第 2 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2021-02-27 02:12      字数:9322
  Civil War。  Theirs were generous houses surrounded by shade trees; with
  glorious back yardsI have been toldwhere apricots and pears and
  peaches and even nectarines grew。
  The business of Breck and Company; wholesale grocers; descended to my
  mother's first cousin; Robert Breck; who lived at Claremore。  The very
  sound of that word once sufficed to give me a shiver of delight; but the
  Claremore I knew has disappeared as completely as Atlantis; and the place
  is now a suburb (hateful word!) cut up into building lots and connected
  with Boyne Street and the business section of the city by trolley lines。
  Then it was 〃the country;〃 and fairly saturated with romance。  Cousin
  Robert; when he came into town to spend his days at the store; brought
  with him some of this romance; I had almost said of this aroma。  He was
  no suburbanite; but rural to the backbone; professing a most proper
  contempt for dwellers in towns。
  Every summer day that dawned held Claremore as a possibility。  And such
  was my capacity for joy that my appetite would depart completely when I
  heard my mother say; questioningly and with proper wifely respect
  〃If you're really going off on a business trip for a day or two; Mr。
  Paret〃 (she generally addressed my father thus formally); 〃I think I'll
  go to Robert's and take Hugh。〃
  〃Shall I tell Norah to pack; mother;〃 I would exclaim; starting up。
  〃We'll see what your father thinks; my dear。〃
  〃Remain at the table until you are excused; Hugh;〃 he would say。
  Released at length; I would rush to Norah; who always rejoiced with me;
  and then to the wire fence which marked the boundary of the Peters domain
  next door; eager; with the refreshing lack of consideration
  characteristic of youth; to announce to the Peterseswho were to remain
  at home the news of my good fortune。  There would be Tom and Alfred and
  Russell and Julia and little Myra with her grass…stained knees; faring
  forth to seek the adventures of a new day in the shady western yard。
  Myra was too young not to look wistful at my news; but the others
  pretended indifference; seeking to lessen my triumph。  And it was Julia
  who invariably retorted 〃We can go out to Uncle Jake's farm whenever we
  want to。  Can't we; Tom?〃。。。
  No journey ever taken since has equalled in ecstasy that leisurely trip
  of thirteen miles in the narrow…gauge railroad that wound through hot
  fields of nodding corn tassels and between delicious; acrid…smelling
  woods to Claremore。  No silent palace 〃sleeping in the sun;〃 no edifice
  decreed by Kubla Khan could have worn more glamour than the house of
  Cousin Robert Breck。
  It stood half a mile from the drowsy village; deep in its own grounds
  amidst lawns splashed with shadows; with gravel paths edgedin barbarous
  fashion; if you please with shells。  There were flower beds of equally
  barbarous design; and two iron deer; which; like the figures on Keats's
  Grecian urn; were ever ready poised to flee;and yet never fled。  For
  Cousin Robert was rich; as riches went in those days: not only rich; but
  comfortable。  Stretching behind the house were sweet meadows of hay and
  red clover basking in the heat; orchards where the cows cropped beneath
  the trees; arbours where purple clusters of Concords hung beneath warm
  leaves: there were woods beyond; into which; under the guidance of Willie
  Breck; I made adventurous excursions; and in the autumn gathered
  hickories and walnuts。  The house was a rambling; wooden mansion painted
  grey; with red scroll…work on its porches and horsehair furniture inside。
  Oh; the smell of its darkened interior on a midsummer day!  Like the
  flavour of that choicest of tropical fruits; the mangosteen; it baffles
  analysis; and the nearest I can come to it is a mixture of matting and
  corn…bread; with another element too subtle to define。
  The hospitality of that house!  One would have thought we had arrived; my
  mother and I; from the ends of the earth; such was the welcome we got
  from Cousin Jenny; Cousin Robert's wife; from Mary and Helen with the
  flaxen pig…tails; from Willie; whom I recall as permanently without shoes
  or stockings。  Met and embraced by Cousin Jenny at the station and driven
  to the house in the squeaky surrey; the moment we arrived she and my
  mother would put on the dressing…sacks I associated with hot weather; and
  sit sewing all day long in rocking…chairs at the coolest end of the
  piazza。  The women of that day scorned lying down; except at night; and
  as evening came on they donned starched dresses; I recall in particular
