conflict in the child's nature as she grew upinherited evil
  against inculcated good。 Try as I might; I failed to feel the
  Minister's comforting conviction as to which of the two would
  win。
  CHAPTER IX。
  THE GOVERNOR RECEIVES A VISIT。
  A FEW days after the good man had left us; I met with a serious
  accident; caused by a false step on the stone stairs of the
  prison。
  The long illness which followed this misfortune; and my removal
  afterward (in the interests of my recovery) to a milder climate
  than the climate of England; obliged me to confide the duties of
  governor of the prison to a representative。 I was absent from my
  post for rather more than a year。 During this interval no news
  reached me from my reverend friend。
  Having returned to the duties of my office; I thought of writing
  to the Minister。 While the proposed letter was still in
  contemplation; I was informed that a lady wished to see me。 She
  sent in her card。 My visitor proved to be the Minister's wife。
  I observed her with no ordinary attention when she entered the
  room。
  Her dress was simple; her scanty light hair; so far as I could
  see it under her bonnet; was dressed with taste。 Th e paleness of
  her lips; and the faded color in her face; suggested that she was
  certainly not in good health。 Two peculiarities struck me in her
  personal appearance。 I never remembered having seen any other
  person with such a singularly narrow and slanting forehead as
  this lady presented; and I was impressed; not at all agreeably;
  by the flashing shifting expression in her eyes。 On the other
  hand; let me own that I was powerfully attracted and interested
  by the beauty of her voice。 Its fine variety of compass; and its
  musical resonance of tone; fell with such enchantment on the ear;
  that I should have liked to put a book of poetry into her hand;
  and to have heard her read it in summer…time; accompanied by the
  music of a rocky stream。
  The object of her visitso far as she explained it at the
  outsetappeared to be to offer her congratulations on my
  recovery; and to tell me that her husband had assumed the charge
  of a church in a large town not far from her birthplace。
  Even those commonplace words were made interesting by her
  delicious voice。 But however sensitive to sweet sounds a man may
  be; there are limits to his capacity for deceiving
  himselfespecially when he happens to be enlightened by
  experience of humanity within the walls of a prison。 I had; it
  may be remembered; already doubted the lady's good temper;
  judging from her husband's over…wrought description of her
  virtues。 Her eyes looked at me furtively; and her manner;
  gracefully self…possessed as it was; suggested that she had
  something of a delicate; or disagreeable; nature to say to me;
  and that she was at a loss how to approach the subject so as to
  produce the right impression on my mind at the outset。 There was
  a momentary silence between us。 For the sake of saying something;
  I asked how she and the Minister liked their new place of
  residence。
  〃Our new place of residence;〃 she answered; 〃has been made
  interesting by a very unexpected eventan event (how shall I
  describe it?) which has increased our happiness and enlarged our
  family circle。〃
  There she stopped: expecting me; as I fancied; to guess what she
  meant。 A woman; and that woman a mother; might have fulfilled her
  anticipations。 A man; and that man not listening attentively; was
  simply puzzled。
  〃Pray excuse my stupidity;〃 I said; 〃I don't quite understand
  you。〃
  The lady's temper looked at me out of the lady's shifting eyes;
  and hid itself again in a moment。 She set herself right in my
  estimation by taking the whole blame of our little
  misunderstanding on her own innocent shoulders。
  〃I ought to have spoken more plainly;〃 she said。 〃Let me try what
  I can do now。 After many years of disappointment in my married
  life; it has pleased Providence to bestow on me the
  happinessthe inexpressible happinessof being a mother。 My
  baby is a sweet little girl; and my one regret is that I cannot
  nurse her myself。〃
  My languid interest in the Minister's wife was not stimulated by
  the announcement of this domestic event。
  I felt no wish to see the 〃sweet little girl〃; I was not even
  reminded of another example of long…deferred maternity; which had
  occurred within the limits of my own family circle。 All my
  sympathies attached themselves to the sad little figure of the
  adopted child。 I remembered the poor baby on my knee; enchanted
  by the ticking of my watchI thought of her; peacefully and
  prettily asleep under the horrid shelter of the condemned
  celland it is hardly too much to say that my heart was heavy;
  when I compared her prospects with the prospects of her
  baby…rival。 Kind as he was; conscientious as he was; could the
  Minister be expected to admit to an equal share in his love the
  child endeared to him as a father; and the child who merely
  reminded him of an act of mercy? As for his wife; it seemed the
  merest waste of time to put her state of feeling (placed between
  the two children) to the test of inquiry。 I tried the useless
  experiment; nevertheless。
  〃It is pleasant to think;〃 I began; 〃that your other daughter〃
  She interrupted me; with the utmost gentleness: 〃Do you mean the
  child that my husband was foolish enough to adopt?〃
  〃Say rather fortunate enough to adopt;〃 I persisted。 〃As your own
  little girl grows up; she will want a playfellow。 And she will
  find a playfellow in that other child; whom the good Minister has
  taken for his own。〃
  〃No; my dear sirnot if I can prevent it。〃
  The contrast between the cruelty of her intention; and the
  musical beauty of the voice which politely expressed it in those
  words; really startled me。 I was at a loss how to answer her; at
  the very time when I ought to have been most ready to speak。
  〃You must surely understand;〃 she went on; 〃that we don't want
  another person's child; now we have a little darling of our own?〃
  〃Does your husband agree with you in that view?〃 I asked。
  〃Oh dear; no! He said what you said just now; and (oddly enough)
  almost in the same words。 But I don't at all despair of
  persuading him to change his mindand you can help me。〃
  She made that audacious assertion with such an appearance of
  feeling perfectly sure of me; that my politeness gave way under
  the strain laid on it。 〃What do you mean?〃 I asked sharply。
  Not in the least impressed by my change of manner; she took from
  the pocket of her dress a printed paper。 〃You will find what I
  mean there;〃 she repliedand put the paper into my hand。
  It was an appeal to the charitable public; occasioned by the
  enlargement of an orphan…asylum; with which I had been connected
  for many years。 What she meant was plain enough now。 I said
  nothing: I only looked at her。
  Pleased to find that I was clever enough to guess what she meant;
  on this occasion; the Minister's wife informed me that the
  circumstances were all in our favor。 She still persisted in
  taking me into partnershipthe circumstances were in _our_
  favor。
  〃In two years more;〃 she explained; 〃the child of that detestable
  creature who was hangeddo you know; I cannot even look at the
  little wretch without thinking of the gallows?will be old
  enough (with your interest to help us) to be received into the
  asylum。 What a relief it will be to get