第 37 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-03-08 19:21      字数:9322
  same floor; there lived a man of law who pursued his business
  elsewhere; and used those chambers as his place of residence。  For
  three or four years; Parkle rather knew of him than knew him; but
  after that … for Englishmen … short pause of consideration; they
  began to speak。  Parkle exchanged words with him in his private
  character only; and knew nothing of his business ways; or means。
  He was a man a good deal about town; but always alone。  We used to
  remark to one another; that although we often encountered him in
  theatres; concert…rooms; and similar public places; he was always
  alone。  Yet he was not a gloomy man; and was of a decidedly
  conversational turn; insomuch that he would sometimes of an evening
  lounge with a cigar in his mouth; half in and half out of Parkle's
  rooms; and discuss the topics of the day by the hour。  He used to
  hint on these occasions that he had four faults to find with life;
  firstly; that it obliged a man to be always winding up his watch;
  secondly; that London was too small; thirdly; that it therefore
  wanted variety; fourthly; that there was too much dust in it。
  There was so much dust in his own faded chambers; certainly; that
  they reminded me of a sepulchre; furnished in prophetic
  anticipation of the present time; which had newly been brought to
  light; after having remained buried a few thousand years。  One dry;
  hot autumn evening at twilight; this man; being then five years
  turned of fifty; looked in upon Parkle in his usual lounging way;
  with his cigar in his mouth as usual; and said; 'I am going out of
  town。'  As he never went out of town; Parkle said; 'Oh indeed!  At
  last?'  'Yes;' says he; 'at last。  For what is a man to do?  London
  is so small!  If you go West; you come to Hounslow。  If you go
  East; you come to Bow。  If you go South; there's Brixton or
  Norwood。  If you go North; you can't get rid of Barnet。  Then; the
  monotony of all the streets; streets; streets … and of all the
  roads; roads; roads … and the dust; dust; dust!'  When he had said
  this; he wished Parkle a good evening; but came back again and
  said; with his watch in his hand; 'Oh; I really cannot go on
  winding up this watch over and over again; I wish you would take
  care of it。'  So; Parkle laughed and consented; and the man went
  out of town。  The man remained out of town so long; that his
  letter…box became choked; and no more letters could be got into it;
  and they began to be left at the lodge and to accumulate there。  At
  last the head…porter decided; on conference with the steward; to
  use his master…key and look into the chambers; and give them the
  benefit of a whiff of air。  Then; it was found that he had hanged
  himself to his bedstead; and had left this written memorandum:  'I
  should prefer to be cut down by my neighbour and friend (if he will
  allow me to call him so); H。 Parkle; Esq。'  This was an end of
  Parkle's occupancy of chambers。  He went into lodgings immediately。
  Third。  While Parkle lived in Gray's Inn; and I myself was
  uncommercially preparing for the Bar … which is done; as everybody
  knows; by having a frayed old gown put on in a pantry by an old
  woman in a chronic state of Saint Anthony's fire and dropsy; and;
  so decorated; bolting a bad dinner in a party of four; whereof each
  individual mistrusts the other three … I say; while these things
  were; there was a certain elderly gentleman who lived in a court of
  the Temple; and was a great judge and lover of port wine。  Every
  day he dined at his club and drank his bottle or two of port wine;
  and every night came home to the Temple and went to bed in his
  lonely chambers。  This had gone on many years without variation;
  when one night he had a fit on coming home; and fell and cut his
  head deep; but partly recovered and groped about in the dark to
  find the door。  When he was afterwards discovered; dead; it was
  clearly established by the marks of his hands about the room that
  he must have done so。  Now; this chanced on the night of Christmas
  Eve; and over him lived a young fellow who had sisters and young
  country friends; and who gave them a little party that night; in
  the course of which they played at Blindman's Buff。  They played
  that game; for their greater sport; by the light of the fire only;
  and once; when they were all quietly rustling and stealing about;
  and the blindman was trying to pick out the prettiest sister (for
  which I am far from blaming him); somebody cried; Hark!  The man
