第 5 节
作者:炒作      更新:2021-02-27 02:55      字数:9289
  children。  They had grown up big and vigorous; sturdy; handsome
  creatures; especially the two younger ones。  Diantha was good…looking
  enough。  Roscoe Warden thought her divinely beautiful。  But her young
  strength had been heavily taxed from childhood in that complex process
  known as 〃helping mother。〃  As a little child she had been of constant
  service in caring for the babies; and early developed such competence in
  the various arts of house work as filled her mother with fond pride; and
  even wrung from her father some grudging recognition。  That he did not
  value it more was because he expected such competence in women; all
  women; it was their natural field of ability; their duty as wives and
  mothers。  Also as daughters。  If they failed in it that was by illness
  or perversity。  If they succeededthat was a matter of course。
  He ate another of Diantha's excellent biscuits; his greyish…red whiskers
  slowly wagging; and continued to eye her disapprovingly。  She said
  nothing; but tried to eat; and tried still harder to make her heart go
  quietly; her cheeks keep cool; and her eyes dry。  Mrs。 Bell also strove
  to keep a cheerful countenance; urged food upon her family; even tried
  to open some topic of conversation; but her gentle words trailed off
  into unnoticed silence。
  Mr。 Bell ate until he was satisfied and betook himself to a comfortable
  chair by the lamp; where he unfolded the smart local paper and lit his
  pipe。  〃When you've got through with the dishes; Diantha;〃 he said
  coldly; 〃I'll hear about this proposition of yours。〃
  Diantha cleared the table; lowered the leaves; set it back against the
  wall; spreading the turkey…red cloth upon it。  She washed the
  dishes;her kettle long since boiling; scalded them; wiped them; set
  them in their places; washed out the towels; wiped the pan and hung it
  up; swiftly; accurately; and with a quietness that would have seemed
  incredible to any mistress of heavy…footed servants。  Then with
  heightened color and firm…set mouth; she took her place by the lamplit
  table and sat still。
  Her mother was patiently darning large socks with many holesa kind of
  work she specially disliked。  〃You'll have to get some new socks;
  Father;〃 she ventured; 〃these are pretty well gone。〃
  〃O they'll do a good while yet;〃 he replied; not looking at them。  〃I
  like your embroidery; my dear。〃
  That pleased her。  She did not like to embroider; but she did like to be
  praised。
  Diantha took some socks and set to work; red…checked and excited; but
  silent yet。  Her mother's needle trembled irregularly under and over;
  and a tear or two slid down her cheeks。
  Finally Mr。 Bell laid down his finished paper and his emptied pipe and
  said; 〃Now then。  Out with it。〃
  This was not a felicitious opening。  It is really astonishing how little
  diplomacy parents exhibit; how difficult they make it for the young to
  introduce a proposition。  There was nothing for it but a bald statement;
  so Diantha made it baldly。
  〃I have decided to leave home and go to work;〃 she said。
  〃Don't you have work enough to do at home?〃 he inquired; with the same
  air of quizzical superiority which had always annoyed her so intensely;
  even as a little child。
  She would cut short this form of discussion: 〃I am going away to earn my
  living。  I have given up school…teachingI don't like it; and; there
  isn't money enough in it。  I have planswhich will speak for themselves
  later。〃
  〃So;〃 said Mr。 Bell; 〃Plans all made; eh?  I suppose you've considered
  your Mother in these plans?〃
  〃I have;〃 said his daughter。  〃It is largely on her account that I'm
  going。〃
  〃You think it'll be good for your Mother's health to lose your
  assistance; do you?〃
  〃I know she'll miss me; but I haven't left the work on her shoulders。  I
  am going to pay for a girlto do the work I've done。  It won't cost you
  any more; Father; and you'll save somefor she'll do the washing too。
  You didn't object to Henderson's goingat eighteen。  You didn't object
  to Minnie's goingat seventeen。  Why should you object to my goingat
  twenty…one。〃
  〃I haven't objectedso far;〃 replied her father。  〃Have your plans also
  allowed for the affection and duty you owe your parents?〃
  〃I have done my dutyas well as I know how;〃 she answered。  〃Now I am
  twenty…one; and self…supportingand have a right to go。〃
  〃O yes。  You have a righta legal rightif that's what you base your
  idea of a child's duty on!  And while you're talking of rightshow
  about a parent's rights?  How about common gratitude!  How about what
