第 7 节
作者:桃桃逃      更新:2021-02-27 02:10      字数:9321
  troubled thought pushed open the door to the sitting…room。 It was Mr。 Jack
  Hamlin sitting before a parlor organ。 The music ceased。
  〃It was YOU;〃 stammered Gideon。
  Jack nodded; struck a few chords by way of finish; and then wheeled
  round on the music…stool towards Gideon。 His face was slightly flushed。
  〃Yes。 I used to be the organist and tenor in our church in the States。 I used
  to snatch the sinners bald…headed with that。 Do you know I reckon I'll sing
  that to…morrow; if you like; and maybe afterwards we'llbut〃he stopped…
  …〃we'll   talk   of   that   after   the   funeral。   It's   business。〃   Seeing   Gideon   still
  glancing   with   a   troubled   air   from  the   organ   to   himself;  he   said:   〃Would
  you like to try that hymn with me? Come on!〃
  He again struck the chords。 As the whole room seemed to throb with
  the   music;   Gideon   felt   himself   again   carried   away。   Glancing over   Jack's
  shoulders; he could read the words but not the notes; yet; having a quick
  ear    for  rhythm;     he   presently    joined   in   with   a  deep    but  uncultivated
  baritone。 Together they forgot everything else; and at the end of an hour
  were   only   recalled   by   the   presence   of   a   silently   admiring   concourse   of
  votive…offering friends who had gathered round them。
  The   funeral   took   place   the   next   day   at   the   grave   dug   in   the   public
  cemeterya   green   area   fenced   in   by   the   palisading   tules。   The   words   of
  Gideon   were   brief   but   humble;   the   strongest   partisan   of   the   dead   man
  could find no fault in a confession of human frailty in which the speaker
  humbly confessed his   share; and   when the   hymn was   started by  Hamlin
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  and     taken   up   by   Gideon;     the   vast   multitude;     drawn     by   interest   and
  curiosity; joined as in a solemn Amen。
  Later; when those  two strangely…assorted friends   had returned to   Mr。
  Hamlin's   rooms   previous   to   Gideon's   departure;  the   former;  in   a   manner
  more serious than his habitual cynical good…humor; began: 〃I said I had to
  talk business with you。 The boys about here want to build a church for you;
  and    are   ready    to  plank    the  money     down     if  you'll   say  it's  a  go。  You
  understand   they   aren't   asking   you   to   run   in   opposition   to   that   Gospel
  sharpexcuse   methat's   here   now;   nor   do   they   want   you   to   run   a   side
  show in connection with it。 They want you to be independent。 They don't
  pin   you   down   to   any   kind   of   religion;   you   know;   whatever   you   care   to
  give    themMethodist;        Roman      Catholic;     Presbyterian…is     mighty     good
  enough for them; if you'll expound it。 You might give a little of each; or
  one on one day and one anotherthey'll never know the difference if you
  only mix the drinks yourself。 They'll give you a house and guarantee you
  fifteen hundred dollars the first year。〃
  He   stopped   and   walked   towards   the   window。   The   sunlight   that   fell
  upon his handsome face seemed to call back the careless smile to his lips
  and   the   reckless   fire   to   his   brown   eyes。   〃I   don't   suppose   there's   a   man
  among them that wouldn't tell you all this in a great deal better way than I
  do。   But   the   darned   foolsexcuse   mewould   have   ME   break   it   to   you。
  Why; I don't know。 I needn't tell you I like younot only for what you did
  for Georgebut I like you for your stylefor yourself。 And I want you to
  accept。 You   could keep   these   rooms   till they  got   a   house   ready  for   you。
  Together you and mewe'd make that organ howl。 But because I like it
  because it's everything to usand nothing to you; it don't seem square for
  me to ask it。 Does it?〃
  Gideon replied by taking Hamlin's hand。 His face was perfectly pale;
  but his look collected。 He had not expected this offer; and yet when it was
  made he felt as if he had known it beforeas if he had been warned of it
  as    if  it  was   the  great   temptation      of  his   life。  Watching     him    with    an
  earnestness only slightly overlaid by his usual manner; Hamlin went on。
  〃I know it would be lonely here; and a man like you ought to have a
  wife   for〃   he   slightly   lifted   his   eyebrows〃for   example's   sake。   I   heard
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  there   was   a   young   lady   in   the   case   over   there   in   Tasajara   but   the   old
  people didn't see it on account of your position。 They'd jump at it now。 Eh?
