第 9 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-02-27 02:30      字数:9322
  Ebsworth and myself on dispatching an exploring party in search of help。
  Without recalling all the hardships we have suffered for the last two years…
  …the destruction; first of one of our ships; then of the other; the death of
  some of our bravest and best companions; the vain battles we have been
  fighting     with   the   ice   and   snow;    and    boundless     desolation     of  these
  inhospitable   regionswithout   dwelling   on   these   things;   it   is   my   duty   to
  remind you that this; the last place in which we have taken refuge; is far
  beyond   the   track   of   any   previous   expedition;   and   that   consequently   our
  chance   of   being   discovered   by   any   rescuing   parties   that   may   be   sent   to
  look after us is; to say the least of it; a chance of the most uncertain kind。
  You all agree with me; gentlemen; so far?〃
  The officers (with the exception of Wardour; who stood apart in sullen
  silence) all agreed; so far。
  The captain went on。
  〃It is   therefore  urgently  necessary  that   we  should   make   another;   and
  probably   a   last;   effort   to   extricate   ourselves。   The   winter   is   not   far   off;
  game is getting scarcer and scarcer; our stock of provisions is running low;
  and   the   sickespecially;   I   am  sorry   to   say;   the   sick   in   the   _Wanderer_'s
  hutare increasing in number day by day。 We must look to our own lives;
  and to the lives of those who are dependent on us; and we have no time to
  lose。〃
  The officers echoed the words cheerfully。
  〃Right! right! No time to lose。〃
  Captain Helding resumed:
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  〃The   plan   proposed   is;  that   a   detachment   of   the   able…bodied   officers
  and men among us should set forth this very day; and make another effort
  to reach the nearest inhabited settlements; from which help and provisions
  may   be   dispatched   to   those   who   remain   here。   The   new   direction   to   be
  taken; and the various precautions to be adopted; are all drawn out ready。
  The only question now before us is; Who is to stop here; and who is   to
  undertake the journey?〃
  The officers answered the question with one accord〃Volunteers!〃
  The men echoed their officers。 〃Ay; ay; volunteers。〃
  Wardour      still  preserved     his  sullen   silence。   Crayford     noticed    him。
  standing apart from the rest; and appealed to him personally。
  〃Do you say nothing?〃 he asked。
  〃Nothing;〃 Wardour answered。 〃Go or stay; it's all one to me。〃
  〃I hope you don't really mean that?〃 said Crayford。
  〃I do。〃
  〃I am sorry to hear it; Wardour。〃
  Captain      Helding     answered      the   general     suggestion      in  favor    of
  volunteering by a question which instantly checked the rising enthusiasm
  of the meeting。
  〃Well;〃 he said; 〃suppose we say volunteers。 Who volunteers to stop in
  the huts?〃
  There was a dead silence。 The officers and men looked at each other
  confusedly。 The captain continued:
  〃You see we can't settle it by volunteering。 You all want to go。 Every
  man   among   us   who   has   the   use   of   his   limbs   naturally  wants   to   go。   But
  what is to become of those who have not got the use of their limbs? Some
  of us must stay here; and take care of the sick。〃
  Everybody admitted that this was true。
  〃So   we   get   back   again;〃   said   the   captain;   〃to   the   old   questionWho
  among   the   able…bodied   is   to   go?   and   who   is   to   stay?   Captain   Ebsworth
  says;   and   I say;  let   chance decide   it。   Here   are   dice。 The   numbers   run   as
  high as twelvedouble sixes。 All who throw under six; stay; all who throw
  over six; go。 Officers of the _Wanderer_ and the _Sea…mew_; do you agree
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  to that way of meeting the difficulty?〃
  All the officers agreed; with the one exception of Wardour; who still
  kept silence。
  〃Men of the _Wanderer_ and _Sea…mew_; your officers agree to cast
  lots。 Do you agree too?〃
  The men agreed without a dissentient voice。 Crayford handed the box