  you owe to mefor all the care and pains and cost it's been to bring
  you up。  A child's a rather expensive investment these days。〃
  Diantha flushed。  she had expected this; and yet it struck her like a
  blow。  It was not the first time she had heard itthis claim of filial
  obligation。
  〃I have considered that position; Father。  I know you feel that
  wayyou've often made me feel it。  So I've been at some pains to work
  it outon a money basis。  Here is an accountas full as I could make
  it。〃  She handed him a paper covered with neat figures。  The totals read
  as follows:
  Miss Diantha Bell;
  To Mr。 Henderson R。 Bell; Dr。
  To medical and dental expenses 。 。 。 110。00
  To school expenses 。 。 。 76。00
  To clothing; in full 。 。 。 1;130。00
  To board and lodging at 3。00 a week 。 。 。 2;184。00
  To incidentals 。 。 。 100。00
  3。600。00
  He studied the various items carefully; stroking his beard; half in
  anger; half in unavoidable amusement。  Perhaps there was a tender
  feeling too; as he remembered that doctor's billthe first he ever
  paid; with the other; when she had scarlet fever; and saw the exact
  price of the high chair which had served all three of the children; but
  of which she magnanimously shouldered the whole expense。
  The clothing total was so large that it made him whistlehe knew he had
  never spent 1;130。00 on one girl's clothes。  But the items explained
  it。
  Materials; three years at an average of 10 a year 。 。 。 30。00
  Five years averaging 20 each year 。 。 。 100。00
  Five years averaging 30 each year 。 。 。 50。00
  Five years averaging 50 each year 。 。 。 250。00
  …
  530。00
  The rest was 〃Mother's labor; averaging twenty full days a year at 2 a
  day; 40 a year。  For fifteen years; 600。00。  Mother's laboron one
  child's; clothesfooting up to 600。00。  It looked strange to see cash
  value attached to that unfailing source of family comfort and advantage。
  The school expenses puzzled him a bit; for she had only gone to public
  schools; but she was counting books and slates and even pencilsit
  brought up evenings long passed by; the sewing wife; the studying
  children; the 〃Say; Father; I've got to have a new slatemine's broke!〃
  〃Broken; Dina;〃 her Mother would gently correct; while he demanded; 〃How
  did you break it?〃 and scolded her for her careless tomboy ways。
  Slatesthree; 1。50they were all down。  And slates didn't cost so
  much come to think of it; even the red…edged ones; wound with black;
  that she always wanted。
  Board and lodging was put low; at 3。00 per week; but the items had a
  footnote as to house…rent in the country; and food raised on the farm。
  Yes; he guessed that was a full rate for the plain food and bare little
  bedroom they always had。
  〃It's what Aunt Esther paid the winter she was here;〃 said Diantha。
  Circusesthree 。 。 。 1。50
  Share in melodeon 。 。 。 50。00
  Yes; she was one of five to use and enjoy it。
  Music lessons 。 。 。 30。00
  And quite a large margin left here; called miscellaneous; which he
  smiled to observe made just an even figure; and suspected she had put in
  for that purpose as well as from generosity。
  〃This board account looks kind of funny;〃 he said〃only fourteen years
  of it!〃
  〃I didn't take table…boardnor a roomthe first yearnor much the
  second。  I've allowed 1。00 a week for that; and 2。00 for the
  thirdthat takes out two; you see。  Then it's 156 a year till I was
  fourteen and earned board and wages; two more years at 156and I've
  paid since I was seventeen; you know。〃
  〃WellI guess you didI guess you did。〃  He grinned genially。  〃Yes;〃
  he continued slowly; 〃I guess that's a fair enough account。  'Cording to
  this; you owe me 3;600。00; young woman!  I didn't think it cost that
  much to raise a girl。〃
  〃I know it;〃 said she。  〃But here's the other side。〃
  It was the other side。  He had never once thought of such a side to the
  case。  This account was as clear and honest as the first and full of
  exasperating detail。  She laid before him the second sheet of figures
  and watched while he read; explaining hurriedly:
  〃It was a clear expense for ten yearsnot counting help with the
  babies。  Then I began to do housework regularlywhen I was ten or
  eleven; two hours a day; three when I was twelve and thirteenreal work
  you'd have had to pay for; and I've only put it at ten cents an hour。
  When Mother was sick the year I was fourteen; and I did it all but the
  washingall a servant would have done for 3。00 a week。  Ever since
  then I have done three hours a day outside of school; full grown work
  now; at twenty cents an hour。  That's what we have to pay here; you
  know。〃
  Thus it mounted up:
  Mr。 Henderson R。 Bell;
  To Miss Diantha