第 88 节
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  Redgauntlet broke the letter open with haste; and read it with anxious and discomposed looks。  On a second perusal; his displeasure seemed to increase; his brow darkened; and was distinctly marked with the fatal sign peculiar to his family and house。  Darsie had never before observed his frown bear such a close resemblance to the shape which tradition assigned it。
  Redgauntlet held out the open letter with one hand; and struck it with the forefinger of the other; as; in a suppressed and displeased tone; he said to Cristal Nixon; 'Countermanded ordered northward once more!  'Northward; when all our hopes lie to the southa second Derby direction; when we turned our back on glory; and marched in quest of ruin!'
  Cristal Nixon took the letter and ran it over; then returned it to his master with the cold observation; 'A female influence predominates。'
  'But it shall predominate no longer;' said Redgauntlet; 'it shall wane as ours rises in the horizon。  Meanwhile; I will on before and you; Cristal; will bring the party to the place assigned in the letter。  You may now permit the young persons to have unreserved communication together; only mark that you watch the young man closely enough to prevent his escape; if he should be idiot enough to attempt it; but not approaching so close as to watch their free conversation。'
  'I care naught about their conversation;' said Nixon; surlily。
  'You hear my commands; Lilias;' said the laird; turning to the young lady。  'You may use my permission and authority to explain so much of our family matters as you yourself know。  At our next meeting I will complete the task of disclosure; and I trust I shall restore one Redgauntlet more to the bosom of our ancient family。  Let Latimer; as be calls himself; have a horse to himself; he must for some time retain his disguise。My horsemy horse!'
  In two minutes they heard him ride off from the door of the barn; followed at speed by two of the armed men of his party。
  The commands of Cristal Nixon; in the meanwhile; put all the remainder of the party in motion; but the laird himself was long out of sight ere they were in readiness to resume their journey。 When at length they set out; Darsie was accommodated with a horse and side…saddle; instead of being obliged to resume his place on the pillion behind the detestable Nixon。  He was obliged; however; to retain his riding…skirt; and to reassume his mask。 Yet; notwithstanding this disagreeable circumstance; and although he observed that they gave him the heaviest and slowest horse of the party; and that; as a further precaution against escape; he was closely watched on every side; yet riding in company with the pretty Lilias was an advantage which overbalanced these inconveniences。
  It is true that this society; to which that very morning he would have looked forward as a glimpse of heaven; had; now that it was thus unexpectedly indulged; something much less rapturous than he had expected。
  It was in vain that; in order to avail himself of a situation so favourable for indulging his romantic disposition; he endeavoured to coax back; if I may so express myself; that delightful dream of ardent and tender passion; he felt only such a confusion of ideas at the difference between the being whom he had imagined; and her with whom he was now in contact; that it seemed to him like the effect of witchcraft。  What most surprised him was; that this sudden flame should have died away so rapidly; notwithstanding that the maiden's personal beauty was even greater than he had expectedher demeanour; unless it should be deemed over kind towards himself; as graceful and becoming as he could have fancied if; even in his gayest dreams。  It were judging hardly of him to suppose that the mere belief of his having attracted her affections more easily than he expected was the cause of his ungratefully undervaluing a prize too lightly won; or that his transient passion played around his heart with the hitting radiance of a wintry sunbeam flashing against an icicle; which may brighten it for a moment; but cannot melt it。 Neither of these was precisely the ease; though such fickleness of disposition might also have some influence in the change。
  The truth is; perhaps; the lover's pleasure; like that of the hunter; is in the chase; and that the brightest beauty loses half its merit; as the fairest flower its perfume; when the willing hand can reach it too easily。  There must be doubtthere must be dangerthere must be difficulty; and if; as the poet says; the course of ardent affection never does run smooth; it is perhaps because; without some intervening obstacle; that which is called the romantic passion of love; in its high poetical character and colouring can hardly have an existenceany more than there can be a current in a river without the stream being narrowed by steep banks; or checked by opposing rocks。
  Let not those; however; who enter into a union for life without those embarrassments which delight a Darsie Latimer; or a Lydia Languish; and which are perhaps necessary to excite an enthusiastic passion in breasts more firm than theirs; augur worse of their future happiness because their own alliance is formed under calmer auspices。  Mutual esteem; an intimate knowledge of each other's character; seen; as in their case; undisguised by the mists of too partial passiona suitable proportion of parties in rank and fortune; in taste and pursuits are more frequently found in a marriage of reason; than in a union of romantic attachment; where the imagination; which probably created the virtues and accomplishments with which it invested the beloved object; is frequently afterwards employed in magnifying the mortifying consequences of its own delusion; and exasperating all the stings of disappointment。  Those who follow the banners of Reason are like the well…disciplined battalion; which; wearing a more sober uniform and making a less dazzling show than the light troops commanded by imagination; enjoy more safety; and even more honour; in the conflicts of human life。 All this; however; is foreign to our present purpose。
  Uncertain in what manner to address her whom he had been lately so anxious to meet with; and embarrassed by a TETE…A…TETE to which his own timid inexperience; gave some awkwardness; the party had proceeded more than a hundred yards before Darsie assumed courage to accost; or even to look at; his companion。 Sensible; however; of the impropriety of his silence; he turned to speak to her; and observing that; although she wore her mask; there was something like disappointment and dejection in her manner; he was moved by self…reproach for his own coldness; and hastened to address her in the kindest tone he could assume。
  'You must think me cruelly deficient in gratitude; Miss Lilias; that I have been thus long in your company; without thanking you for the interest which you have deigned to take in my unfortunate affairs?'
  'I am glad you have at length spoken;' she said; 'though I owe it is more coldly than I expected。  MISS Lilias!  DEIGN to take interest!  In whom; dear Darsie; CAN I take interest but in you; and why do you put this barrier of ceremony betwixt us; whom adverse circumstances have already separated for such a length of time?'
  Darsie was again confounded at the extra candour; if we may use the term; of this frank avowal。  'One must love partridge very well;' thought he; 'to accept it when thrown in one's faceif this is not plain speaking; there is no such place as downright Dunstable in being!'
  Embarrassed with these reflections; and himself of a nature fancifully; almost fastidiously; delicate; he could only in reply stammer forth an acknowledgement of his companion's goodness; and his own gratitude。  She answered in a tone partly sorrowful and partly impatient; repeating; with displeased emphasis; the only distinct words he had been able to bring forth'Goodness gratitude!O Darsie!  should these be the phrases between you and me?  Alas!  I am too sure you are displeased with me; though I cannot even guess on what account。  Perhaps you think I have been too free in venturing upon my visit to your friend。  But then remember; it was in your behalf; and that I knew no better way to put you on your guard against the misfortunes and restraint which you have been subjected to; and are still enduring。'
  'Dear Lady'said Darsie; rallying his recollection; and suspicious of some error in apprehension;a suspicion which his mode of address seemed at once to communicate to Lilias; for she interrupted him;
  'LADY!  dear LADY!  For whom; or for what; in Heaven's name; do you take me; that you address me so formally?'
  Had the question been asked in that enchanted hall in fairyland; where all interrogations must be answered with absolute sincerity; Darsie had certainly replied; that he took her for the most frank…hearted and ultra…liberal lass that had ever lived since Mother Eve eat the pippin without paring。  But as he was still on middle…earth; and free to avail himself of a little polite deceit; he barely answered that he believed he had the honour of speaking to the niece of Mr。 Redgauntlet;
  'Surely;' she replied; 'but were it not as easy for you to have said; to your own only sister?'
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