第 28 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-03-08 19:41      字数:9322
  of her want of discretion on this point; was one of the last things that
  would cross the fond parent's mind at Mrs。 Leamington's ball。 Others;
  however; were less confiding。
  {retenue = discretion}
  〃Your daughter is in HIGH SPIRITS to…night;〃 observed a single lady
  of a certain age; who was sitting near Mrs。 Monson; 〃I do not
  remember to have ever seen her so GAY。〃
  〃Yes; dear girl; she IS happy;〃poor Julia was any thing but THAT;
  just then〃but youth is the time for happiness; if it is ever to come in this
  life。〃
  〃Is Miss Monson addicted to such VERY high spirits?〃 continued one;
  who was resolute to torment; and vexed that the mother could not be
  sufficiently alarmed to look around。
  〃Alwayswhen in agreeable company。 I think it a great happiness;
  ma'am; to possess good spirits。〃
  〃No doubtyet one needn't be always fifteen; as Lady Wortley
  Montague said;〃 muttered the other; giving up the point; and changing
  her seat; in order that she might speak her mind more freely into the ear
  of a congenial spirit。
  {Lady Wortley Montague = Lady Mary Wortley Montague (1689…
  1762); English essayist and letter…writer}
  Half an hour later we were all in the carriages; again; on our way home;
  all; but Betts Shoreham; I should say; for having seen the ladies
  cloaked; he had taken his leave at Mrs。 Leamington's door; as uncertain
  as ever whether or not to impute envy to a being who; in all other
  respects; seemed to him to be faultless。 He had to retire to an uneasy
  pillow; undetermined whether to pursue his original intention of making
  the poor friendless French girl independent; by an offer of his hand; or
  whether to decide that her amiable and gentle qualities were all seeming;
  and that she was not what she appeared to be。 Betts Shoreham owed
  his distrust to national prejudice; and well was he paid for entertaining
  so vile a companion。 Had Mademoiselle Hennequin been an American
  girl; he would not have thought a second time of the emotion she had
  betrayed in regarding my beauties; but he had been taught to believe all
  French women managing and hypocritical; a notion that the experience
  of a young man in Paris would not be very likely to destroy。
  {managing = manipulative}
  〃Well;〃 cried John Monson; as the carriage drew from Mrs。
  Leamington's door; 〃this is the last ball I shall go to in New York;〃
  which declaration he repeated twenty times that season; and as often
  broke。
  〃What is the matter now; Jack?〃 demanded the father。 〃I found it very
  pleasantsix or seven of us old fellows made a very agreeable evening
  of it。〃
  〃Yes; I dare say; sir; but you were not compelled to dance in a room
  eighteen by twenty…four; with a hundred people treading on your toes;
  or brushing their heads in your face。〃
  〃Jack can find no room for dancing since the great ball of the Salle de
  l'Opera; at Paris;〃 observed the mother smiling。 〃I hope YOU enjoyed
  yourself better; Julia?〃
  {Salle de l'Opera = Paris Opera Housethe building referred to by
  Cooper served as Opera House from 1821…1873 and was replaced by
  the present building in 1874}
  My mistress started; then she answered with a sort of hysterical glee
  〃Oh! I have found the evening delightful; ma'am。 I could have remained
  two hours longer。〃
  〃And you; Mademoiselle Hennequin; I hope you; too; were agreeably
  entertained?〃
  The governess answered meekly; and with a slight tremor in her voice。
  〃Certainly; madame;〃 she said; 〃I have enjoyed myself; though dancing
  always seems an amusement I have no right to share in。〃
  There was some little embarrassment; and I could perceive an impulse
  in Julia to press nearer to her rival; as if impelled by a generous wish to
  manifest her sympathy。 But Tom's protest soon silenced every thing
  else; and we alighted; and soon went to rest。
  The next morning Julia sent for me down to be exhibited to one or two
  friends; my fame having spread in consequence of my late appearance。 I
  was praised; kissed; called a pretty dear; and extolled like a spoiled
  child; though Miss W。 did not fail to carry the intelligence; far and near;
  that Miss Monson's much…talked…of pocket…handkerchief was nothing
  after all but the THING Miss Halfacre had brought out the night of the
  day her father had stopped payment。 Some even began to nick…name
  me the insolvent pocket…handkerchief。
  I thought Julia sad; after her friends had all left her。 I lay neglected on a
  sofa; and the pretty girl's brow became thoughtful。 Of a sudden she was
  aroused from a brown studyreflective mood; perhaps; would be a
