第 15 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-27 02:50      字数:9322
  concern of masculine Excelsior in the charms of womankind。  The
  few female figures about at that hour; or visible at window or
  veranda; received his marked attention; he respectfully followed
  the two auburn…haired daughters of Deacon Johnson on their way to
  choir meeting to the door of the church。  Not content with that
  act of discreet gallantry; after they had entered he managed to
  slip unperceived behind them。
  The memorial of the Excelsior gamblers' generosity was a modern
  building; large and pretentious; for even Mr。 Wynn's popularity;
  and had been good…humoredly known; in the characteristic language
  of the generous donors; as one of the 〃biggest religious bluffs〃
  on record。  Its groined rafters; which were so new and spicy that
  they still suggested their native forest aisles; seldom covered
  more than a hundred devotees; and in the rambling choir; with its
  bare space for the future organ; the few choristers; gathered
  round a small harmonium; were lost in the deepening shadow of
  that summer evening。  The muleteer remained hidden in the
  obscurity of the vestibule。  After a few moments' desultory
  conversation; in which it appeared that the unexpected absence of
  Miss Nellie Wynn; their leader; would prevent their practicing;
  the choristers withdrew。  The stranger; who had listened eagerly;
  drew back in the darkness as they passed out; and remained for a
  few moments a vague and motionless figure in the silent church。
  Then coming cautiously to the window; the flapping broad…brimmed
  hat was put aside; and the faint light of the dying day shone in
  the black eyes of Teresa!  Despite her face; darkened with dye
  and disfigured with dust; the matted hair piled and twisted
  around her head; the strange dress and boyish figure; one swift
  glance from under her raised lashes betrayed her identity。
  She turned aside mechanically into the first pew; picked up and
  opened a hymn…book。  Her eyes became riveted on a name written on
  the title…page; 〃Nellie Wynn。〃  HER name; and HER book。  The
  instinct that had guided her here was right; the slight gossip of
  her fellow…passengers was right; this was the clergyman's
  daughter; whose praise filled all mouths。  This was the unknown
  girl the stranger was seeking; but who in turn perhaps had been
  seeking Lowthe girl who absorbed his fancythe secret of his
  absences; his preoccupation; his coldness!  This was the girl
  whom to see; perhaps in his arms; she was now periling her
  liberty and her life unknown to him!  A slight odor; some faint
  perfume of its owner; came from the book; it was the same she had
  noticed in the dress Low had given her。  She flung the volume to
  the ground; and; throwing her arms over the back of the pew
  before her; buried her face in her hands。
  In that light and attitude she might have seemed some rapt
  acolyte abandoned to self…communion。  But whatever yearning her
  soul might have had for higher sympathy or deeper consolation; I
  fear that the spiritual Tabernacle of Excelsior and the Reverend
  Mr。 Wynn did not meet that requirement。  She only felt the dry;
  oven…like heat of that vast shell; empty of sentiment and beauty;
  hollow in its pretense and dreary in its desolation。  She only
  saw in it a chief altar for the glorification of this girl who
  had absorbed even the pure worship of her companion; and
  converted and degraded his sublime paganism to her petty creed。
  With a woman's withering contempt for her own art displayed in
  another woman; she thought how she herself could have touched him
  with the peace that the majesty of their woodland aislesso
  unlike this pillared shamhad taught her own passionate heart;
  had she but dared。  Mingling with this imperfect theology; she
  felt she could have proved to him also that a brunette and a
  woman of her experience was better than an immature blonde。  She
  began to loathe herself for coming hither; and dreaded to meet
  his face。  Here a sudden thought struck her。  What if he had not
  come here?  What if she had been mistaken?  What if her rash
  interpretation of his absence from the wood that night was simple
  madness?  What if he should returnif he had already returned?
