第 5 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-02-27 02:30      字数:9322
  which might answer him in her face。 His own face darkened slowly while
  he looked。 He was beginning to suspect her; and he acknowledged it in his
  next words。
  〃Something      has   changed     you   toward    me;    Clara。   Somebody      has
  influenced   you   against   me。   Is   ityou   force   me   to   ask   the   questionis   it
  some other man?〃
  〃You have no right to ask me that。〃
  He went on without noticing what she had said to him。
  〃Has that other man come between you and me? I speak plainly on my
  side。 Speak plainly on yours。〃
  〃I _have_ spoken。 I have nothing more to say。〃
  There was a pause。 She saw the warning light which told of the fire
  within him; growing brighter and brighter in his eyes。 She felt his grasp
  strengthening on her hand。 He appealed to her for the last time。
  〃Reflect;〃 he said; 〃reflect before it is too   late。 Your silence will   not
  serve you。 If you persist in not answering me; I shall take your silence as a
  confession。 Do you hear me?〃
  〃I hear you。〃
  〃Clara Burnham! I am not to be trifled with。 Clara Burnham! I insist
  on the truth。 Are you false to me?〃
  She resented that searching question with a woman's keen sense of the
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  insult that is implied in doubting her to her face。
  〃Mr。 Wardour! you forget yourself when you call me to account in that
  way。 I never encouraged you。 I never gave you promise or pledge〃
  He passionately interrupted her before she could say more。
  〃You have engaged yourself in my absence。 Your words own it; your
  looks own it! You have engaged yourself to another man!〃
  〃If I _have_ engaged myself; what right have you to complain of it?〃
  she answered firmly。 〃What right have you to control my actions?〃
  The next words died away on her lips。 He suddenly dropped her hand。
  A marked change appeared in the expression of his eyesa change which
  told her   of   the terrible   passions   that   she   had   let   loose   in   him。   She   read;
  dimly read; something in his face which made her tremblenot for herself;
  but for Frank。
  Little   by   little   the   dark   color   faded   out   of   his   face。   His   deep   voice
  dropped suddenly to a low and quiet tone as he spoke the parting words。
  〃Say no more; Miss Burnhamyou have said enough。 I am answered; I
  am dismissed。〃 He paused; and; stepping close up to her; laid his hand on
  her arm。
  〃The time may come;〃 he said; 〃when I shall forgive you。 But the man
  who has robbed me of you shall rue the day when you and he first met。〃
  He turned and left her。
  A few minutes later; Mrs。 Crayford; entering the conservatory; was met
  by one of the attendants at the ball。 The man stopped as if he wished to
  speak to her。
  〃What do you want?〃 she asked。
  〃I beg your pardon; ma'am。 Do you happen to have a smelling…bottle
  about you? There is a young lady in the conservatory who is taken faint。〃
  Between the Scenes
  The Landing Stage
  Chapter 5。
  The morning of the next daythe morning on which the ships were to
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  sailcame bright and breezy。 Mrs。 Crayford; having arranged to follow her
  husband   to   the   water…side;   and   see   the   last   of   him   before   he   embarked;
  entered Clara's room on her way out of the house; anxious to hear how her
  young friend passed the night。 To her astonishment she found Clara had
  risen; and was dressed; like herself; to go out。
  〃What does this mean; my dear? After what you suffered last night
  after the shock of seeing that manwhy don't you take my advice and rest
  in your bed?〃
  〃I can't rest。 I have not slept all night。 Have you been out yet?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃Have you seen or heard anything of Richard Wardour?〃
  〃What an extraordinary question!〃
  〃Answer my question! Don't trifle with me!〃
  〃Compose yourself; Clara。 I have neither seen nor heard anything of
  Richard   Wardour。   Take   my   word   for   it;   he   is   far   enough   away   by   this
  time。〃
  〃No!   He   is   here!   He   is   near   us! All   night   long   the   presentiment   has
  pursued meFrank and Richard Wardour will meet。〃
  〃My dear child! what are you thinking of? T hey are total strangers to
  each other。〃
  〃Something   will   happen   to   bring   them   together。   I   feel   it!   I   know   it!
