第 11 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-27 02:50      字数:9322
  seen her even smile other than bitterly。  Characteristically
  unconscious of any humor in her error; he remained unembarrassed。
  But he could not help noticing a change in the expression of her
  face; her voice; and even her intonation。  It seemed as if that
  fit of laughter had loosed the last ties that bound her to a
  self…imposed character; had swept away the last barrier between
  her and her healthier nature; had dispossessed a painful
  unreality; and relieved the morbid tension of a purely nervous
  attitude。  The change in her utterance and the resumption of her
  softer Spanish accent seemed to have come with her confidences;
  and Low took leave of her before their sylvan cabin with a
  comrade's heartiness; and a complete forgetfulness that her voice
  had ever irritated him。
  When he returned that afternoon he was startled to find the cabin
  empty。  But instead of bearing any appearance of disturbance or
  hurried flight; the rude interior seemed to have magically
  assumed a decorous order and cleanliness unknown before。  Fresh
  bark hid the inequalities of the floor。  The skins and blankets
  were folded in the corners; the rude shelves were carefully
  arranged; even a few tall ferns and bright but quickly fading
  flowers were disposed around the blackened chimney。  She had
  evidently availed herself of the change of clothing he had
  brought her; for her late garments were hanging from the hastily…
  devised wooden pegs driven in the wall。  The young man gazed
  around him with mixed feelings of gratification and uneasiness。
  His presence had been dispossessed in a single hour; his ten
  years of lonely habitation had left no trace that this woman had
  not effaced with a deft move of her hand。  More than that; it
  looked as if she had always occupied it; and it was with a
  singular conviction that even when she should occupy it no longer
  it would only revert to him as her dwelling that he dropped the
  bark shutters athwart the opening; and left it to follow her。
  To his quick ear; fine eye; and abnormal senses; this was easy
  enough。  She had gone in the direction of this morning's camp。
  Once or twice he paused with a half…gesture of recognition and a
  characteristic 〃Good!〃 at the place where she had stopped; but
  was surprised to find that her main course had been as direct as
  his own。  Deviating from this direct line with Indian precaution;
  he first made a circuit of the camp; and approached the shattered
  trunk from the opposite direction。  He consequently came upon
  Teresa unawares。  But the momentary astonishment and
  embarrassment were his alone。
  He scarcely recognized her。  She was wearing the garments he had
  brought her the day beforea certain discarded gown of Miss
  Nellie Wynn; which he had hurriedly begged from her under the
  pretext of clothing the wife of a distressed overland emigrant
  then on the way to the mines。  Although he had satisfied his
  conscience with the intention of confessing the pious fraud to
  her when Teresa was gone and safe from pursuit; it was not
  without a sense of remorse that he witnessed the sacrilegious
  transformation。  The two women were nearly the same height and
  size; and although Teresa's maturer figure accented the outlines
  more strongly; it was still becoming enough to increase his
  irritation。
  Of this becomingness she was doubtless unaware at the moment that
  he surprised her。  She was conscious of having 〃a change;〃 and
  this had emboldened her to 〃do her hair〃 and otherwise compose
  herself。  After their greeting she was the first to allude to the
  dress; regretting that it was not more of a rough disguise; and
  that; as she must now discard the national habit of wearing her
  shawl 〃manta〃 fashion over her head; she wanted a hat。  〃But you
  must not;〃 she said; 〃borrow any more dresses for me from your
  young woman。  Buy them for me at some shop。  They left me enough
  money for that。〃  Low gently put aside the few pieces of gold she
  had drawn from her pocket; and briefly reminded her of the
  suspicion such a purchase by him would produce。  〃That's so;〃 she
  said; with a laugh。  〃Caramba! what a mule I'm becoming!  Ah!