  one my mother wore; with little vertical stripes of black and white; and
  a full skirt。  And how they talked; from the beginning of the visit until
  the end!  I have often since wondered where the topics came from。
  It was not until nearly seven o'clock that the train arrived which
  brought home my Cousin Robert。  He was a big man; his features and even
  his ample moustache gave a disconcerting impression of rugged integrity;
  and I remember him chiefly in an alpaca or seersucker coat。  Though much
  less formal; more democraticin a wordthan my father; I stood in awe
  of him for a different reason; and this I know now was because he
  possessed the penetration to discern the flaws in my youthful character;
  flaws that persisted in manhood。  None so quick as Cousin Robert to
  detect deceptions which were hidden from my mother。
  His hobby was carpentering; and he had a little shop beside the stable
  filled with shining tools which Willie and I; in spite of their
  attractions; were forbidden to touch。  Willie; by dire experience; had
  learned to keep the law; but on one occasion I stole in alone; and
  promptly cut my finger with a chisel。  My mother and Cousin Jenny
  accepted the fiction that the injury had been done with a flint arrowhead
  that Willie had given me; but when Cousin Robert came home and saw my
  bound hand and heard the story; he gave me a certain look which sticks in
  my mind。
  〃Wonderful people; those Indians were!〃 he observed。  〃They could make
  arrowheads as sharp as chisels。〃
  I was most uncomfortable。。。。
  He had a strong voice; and spoke with a rising inflection and a marked
  accent that still remains peculiar to our locality; although it was much
  modified in my mother and not at all noticeable in my father; with an odd
  nasal alteration of the burr our Scotch…Irish ancestors had brought with
  them across the seas。  For instance; he always called my father Mr。 Par…
  r…ret。  He had an admiration and respect for him that seemed to forbid
  the informality of 〃Matthew。〃  It was shared by others of my father's
  friends and relations。
  〃Sarah;〃 Cousin Robert would say to my mother; 〃you're coddling that boy;
  you ought to lam him oftener。  Hand him over to me for a couple of
  monthsI'll put him through his paces。。。。  So you're going to send him
  to college; are you?  He's too good for old Benjamin's grocery business。〃
  He was very fond of my mother; though he lectured her soundly for her
  weakness in indulging me。  I can see him as he sat at the head of the
  supper table; carving liberal helpings which Mary and Helen and Willie
  devoured with country appetites; watching our plates。
  〃What's the matter; Hugh?  You haven't eaten all your lamb。〃
  〃He doesn't like fat; Robert;〃 my mother explained。
  〃I'd teach him to like it if he were my boy。〃
  〃Well; Robert; he isn't your boy;〃 Cousin Jenny would remind him。。。。
  His bark was worse than his bite。  Like many kind people he made use of
  brusqueness to hide an inner tenderness; and on the train he was hail
  fellow well met with every Tom; Dick and Harry that commuted;although
  the word was not invented in those days;and the conductor and brakeman
  too。  But he had his standards; and held to them。。。。
  Mine was not a questioning childhood; and I was willing to accept the
  scheme of things as presented to me entire。  In my tenderer years; when I
  had broken one of the commandments on my father's tablet (there were more
  than ten); and had; on his home…coming; been sent to bed; my mother would
  come softly upstairs after supper with a book in her hand; a book of
  selected Bible stories on which Dr。 Pound had set the seal of his
  approval; with a glazed picture cover; representing Daniel in the lions'
  den and an angel standing beside him。  On the somewhat specious plea that
  Holy Writ might have a chastening effect; she was permitted to minister
  to me in my shame。  The amazing adventure of Shadrach; Meshach and
  Abednego particularly appealed to an imagination needing little
  stimulation。  It never occurred to me to doubt that these gentlemen had
  triumphed over caloric laws。  But out of my window; at the back of the
  second storey; I often saw a sudden; crimson glow in the sky to the
  southward; as though that part of the city had caught fire。  There were
  the big steel…works; my mother told me; belonging to Mr。 Durrett and Mr。
  Hambleton; the father of Ralph Hambleton and the grandfather of Hambleton
  Durrett; my schoolmates at Miss Caroline's。  I invariably connected the
  glow; not with Hambleton and Ralph; but with Shadrach; Meshach and
  Abednego!  Later on; when my father took me to the steel…works; and I
  beheld with awe a huge pot filled with molten metal that ran out