  No? Well;〃   continued Jack;  with   a decent   attempt   to conceal his   cynical
  relief; 〃perhaps those boys have been so eager to find out all they could do
  for   you    that  they've   been    sold。   Perhaps    we're   making     equal    fools  of
  ourselves now in asking you to stay。 But don't say no just yettake a day
  or a week to think of it。〃
  Gideon still pale but calm; cast his eyes around the elegant room; at
  the   magic   organ;   then   upon   the   slight   handsome   figure   before   him。   〃I
  WILL think of it;〃 he said; in a low voice; as he pressed Jack's hand。 〃And
  if I accept you will find me here to…morrow afternoon at this time; if I do
  not   you   will   know   that   I   keep   with   me   wherever   I  go   the   kindness;   the
  brotherly love; and the grace of God that prompts your offer; even though
  He withholds from me His blessed light; which alone can make me know
  His wish。〃 He stopped and hesitated。 〃If you love me; Jack; don't ask me
  to stay; but pray for that light which alone can guide my feet back to you;
  or take me hence for ever。〃
  He once more tightly pressed the hand of the embarrassed man before
  him and was gone。
  Passers…by   on   the   Martinez   road   that   night   remembered   a   mute   and
  ghostly   rider   who;   heedless   of   hail   or   greeting;   moved   by   them   as   in   a
  trance or vision。 But the Widow Hiler the next morning; coming from the
  spring; found no abstraction or preoccupation in the soft eyes of Gideon
  Deane as he suddenly appeared before her; and gently relieved her of the
  bucket she was carrying。 A quick flash of color over her brow and cheek…
  bone; as if a hot iron had passed there; and a certain astringent coyness;
  would have embarrassed any other man than him。
  〃Sho; it's YOU。 I reck'ned I'd seen the last of you。〃
  〃You don't mean that; Sister Hiler?〃 said Gideon; with a gentle smile。
  〃Well;     what    with   the   report   of   your   goin's   on   at  Martinez      and
  improvin'      the  occasion     of  that  sinner's   death;   and   leadin'   a  revival;   I
  reckoned you'ld hev forgotten low folks at Tasajara。 And if your goin' to
  be settled there in a new church; with new hearers; I reckon you'll want
  new surroundings too。 Things change and young folks change with 'em。〃
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  They had reached the house。 Her breath was quick and short as if she
  and    not  Gideon     had  borne    the  burden。   He   placed    the  bucket   in  its
  accustomed       place;  and    then  gently    took   her  hand    in  his。  The    act
  precipitated the last drop of feeble coquetry she had retained; and the old
  tears took its place。 Let us hope for the last time。 For as Gideon stooped
  and lifted her ailing babe in his strong arms; he said softly; 〃Whatever God
  has wrought for me since we parted; I know now He has called me to but
  one work。〃
  〃And that work?〃 she asked; tremulously。
  〃To   watch   over   the   widow   and   fatherless。 And   with   God's   blessing;
  sister; and His holy ordinance; I am here to stay。〃
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  SARAH WALKER
  It  was   very   hot。  Not    a  breath   of  air  was   stirring   throughout     the
  western wing of the Greyport Hotel; and the usual feverish life of its four
  hundred   inmates   had   succumbed   to   the   weather。   The   great   veranda   was
  deserted; the corridors were desolated; no footfall echoed in the passages;
  the lazy rustle of a wandering skirt; or a passing sigh that was half a pant;
  seemed to intensify  the   heated silence。 An   intoxicated   bee;   disgracefully
  unsteady      in   wing     and    leg;  who     had    been    holding     an   inebriated
  conversation with himself in the corner of my window pane; had gone to
  sleep   at