  wait a moment。  I have it!  Buy me a common felt hata man's
  hatas if for yourself; as a change to that animal;〃 pointing to
  the fox…tailed cap he wore summer and winter; 〃and I'll show you
  a trick。  I haven't run a theatrical wardrobe for nothing。〃  Nor
  had she; for the hat thus procured; a few days later; became; by
  the aid of a silk handkerchief and a bluejay's feather; a
  fascinating 〃pork pie。〃
  Whatever cause of annoyance to Low still lingered in Teresa's
  dress; it was soon forgotten in a palpable evidence of Teresa's
  value as a botanical assistant。  It appeared that during the
  afternoon she had not only duplicated his specimens; but had
  discoverd one or two rare plants as yet unclassified in the flora
  of the Carquinez Woods。  He was delighted; and in turn; over the
  campfire; yielded up some details of his present life and some of
  his earlier recollections。
  〃You don't remember anything of your father?〃 she asked。  〃Did he
  ever try to seek you out?〃
  〃No!  Why should he?〃 replied the imperturbable Low; 〃he was not
  a Cherokee。〃
  〃No; he was a beast;〃 responded Teresa promptly。  〃And your
  motherdo you remember her?〃
  〃No; I think she died。〃
  〃You THINK she died?  Don't you know?〃
  〃No!〃
  〃Then you're another!〃 said Teresa。  Notwithstanding this
  frankness; they shook hands for the night: Teresa nestling like a
  rabbit in a hollow by the side of the campfire; Low with his feet
  towards it; Indian…wise; and his head and shoulders pillowed on
  his haversack; only half distinguishable in the darkness beyond。
  With such trivial details three uneventful days slipped by。
  Their retreat was undisturbed; nor could Low detect; by the least
  evidence to his acute perceptive faculties; that any intruding
  feet had since crossed the belt of shade。  The echoes of passing
  events at Indian Spring had recorded the escape of Teresa as
  occurring at a remote and purely imaginative distance; and her
  probable direction the county of Yolo。
  〃Can you remember;〃 he one day asked her; 〃what time it was when
  you cut the riata and got away?〃
  Teresa pressed her hands upon her eyes and temples。
  〃About three; I reckon。〃
  〃And you were here at seven; you could have covered some ground
  in four hours?〃
  〃PerhapsI don't know;〃 she said; her voice taking up its old
  quality again。  〃Don't ask meI ran all the way。〃
  Her face was quite pale as she removed her hands from her eyes;
  and her breath came as quickly as if she had just finished that
  race for life。
  〃Then you think I am safe here?〃 she added; after a pause。
  〃Perfectlyuntil they find you are NOT in Yolo。  Then they'll
  look here。  And THAT'S the time for you to go THERE。〃  Teresa
  smiled timidly。
  〃It will take them some time to search Yolounless;〃 she added;
  〃you're tired of me here。〃  The charming non sequitur did not;
  however; seem to strike the young man。  〃I've got time yet to
  find a few more plants for you;〃 she suggested。
  〃Oh; certainly!〃
  〃And give you a few more lessons in cooking。〃
  〃Perhaps。〃
  The conscientious and literal Low was beginning to doubt if she
  were really practical。  How otherwise could she trifle with such
  a situation?
  It must be confessed that that day and the next she did trifle
  with it。  She gave herself up to a grave and delicious languor
  that seemed to flow from shadow and silence and permeate her
  entire being。  She passed hours in a thoughtful repose of mind
  and spirit that seemed to fall like balm from those steadfast
  guardians; and distill their gentle ether in her soul; or
  breathed into her listening ear immunity from the forgotten past;
  and security for the present。  If there was no dream of the
  future in this calm; even recurrence of placid existence; so much
  the better。  The simple details of each succeeding day; the
  quaint housekeeping; the brief companionship and coming and going
  of her young hosthimself at best a crystallized personification
  of the sedate and hospitable woodssatisfied her feeble
  cravings。  She no longer regretted the inferior position that her
  fears had obliged her to take the first night she came; she began
  to look up to this young manso much younger than herself
  without knowing what it meant; it was not until she found that
  this attitude did not detract from his picturesqueness that she
  discovered herself seeking for reasons to degrade him from this
  seductive eminence。
  A week had elapsed with little change。  On two days he had been
  absent all day; returning only in time to sup in the hollow tree;
  which; thanks to the final removal of the dead bear from its
  vicinity; was now considered a safer retreat than the exposed
  camp…fire。  On the first of these occasions she received him with
  some preoccupation; paying but little heed to the scant gossip he
  brought from Indian Spring; and retiring early under the plea of
  fatigue; that he might seek his own distant camp…fire; which;
  thanks to her stronger nerves and regained courage; she no longer
  required so near。  On the second occasion; he found her writing a
  letter more or less blotted with her tears。  When it was
  finished