  below must be playing Blindman's Buff by himself to…night!  They
  listened; and they heard sounds of some one falling about and
  stumbling against furniture; and they all laughed at the conceit;
  and went on with their play; more light…hearted and merry than
  ever。  Thus; those two so different games of life and death were
  played out together; blindfolded; in the two sets of chambers。
  Such are the occurrences; which; coming to my knowledge; imbued me
  long ago with a strong sense of the loneliness of chambers。  There
  was a fantastic illustration to much the same purpose implicitly
  believed by a strange sort of man now dead; whom I knew when I had
  not quite arrived at legal years of discretion; though I was
  already in the uncommercial line。
  This was a man who; though not more than thirty; had seen the world
  in divers irreconcilable capacities … had been an officer in a
  South American regiment among other odd things … but had not
  achieved much in any way of life; and was in debt; and in hiding。
  He occupied chambers of the dreariest nature in Lyons Inn; his
  name; however; was not up on the door; or door…post; but in lieu of
  it stood the name of a friend who had died in the chambers; and had
  given him the furniture。  The story arose out of the furniture; and
  was to this effect:… Let the former holder of the chambers; whose
  name was still upon the door and door…post; be Mr。 Testator。
  Mr。 Testator took a set of chambers in Lyons Inn when he had but
  very scanty furniture for his bedroom; and none for his sitting…
  room。  He had lived some wintry months in this condition; and had
  found it very bare and cold。  One night; past midnight; when he sat
  writing and still had writing to do that must be done before he
  went to bed; he found himself out of coals。  He had coals down…
  stairs; but had never been to his cellar; however the cellar…key
  was on his mantelshelf; and if he went down and opened the cellar
  it fitted; he might fairly assume the coals in that cellar to be
  his。  As to his laundress; she lived among the coal…waggons and
  Thames watermen … for there were Thames watermen at that time … in
  some unknown rat…hole by the river; down lanes and alleys on the
  other side of the Strand。  As to any other person to meet him or
  obstruct him; Lyons Inn was dreaming; drunk; maudlin; moody;
  betting; brooding over bill…discounting or renewing … asleep or
  awake; minding its own affairs。  Mr。 Testator took his coal…scuttle
  in one hand; his candle and key in the other; and descended to the
  dismallest underground dens of Lyons Inn; where the late vehicles
  in the streets became thunderous; and all the water…pipes in the
  neighbourhood seemed to have Macbeth's Amen sticking in their
  throats; and to be trying to get it out。  After groping here and
  there among low doors to no purpose; Mr。 Testator at length came to
  a door with a rusty padlock which his key fitted。  Getting the door
  open with much trouble; and looking in; he found; no coals; but a
  confused pile of furniture。  Alarmed by this intrusion on another
  man's property; he locked the door again; found his own cellar;
  filled his scuttle; and returned up…stairs。
  But the furniture he had seen; ran on castors across and across Mr。
  Testator's mind incessantly; when; in the chill hour of five in the
  morning; he got to bed。  He particularly wanted a table to write
  at; and a table expressly made to be written at; had been the piece
  of furniture in the foreground of the heap。  When his laundress
  emerged from her burrow in the morning to make his kettle boil; he
  artfully led up to the subject of cellars and furniture; but the
  two ideas had evidently no connexion in her mind。  When she left
  him; and he sat at his breakfast; thinking about the furniture; he
  recalled the rusty state of the padlock; and inferred that the
  furniture must have been stored in the cellars for a long time …
  was perhaps forgotten … owner dead; perhaps?  After thinking it
  over; a few days; in the course of which he could pump nothing out
  of Lyons Inn about the furniture; he became desperate; and resolved
  to borrow that table。  He did so; that night。  He had not had the
  table long; when he determined to borrow an easy…chair; he had not
  had that long; when he made up his mind to borrow a bookcase; then;
  a couch; then; a carpet and rug。  By that time; he felt he was 'in
  furniture stepped in so far;' as that it could be no worse to
  borrow it all。  Consequently; he borrowed it all; and locked u