第 6 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-03-08 19:21      字数:9322
  of repressing and saving her strength; as she stood with her hands
  folded before her; and her eyes slowly rolling; biding her time for
  catching or holding somebody。  This civil personage (in whom I
  regretted to identify a reduced member of my honourable friend Mrs。
  Gamp's family) said; 'They has 'em continiwal; sir。  They drops
  without no more notice than if they was coach…horses dropped from
  the moon; sir。  And when one drops; another drops; and sometimes
  there'll be as many as four or five on 'em at once; dear me; a
  rolling and a tearin'; bless you! … this young woman; now; has 'em
  dreadful bad。'
  She turned up this young woman's face with her hand as she said it。
  This young woman was seated on the floor; pondering in the
  foreground of the afflicted。  There was nothing repellent either in
  her face or head。  Many; apparently worse; varieties of epilepsy
  and hysteria were about her; but she was said to be the worst here。
  When I had spoken to her a little; she still sat with her face
  turned up; pondering; and a gleam of the mid…day sun shone in upon
  her。
  … Whether this young woman; and the rest of these so sorely
  troubled; as they sit or lie pondering in their confused dull way;
  ever get mental glimpses among the motes in the sunlight; of
  healthy people and healthy things?  Whether this young woman;
  brooding like this in the summer season; ever thinks that somewhere
  there are trees and flowers; even mountains and the great sea?
  Whether; not to go so far; this young woman ever has any dim
  revelation of that young woman … that young woman who is not here
  and never will come here; who is courted; and caressed; and loved;
  and has a husband; and bears children; and lives in a home; and who
  never knows what it is to have this lashing and tearing coming upon
  her?  And whether this young woman; God help her; gives herself up
  then and drops like a coach…horse from the moon?
  I hardly knew whether the voices of infant children; penetrating
  into so hopeless a place; made a sound that was pleasant or painful
  to me。  It was something to be reminded that the weary world was
  not all aweary; and was ever renewing itself; but; this young woman
  was a child not long ago; and a child not long hence might be such
  as she。  Howbeit; the active step and eye of the vigilant matron
  conducted me past the two provincial gentlewomen (whose dignity was
  ruffled by the children); and into the adjacent nursery。
  There were many babies here; and more than one handsome young
  mother。  There were ugly young mothers also; and sullen young
  mothers; and callous young mothers。  But; the babies had not
  appropriated to themselves any bad expression yet; and might have
  been; for anything that appeared to the contrary in their soft
  faces; Princes Imperial; and Princesses Royal。  I had the pleasure
  of giving a poetical commission to the baker's man to make a cake
  with all despatch and toss it into the oven for one red…headed
  young pauper and myself; and felt much the better for it。  Without
  that refreshment; I doubt if I should have been in a condition for
  'the Refractories;' towards whom my quick little matron … for whose
  adaptation to her office I had by this time conceived a genuine
  respect … drew me next; and marshalled me the way that I was going。
  The Refractories were picking oakum; in a small room giving on a
  yard。  They sat in line on a form; with their backs to a window;
  before them; a table; and their work。  The oldest Refractory was;
  say twenty; youngest Refractory; say sixteen。  I have never yet
  ascertained in the course of my uncommercial travels; why a
  Refractory habit should affect the tonsils and uvula; but; I have
  always observed that Refractories of both sexes and every grade;
  between a Ragged School and the Old Bailey; have one voice; in
  which the tonsils and uvula gain a diseased ascendency。
  'Five pound indeed!  I hain't a going fur to pick five pound;' said
  the Chief of the Refractories; keeping time to herself with her
  head and chin。  'More than enough to pick what we picks now; in
  sich a place as this; and on wot we gets here!'
  (This was in acknowledgment of a delicate intimation that the
  amount of work was likely to be increased。  It certainly was not
  heavy then; for one Refractory had already done her day's task … it
  was barely two o'clock … and was sitting behind it; with a head
  exactly matching it。)
  'A pretty Ouse this is; matron; ain't it?' said Refractory Two;
  'where a pleeseman's called in; if a gal says a word!'