  more select phraseby the unexpected appearance of young Thurston。
  There was a sort of 〃Ah! have I caught you alone!〃 expression about
  this adventurer's eye; even while he was making his bow; that struck
  me。 I looked for great events; nor was I altogether disappointed。 In one
  minute he was seated at Julia's side; on the same sofa; and within two
  feet of her; in two more he had brought in play his usual tricks of
  flattery。 My mistress listened languidly; and yet not altogether without
  interest。 She was piqued at Betts Shoreham's indifference; had known
  her present admirer several months; if dancing in the same set can be
  called KNOWING; and had never been made love to before; at least
  in a manner so direct and unequivocal。 The young man had tact enough
  to discover that he had an advantage; and fearful that some one might
  come in and interrupt the tete a tete; he magnanimously resolved to
  throw all on a single cast; and come to the point at once。
  〃I think; Miss Monson;〃 he continued; after a very beautiful specimen of
  rigmarole in the way of love…making; a rigmarole that might have very
  fairly figured in an editor's law and logic; after he had been beaten in a
  libel suit; ''I think; Miss Monson; you cannot have overlooked the
  VERY particular attentions I have endeavored to pay you; ever since I
  have been so fortunate as to have made your acquaintance?〃
  〃I!Upon my word; Mr。 Thurston; I am not at all conscious of having
  been the object of any such attentions!〃
  〃No?That is ever the way with the innocent and single…minded! This is
  what we sincere and diffident men have to contend with in affairs of the
  heart。 Our bosoms may be torn with ten thousand distracting cares; and
  yet the modesty of a truly virtuous female heart shall be so absorbed in
  its own placid serenity as to be indifferent to the pangs it is
  unconsciously inflicting!〃
  〃Mr。 Thurston; your language is stronganda littlea little
  unintelligible。〃
  〃I dare sayma'amI never expect to be intelligible again。 When the
  'heart is oppressed with unutterable anguish; condemned to conceal that
  passion which is at once the torment and delight of life'when 'his lip;
  the ruby harbinger of joy; lies pale and cold; the miserable appendage
  of a mang' that is; Miss Monson; I mean to say; when all our faculties
  are engrossed by one dear object we are often incoherent and
  mysterious; as a matter of course。〃
  Tom Thurston came very near wrecking himself on the quicksands of
  the romantic school。 He had begun to quote from a speech delivered by
  Gouverneur Morris; on the right of deposit at New Orleans; and which
  he had spoken at college; and was near getting into a part of the subject
  that might not have been so apposite; but retreated in time。 By way of
  climax; the lover laid his hand on me; and raised me to his eyes in an
  abstracted manner; as if unconscious of what he was doing; and wanted
  to brush away a tear。
  {Gouverneur Morris = American Federalist leader and diplomat (1752…
  1816)a 1795 American treaty with Spain granted the United States
  the right of navigation on the Mississippi River and to deposit goods at
  New Orleans without paying customs duties}
  〃What a confounded rich old fellow the father must be;〃 thought Tom;
  〃to give her such pocket…handkerchiefs!〃
  I felt like a wren that escapes from the hawk when the rogue laid me
  down。
  Alas! Poor Julia was the dupe of all this acting。 Totally unpracticed
  herself; abandoned by the usages of the society in which she had been
  educated very much to the artifices of any fortune…hunter; and vexed
  with Betts Shoreham; she was in the worst possible frame of mind to
  resist such eloquence and love。 She had seen Tom at all the balls in the
  best houses; found no fault with his exterior and manners; both of which
  were fashionable and showy; and now discovered that he had a most
  sympathetic heart; over which; unknown to herself; she had obtained a
  very unlimited control。
  〃You do not answer me; Miss Monson;〃 continued Tom peeping out at
  one side of me; for I was still at his eyes〃you do not answer me; cruel;
  inexorable girl!〃
  〃What WOULD you have me say; Mr。 Thurston?〃
  〃Say YES; dearest; loveliest; most perfect being of the whole human
  family。〃
  〃YES; then; if that will relieve your mind; it is a relief very easily
  bestowed。〃
  Now; Tom Thurston was as skilled in a fortune…hunter's wiles as
  Napoleon was in military strategy。 He saw he had obtained an immense
  advantage for the future; and he forbore to press the matter any further
  at the moment。 The 〃yes〃 had been uttered more in pleasantry than with
  any other feeling; but; by holding it in reserve; presuming on it gr