  She rose to her feet; whitening yet joyful with the thought。  She
  could return at once; what was the girl to her now?  Yet there
  was time to satisfy herself if he were at HER house。  She had
  been told where it was; she could find it in the dark; an open
  door or window would betray some sign or sound of the occupants。
  She rose; replaced her hat over her eyes; knotted her flaunting
  scarf around her throat; groped her way to the door; and glided
  into the outer darkness。
  CHAPTER VII
  It was quite dark when Mr。 Jack Brace stopped before Father
  Wynn's open door。  The windows were also invitingly open to the
  wayfarer; as were the pastoral counsels of Father Wynn; delivered
  to some favored guest within; in a tone of voice loud enough for
  a pulpit。  Jack Brace paused。  The visitor was the convalescent
  sheriff; Jim Dunn; who had publicly commemorated his recovery by
  making his first call upon the father of his inamorata。  The
  Reverend Mr。 Wynn had been expatiating upon the unremitting heat
  of a possible precursor of forest fires; and exhibiting some
  catholic knowledge of the designs of a Deity in that regard; and
  what should be the policy of the Legislature; when Mr。 Brace
  concluded to enter。  Mr。 Wynn and the wounded man; who occupied
  an arm…chair by the window; were the only occupants of the room。
  But in spite of the former's ostentatious greeting; Brace could
  see that his visit was inopportune and unwelcome。  The sheriff
  nodded a quick; impatient recognition; which; had it not been
  accompanied by an anathema on the heat; might have been taken as
  a personal insult。  Neither spoke of Miss Nellie; although it was
  patent to Brace that they were momentarily expecting her。  All of
  which went far to strengthen a certain wavering purpose in his
  mind。
  〃Ah; ha! strong language; Mr。 Dunn;〃 said Father Wynn; referring
  to the sheriff's adjuration; 〃but 'out of the fullness of the
  heart the mouth speaketh。'  Job; sir; cursed; we are told; and
  even expressed himself in vigorous Hebrew regarding his birthday。
  Ha; ha!  I'm not opposed to that。  When I have often wrestled
  with the spirit I confess I have sometimes said; 'Dn you。'
  Yes; sir; 'Dn you。'〃
  There was something so unutterably vile in the reverend
  gentleman's utterance and emphasis of this oath that the two men;
  albeit both easy and facile blasphemers; felt shocked; as the
  purest of actresses is apt to overdo the rakishness of a gay
  Lothario; Father Wynn's immaculate conception of an imprecation
  was something terrible。  But he added; 〃The law ought to
  interfere with the reckless use of camp…fires in the woods in
  such weather by packers and prospectors。〃
  〃It isn't so much the work of white men;〃 broke in Brace; 〃as it
  is of Greasers; Chinamen; and Diggers; especially Diggers。
  There's that blasted Low; ranges the whole Carquinez Woods as if
  they were his。  I reckon he ain't particular just where he throws
  his matches。〃
  〃But he's not a Digger; he's a Cherokee; and only a half…breed at
  that;〃 interpolated Wynn。  〃Unless;〃 he added; with the artful
  suggestion of the betrayed trust of a too credulous Christian;
  〃he deceived me in this as in other things。〃
  In what other things Low had deceived him he did not say; but; to
  the astonishment of both men; Dunn growled a dissent to Brace's
  proposition。  Either from some secret irritation with that
  possible rival; or impatience at the prolonged absence of Nellie;
  he had 〃had enough of that sort of hog…wash ladled out to him for
  genuine liquor。〃  As to the Carquinez Woods; he 'Dunn' 〃didn't
  know why Low hadn't as much right there as if he'd grabbed it
  under a preemption law and didn't live there。〃  With this hint at
  certain speculations of Father Wynn in public lands for a
  homestead; he added that 〃If they 'Brace and Wynn' could bring
  him along any older American settler than an Indian; they might
  rake down his 'Dunn's' pile。〃  Unprepared for this turn in the
  conversation; Wynn hastened to explain that he did not refer to
  the pure aborigine; whose gradual extinction no one regretted
  more than himself; but to the mongrel; who inherited only the
  vices of civilization。  〃There should be a law; sir; against the
  mingling of races。  There are men; sir; who violate the laws of
  the Most High by living with Indian womensquaw men; sir; as
  they are called。〃
  Dunn rose with a face livid with weakness and passion。  〃Who
  dares say that?  They are a dd sight better than sneaking
  Northern Abolitionists; who married their daughters to buck
  niggers like〃  But a spasm of pain withheld this Parthian shot
  at the politics of his two companions; and he sank back
  helplessly in his chair。
  An awkward silence ensued。  The three men looked at each other in
  embarrassment and confusion。  Dunn felt that he had given way to
  a gratuitous passion; Wynn had a vague presentiment that he had
  said something that imperiled his daughter's prospects; and Brace
  was divided between an angry retort and the secret purpose
  already alluded to。
  〃It's all the blasted heat;〃 said Dunn; with a forced sm