  'And wen you're sent to prison for nothink or less!' said the
  Chief; tugging at her oakum as if it were the matron's hair。  'But
  any place is better than this; that's one thing; and be thankful!'
  A laugh of Refractories led by Oakum Head with folded arms … who
  originated nothing; but who was in command of the skirmishers
  outside the conversation。
  'If any place is better than this;' said my brisk guide; in the
  calmest manner; 'it is a pity you left a good place when you had
  one。'
  'Ho; no; I didn't; matron;' returned the Chief; with another pull
  at her oakum; and a very expressive look at the enemy's forehead。
  'Don't say that; matron; cos it's lies!'
  Oakum Head brought up the skirmishers again; skirmished; and
  retired。
  'And I warn't a going;' exclaimed Refractory Two; 'though I was in
  one place for as long as four year … I warn't a going fur to stop
  in a place that warn't fit for me … there!  And where the family
  warn't 'spectable characters … there!  And where I fortunately or
  hunfort'nately; found that the people warn't what they pretended to
  make theirselves out to be … there!  And where it wasn't their
  faults; by chalks; if I warn't made bad and ruinated … Hah!'
  During this speech; Oakum Head had again made a diversion with the
  skirmishers; and had again withdrawn。
  The Uncommercial Traveller ventured to remark that he supposed
  Chief Refractory and Number One; to be the two young women who had
  been taken before the magistrate?
  'Yes!' said the Chief; 'we har! and the wonder is; that a pleeseman
  an't 'ad in now; and we took off agen。  You can't open your lips
  here; without a pleeseman。'
  Number Two laughed (very uvularly); and the skirmishers followed
  suit。
  'I'm sure I'd be thankful;' protested the Chief; looking sideways
  at the Uncommercial; 'if I could be got into a place; or got
  abroad。  I'm sick and tired of this precious Ouse; I am; with
  reason。'
  So would be; and so was; Number Two。  So would be; and so was;
  Oakum Head。  So would be; and so were; Skirmishers。
  The Uncommercial took the liberty of hinting that he hardly thought
  it probable that any lady or gentleman in want of a likely young
  domestic of retiring manners; would be tempted into the engagement
  of either of the two leading Refractories; on her own presentation
  of herself as per sample。
  'It ain't no good being nothink else here;' said the Chief。
  The Uncommercial thought it might be worth trying。
  'Oh no it ain't;' said the Chief。
  'Not a bit of good;' said Number Two。
  'And I'm sure I'd be very thankful to be got into a place; or got
  abroad;' said the Chief。
  'And so should I;' said Number Two。  'Truly thankful; I should。'
  Oakum Head then rose; and announced as an entirely new idea; the
  mention of which profound novelty might be naturally expected to
  startle her unprepared hearers; that she would be very thankful to
  be got into a place; or got abroad。  And; as if she had then said;
  'Chorus; ladies!' all the Skirmishers struck up to the same
  purpose。  We left them; thereupon; and began a long walk among the
  women who were simply old and infirm; but whenever; in the course
  of this same walk; I looked out of any high window that commanded
  the yard; I saw Oakum Head and all the other Refractories looking
  out at their low window for me; and never failing to catch me; the
  moment I showed my head。
  In ten minutes I had ceased to believe in such fables of a golden
  time as youth; the prime of life; or a hale old age。  In ten
  minutes; all the lights of womankind seemed to have been blown out;
  and nothing in that way to be left this vault to brag of; but the
  flickering and expiring snuffs。
  And what was very curious; was; that these dim old women had one
  company notion which was the fashion of the place。  Every old woman
  who became aware of a visitor and was not in bed hobbled over a
  form into her accustomed seat; and became one of a line of dim old
  women confronting another line of dim old women across a narrow
  table。  There was no obligation whatever upon them to range
  themselves in this way; it was their manner of 'receiving。'  As a
  rule; they made no attempt to talk to one another; or to look at
  the visitor; or to look at anything; but sat silently working their
  mouths; like a sort of poor old Cows。  In some of these wards; it
  was good to see a fe