第 6 节
作者:赖赖      更新:2021-02-27 02:48      字数:9322
  and there the naked back; and filled the empty belly; and holpen many; and
  men   would   have   spoken   well   of   thee;  and   of   thyself  thou   hadst   thought
  well; and all this hast thou lost for lack of a word here and there to some
  great man; and a little winking of the eyes amidst murder and wrong and
  unruth;   and   now  thou   art   nought   and   helpless;   and   the   hemp   for   thee   is
  sown   and   grown   and   heckled   and   spun;   and   lo   there;   the   rope   for   thy
  gallows…tree!all for nought; for nought。
  〃Forsooth; my friends; thus I thought and sorrowed in my feebleness
  that I had not been a traitor to the Fellowship of the Church; for e'en so
  evil was my foolish imagination。
  〃Yet; forsooth; as I fell a…pondering over all the comfort and help that I
  might have been and that I might have had; if I had been but a little of a
  trembling cur to creep and crawl before abbot and bishop and baron and
  bailiff;   came   the   thought   over   me   of   the   evil   of   the   world   wherewith   I;
  John Ball; the rascal hedge…priest; had fought and striven in the Fellowship
  of the saints in heaven and poor men upon earth。
  〃Yea; forsooth; once again I saw as of old; the great treading down
  the little; and the strong beating down the weak; and cruel men fearing not;
  and   kind   men   daring   not;   and   wise   men   caring   not;   and   the   saints   in
  heaven   forbearing   and   yet   bidding   me   not   to   forbear;   forsooth;   I   knew
  once more that he who doeth well in fellowship; and because of fellowship;
  shall not fail though he seem to fail to…day; but in days hereafter shall he
  and his work yet be alive; and men be holpen by them to strive again and
  yet again; and yet indeed even that was little; since; forsooth; to strive was
  my pleasure and my life。
  〃So I became a man once more; and I rose up to my feet and went up
  and   down   my   prison   what   I   could   for   my   hopples;   and   into   my   mouth
  came words of good cheer; even such as we to…day have sung; and stoutly
  I sang them; even as we now have sung them; and then did I rest me; and
  once more thought of those pleasant fields where I would be; and all the
  life of man and beast about them; and I said to myself that I should see
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  them once more before I died; if but once it were。
  〃Forsooth; this was strange; that whereas before I longed for them and
  yet saw them not; now that my longing was slaked my vision was cleared;
  and I saw them as though the prison walls opened to me and I was out of
  Canterbury street and amidst the green meadows of April; and therewithal
  along with me folk that I have known and who are dead; and folk that are
  living; yea; and all those of the Fellowship on earth and in heaven; yea;
  and all that are here this day。       Overlong were the tale to tell of them; and
  of the time that is gone。
  〃So thenceforward I wore through the days with no such faint heart;
  until one day the prison opened verily and in the daylight; and there were
  ye; my fellows; in the dooryour faces glad; your hearts light with hope;
  and your hands heavy with wrath; then I saw and understood what was to
  do。    Now; therefore; do ye understand it!〃
  His voice was changed; and grew louder than loud now; as he cast his
  hands   abroad   towards   that   company   with   those   last   words   of   his;   and   I
  could   feel   that   all   shame   and   fear   was   falling   from  those   men;   and   that
  mere fiery manhood was shining through their wonted English shamefast
  stubbornness; and that they were moved indeed and saw the road before
  them。     Yet no man spoke; rather the silence of the men…folk deepened; as
  the sun's rays grew more level and more golden; and the swifts wheeled
  about shriller and louder than before。 Then again John Ball spoke and said;
  〃In good sooth; I deem ye wot no worse than I do what is to doand first
  that somewhat we shall dosince it is for him that is lonely or in prison to
  dream of fellowship; but for him that is of a fellowship to do and not to
  dream。
  〃And next; ye know who is the foeman; and that is the proud man; the
  oppressor; who scorneth fellowship; and himself is a world to himself and