  They will meetthere will be a mortal quarrel between themand I shall
  be   to   blame。   Oh;  Lucy!   why  didn't   I   take   your   advice? Why   was   I   mad
  enough to let Frank know that I loved him? Are you going to the landing…
  stage? I am all readyI must go with you。〃
  〃You must not think of it; Clara。 There will be crowding and confusion
  at the water…side。 You are not strong enough   to bear it。 WaitI won't be
  long awaywait till I come back。〃
  〃I must and will go with you! Crowd? _He_ will be among the crowd!
  Confusion? In that confusion _he_ will find his way to Frank! Don't ask
  me to wait。 I shall go mad if I wait。 I shall not know a moment's ease until
  I have seen Frank; with my own eyes; safe in the boat which takes him to
  his   ship! You   have   got   your   bonnet   on;   what   are   we   stopping   here   for?
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  Come! or I shall go without you。 Look at the clock; we have not a moment
  to lose!〃
  It   was   useless   to   contend   with   her。   Mrs。   Crayford   yielded。   The   two
  women left the house together。
  The landing…stage; as Mrs。 Crayford had predicted; was thronged with
  spectators。 Not only the relatives and friends of the Arctic voyagers; but
  strangers   as   well;   had   assembled   in   large   numbers   to   see   the   ships   sail。
  Clara's   eyes   wandered   affrightedly   hither   and   thither   among   the   strange
  faces in the crowd; searching for the one face that she dreaded to see; and
  not   finding   it。   So   completely   were   her   nerves   unstrung;   that   she   started
  with a cry of alarm on suddenly hearing Frank's voice behind her。
  〃The   _Sea…mew_'s   boats   are   waiting;〃   he   said。   〃I   must   go;   darling。
  How pale you are looking; Clara! Are you ill?〃
  She never answered。 She questioned him with wild eyes and trembling
  lips。
  〃Has anything happened to you; Frank? anything out of the common?〃
  Frank laughed at the strange question。
  〃Anything out of the common?〃 he repeated。 〃Nothing that I know of;
  except sailing for the Arctic seas。 That's out of the common; I suppose
  isn't it?〃
  〃Has     anybody      spoken     to  you    since   last  night?    Has    any   stranger
  followed you in the street?〃
  Frank turned in blank amazement to Mrs。 Crayford。
  〃What on earth does she mean?〃
  Mrs。   Crayford's   lively   invention   supplied   her   with   an   answer   on   the
  spur of the moment。
  〃Do   you   believe   in   dreams;   Frank?   Of   course   you   don't!   Clara   has
  been dreaming about you; and Clara is foolish enough to believe in dreams。
  That's   allit's   not   worth   talking   about。   Hark!   they   are   calling   you。   Say
  good…by; or you will be too late for the boat。〃
  Frank took   Clara's hand。  Long afterwardin the dark Arctic days;  in
  the   dreary Arctic   nightshe   remembered   how   coldly   and   how   passively
  that hand lay in his。
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  〃Courage; Clara!〃 he said; gayly。 〃A sailor's sweetheart must accustom
  herself to partings。 The time will soon pass。 Good…by; my darling! Good…
  by; my wife!〃
  He   kissed   the   cold   hand;   he   looked   his   lastfor   many   a   long   year;
  perhaps!at the pale and beautiful face。 〃How she loves me!〃 he thought。
  〃How the   parting distresses   her!〃 He   still   held   her hand; he   would  have
  lingered longer; if Mrs。 Crayford had not wisely waived all ceremony and
  pushed him away。
  The two ladies followed him at a safe distance through the crowd; and
  saw him step into the boat。 The oars struck the water; Frank waved his cap
  to   Clara。   In   a   moment   more   a   vessel   at   anchor   hid   the   boat   from   view。
  They had seen the last of him on his way to the Frozen Deep!
  〃No Richard Wardour in the boat;〃 said Mrs。 Crayford。 〃No   Richard
  Wardour   on   the   shore。   Let   this   be   a   lesson   to   you;   my   dear。   Never