  and the dice to Captain Helding。
  〃You throw first; sir。 Under six; 'Stay。' Over six; 'Go。'〃
  Captain Helding cast the dice; the top of the cask serving for a table。
  He threw seven。
  〃Go;〃    said   Crayford。    〃I   congratulate    you;   sir。  Now    for   my   own
  chance。〃 He cast the dice in his turn。 Three!〃 Stay! Ah; well! well! if I can
  do my duty; and be of use to others; what does it matter whether I go or
  stay? Wardour; you are next; in the absence of your first lieutenant。〃
  Wardour prepared to cast; without shaking the dice。
  〃Shake   the   box;   man!〃   cried   Crayford。   〃Give   yourself   a   chance   of
  luck!〃
  Wardour persisted in letting the dice fall out carelessly; just as they lay
  in the box。
  〃Not I!〃 he  muttered to  himself。 〃I've  done with luck。〃 Saying   those
  words; he threw down the empty box; and seated himself on the nearest
  chest; without looking to see how the dice had fallen。
  Crayford   examined   them。   〃Six!〃   he   exclaimed。   〃There!   you   have   a
  second chance; in spite of yourself。 You are neither under nor overyou
  throw again。〃
  〃Bah!〃 growled the Bear。 〃It's not worth the trouble of getting up for。
  Somebody else throw  for me。〃   He suddenly  looked at   Frank。 〃You!   you
  have got what the women call a lucky face。〃
  Frank appealed to Crayford。 〃Shall I?〃
  〃Yes; if he wishes it;〃 said Crayford。
  Frank   cast   the   dice。   〃Two!   He   stays!   Wardour;   I   am   sorry   I   have
  thrown against you。〃
  〃Go or stay;〃 reiterated Wardour; 〃it's all one to me。 You will be luckier;
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  young one; when you cast for yourself。〃
  Frank cast for himself。
  〃Eight。 Hurrah! I go!〃
  〃What did I tell you?〃 said Wardour。 〃The chance was yours。 You have
  thriven on my ill luck。〃
  He rose; as he spoke; to leave the hut。 Crayford stopped him。
  〃Have you anything particular to do; Richard?〃
  〃What has anybody to do here?〃
  〃Wait a little; then。 I want to speak to you when this business is over。〃
  〃Are you going to give me any more good advice?〃
  〃Don't look at me in that sour way; Richard。 I am going to ask you a
  question about something which concerns yourself。〃
  Wardour yielded without a word more。 He returned to his chest; and
  cynically  composed   himself   to   slumber。 The   casting   of   the   lots   went   on
  rapidly   among   the   officers   and   men。   In   another   half…hour   chance    had
  decided the question of 〃Go〃 or 〃Stay〃 for all alike。 The men left the hut。
  The officers entered the inner apartment for a last conference with the bed…
  ridden    captain    of  the  _Sea…mew_。       Wardour     and   Crayford    were    left
  together; alone。
  Chapter 9。
  Crayford touched   his friend   on   the shoulder to   rouse   him。 Wardour
  looked up; impatiently; with a frown。
  〃I was just asleep;〃 he said。 〃Why do you wake me?〃
  〃Look round you; Richard。 We are alone。〃
  〃Welland what of that?〃
  〃I wish to speak to you privately; and this is my opportunity。 You have
  disappointed and surprised me to…day。 Why did you say it was all one to
  you   whether   you   went   or   stayed? Why  are   you   the   only   man   among   us
  who seems to be perfectly indifferent whether we are rescued or not?〃
  〃Can a man always give a reason for what is strange in his manner or
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  his words?〃 Wardour retorted。
  〃He can try;〃 said Crayford; quietly〃when his friend asks him。〃
  Wardour's manner softened。
  〃That's true;〃 he said。 〃I _will_ try。 Do you remember the first night at
  sea when we sailed from England in the _Wanderer_?〃
  〃As well as if it was yesterday。〃
  〃A calm; still night;〃 the other went on; thoughtfully。 〃No clouds; no
  stars。 Nothing in the sky but the broad moon; and hardly a ripple to break
  the path of light she made in the quiet water。 Mine was the middle watch
  that night。 You cam e on deck; and found me alone〃
  He stopped。 Crayford took his hand; and finished the sentence for him。
  〃Aloneand in tears。〃
  〃The last I shall ever shed;〃 Wardour added; bitterly。
  〃Don't say that! There