  needeth   no   helper   nor   helpeth   any;   but;   heeding   no   law;   layeth   law   on
  other men because he is rich; and surely every one that is rich is such an
  one; nor may be other。
  〃Forsooth; in the belly of every rich man dwelleth a devil of hell; and
  when   the   man   would   give   his   goods   to   the   poor;   the   devil   within   him
  gainsayeth it; and saith; ‘Wilt thou then be of the poor; and suffer cold and
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  hunger and mocking as they suffer; then give thou thy goods to them; and
  keep them not。'       And when he would be compassionate; again saith the
  devil to him; ‘If thou heed these losels and turn on them a face like to their
  faces; and deem of them as men; then shall they scorn thee; and evil shall
  come of it; and even one day they shall fall on thee to slay thee when they
  have learned that thou art but as they be。'
  〃Ah; woe worth the while! too oft he sayeth sooth; as the wont of the
  devil is; that lies may be born of the barren truth; and sooth it is that the
  poor deemeth the rich to be other than he; and meet to be his master; as
  though; forsooth; the poor were come of Adam; and the rich of him that
  made Adam; that is God; and thus the poor man oppresseth the poor man;
  because   he   feareth the   oppressor。      Nought   such   are   ye;   my  brethren;   or
  else why are ye gathered here in harness to bid all bear witness of you that
  ye are the sons of one man and one mother; begotten of the earth?〃
  As   he   said   the   words   there   came   a   stir   among   the   weapons   of   the
  throng; and they pressed closer round the cross; yet with held the shout as
  yet which seemed gathering in their bosoms。
  And again he said:
  〃Forsooth; too many rich men there are in this realm; and yet if there
  were but one; there would be one too many; for all should be his thralls。
  Hearken; then; ye men of Kent。           For overlong belike have I held you with
  words; but the love of you constrained me; and the joy that a man hath to
  babble   to   his   friends   and   his   fellows   whom  he   hath   not   seen   for   a   long
  season。
  〃Now; hearken; I bid you:          To the rich men that eat up a realm there
  cometh a time when they whom they eat up; that is the poor; seem poorer
  than of wont; and their complaint goeth up louder to the heavens; yet it is
  no riddle to say that oft at such times the fellowship of the poor is waxing
  stronger; else would no man have heard his cry。              Also at such times is the
  rich man become fearful; and so waxeth in cruelty; and of that cruelty do
  people   misdeem   that   it   is   power   and   might   waxing。     Forsooth;   ye   are
  stronger than your fathers; because ye are more grieved than they; and ye
  should have been less grieved than they had ye been horses and swine; and
  then;   forsooth;   would   ye   have   been   stronger   to   bear;   but   ye;   ye   are   not
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  strong to bear; but to do。
  〃And wot ye why we are come to you this fair eve of holiday? and wot
  ye why I have been telling of fellowship to you?                 Yea; forsooth; I deem
  ye   wot   well;   that   it   is   for   this   cause;   that   ye   might   bethink   you   of   your
  fellowship with the men of Essex。〃
  His last word let loose the shout that had been long on all men's lips;
  and great and fierce it was as it rang shattering through the quiet upland
  village。    But John Ball held up his hand; and the shout was one and no
  more。
  Then he spoke again:
  〃Men   of   Kent;  I  wot   well   that   ye   are  not   so   hard   bested   as those   of
  other   shires;   by   the   token   of   the   day   when   behind   the   screen   of   leafy
  boughs ye met Duke William with bill and bow as he wended Londonward
  from that woeful field of Senlac; but I have told of fellowship; and ye have
  hearkened and understood what the Holy Church is; whereby ye know that
  ye are fellows of the saints in heaven and the poor men of Essex; and as
  one day the saints shall call you to the heavenly feast; so now do the poor
  men call you to the battle。
  〃Men   of   Kent;   ye   dwell   fairly   here;   and   your   houses   are   framed   of
  stout oak beams