第 52 节
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  ow establish any cause for confining me arising out of the state of my mind?
  If this be really the pretext under which I am restrained from my liberty; nothing but the sedate correctness of my conduct can remove the prejudices which these circumstances may have excited in the minds of all who have approached me during my illness。  I have hearddreadful thought!of men who; for various reasons; have been trepanned into the custody of the keepers of private madhouses; and whose brain; after years of misery; became at length unsettled; through irresistible sympathy with the wretched beings among whom they were classed。  This shall not be my case; if; by strong internal resolution; it is in human nature to avoid the action of exterior and contagious sympathies。
  Meantime I sat down to compose and arrange my thoughts; for my purposed appeal to my jailerso I must call himwhom I addressed in the following manner; having at length; and after making several copies; found language to qualify the sense of resentment which burned in the first; drafts of my letter; and endeavoured to assume a tone more conciliating。  I mentioned the two occasions on which he had certainly saved my life; when at the utmost peril; and I added; that whatever was the purpose of the restraint; now practised on me; as I was given to understand; by his authority; it could not certainly be with any view to ultimately injuring me。  He might; I said; have mistaken me for some other person; and I gave him what account I could of my situation and education; to correct such an error。  I supposed it next possible; that he might think me too weak for travelling; and not capable of taking care of myself; and I begged to assure him; that I was restored to perfect health; and quite able to endure the fatigue of a journey。  Lastly; I reminded him; in firm though measured terms; that the restraint which I sustained was an illegal one; and highly punishable by the laws which protect the liberties of the subject。  I ended by demanding that he would take me before a magistrate; or; at least; that he would favour me with a personal interview and explain his meaning with regard to me。
  Perhaps this letter was expressed in a tone too humble for the situation of an injured man; and I am inclined to think so when I again recapitulate its tenor。  But what could I do?  I was in the power of one whose passions seem as violent as his means of gratifying them appear unbounded。  I had reason; too; to believe (this to thee; Alan) that all his family did not approve of the violence of his conduct towards me; my object; in fine; was freedom; and who would not sacrifice much to attain it?
  I had no means of addressing my letter excepting 'For the Squire's own hand。'  He could be at no great distance; for in the course of twenty…four hours I received an answer。  It was addressed to Darsie Latimer; and contained these words:  'You have demanded an interview with me。  You have required to be carried before a magistrate。  Your first wish shall be granted perhaps the second also。  Meanwhile; be assured that you are a prisoner for the time; by competent authority; and that such authority is supported by adequate power。  Beware; therefore; of struggling with a force sufficient to crush you; but abandon yourself to that train of events by which we are both swept along; and which it is impossible that either of us can resist。'
  These mysterious words were without signature of any kind; and left me nothing more important to do than to prepare myself for the meeting which they promised。  For that purpose I must now break off; and make sure of the manuscriptso far as I can; in my present condition; be sure of anythingby concealing it within the lining of my coat; so as not to be found without strict search。
  CHAPTER VI
  LATIMER'S JOURNAL; IN CONTINUATION
  The important interview expected at the conclusion of my last took place sooner than I had calculated; for the very day I received the letter; and just when my dinner was finished; the squire; or whatever he is called; entered the room so suddenly that I almost thought I beheld an apparition。  The figure of this man is peculiarly noble and stately; and his voice has that deep fullness of accent which implies unresisted authority。  I had risen involuntarily as he entered; we gazed on each other for a moment in silence; which was at length broken by my visitor。
  'You have desired to see me;' he said。  'I am here; if you have aught to say let me hear it; my time is too brief to be consumed in childish dumb…show。'
  'I would ask of you;' said I; 'by what authority I am detained in this place of confinement; and for what purpose?'
  'I have told you already;' said he; 'that my authority is sufficient; and my power equal to it; this is all which it is necessary for you at present to know。'
  'Every British subject has a right to know why he suffers restraint;' I replied; 'nor can he be deprived of liberty without a legal warrant。  Show me that by which you confine me thus。'
  'You shall see more;' he said; 'you shall see the magistrate by whom it is granted; and that without a moment's delay。'
  This sudden proposal fluttered and alarmed me; I felt; nevertheless; that I had the right cause; and resolved to plead it boldly; although I could well have desired a little further time for preparation。  He turned; however; threw open the door of the apartment; and commanded me to follow him。  I felt some inclination; when I crossed the threshold of my prison…chamber; to have turned and run for it; but I knew not where to find the stairshad reason to think the outer doors would be secured and; to conclude; so soon as I had quitted the room to follow the proud step of my conductor; I observed that I was dogged by Cristal Nixon; who suddenly appeared within two paces of me; and with whose great personal strength; independent of the assistance he might have received from his master; I saw no chance of contending。  I therefore followed; unresistingly and in silence; along one or two passages of much greater length than consisted with the ideas I had previously entertained of the size of the house。  At length a door was flung open; and we entered a large; old…fashioned parlour; having coloured glass in the windows; oaken panelling on the wall; a huge grate; in which a large faggot or two smoked under an arched chimney…piece of stone which bore some armorial device; whilst the walls were adorned with the usual number of heroes in armour; with large wigs instead of helmets; and ladies in sacques; smelling to nosegays。
  Behind a long table; on which were several books; sat a smart underbred…looking man; wearing his own hair tied in a club; and who; from the quire of paper laid before him; and the pen which he handled at my entrance; seemed prepared to officiate as clerk。 As I wish to describe these persons as accurately as possible; I may add; he wore a dark…coloured coat; corduroy breeches; and spatterdashes。  At the upper end of the same table; in an ample easy…chair covered with black leather; reposed a fat personage; about fifty years old; who either was actually a country justice; or was well selected to represent such a character。  His leathern breeches were faultless in make; his jockey boots spotless in the varnish; and a handsome and flourishing pair of boot…garters; as they are called; united the one part of his garments to the other; in fine; a richly…laced scarlet waistcoat and a purple coat set off the neat though corpulent figure of the little man; and threw an additional bloom upon his plethoric aspect。  I suppose he had dined; for it was two hours past noon; and he was amusing himself; and aiding digestion; with a pipe of tobacco。 There was an air of importance in his manner which corresponded to the rural dignity of his exterior; and a habit which he had of throwing out a number of interjectional sounds; uttered with a strange variety of intonation running from bass up to treble in a very extraordinary manner; or breaking off his sentences with a whiff of his pipe; seemed adopted to give an air of thought and mature deliberation to his opinions and decisions。 Notwithstanding all this; Alan; it might be DOOTED; as our old Professor used to say; whether the Justice was anything more then an ass。  Certainly; besides a great deference for the legal opinion of his clerk; which might be quite according to the order of things; he seemed to be wonderfully under the command of his brother squire; if squire either of them were; and indeed much more than was consistent with so much assumed consequence of his own。
  'Hohaayesosohumhumphthis is the young man; I supposehumayeseems sickly。  Young gentleman; you may sit down。'
  I used the permission given; for I had been much more reduced by my illness than I was aware of; and felt myself really fatigued; even by the few paces I had walked; joined to the agitation I suffered。
  'And your name; young man; ishumphayehawhat is it?'
  'Darsie Latimer。'
  'Rightayehumphvery right。  Darsie Latimer is the very thinghaayewhere do you come from?'
  'From Scotland; sir;' I replied。
  'A native of Scotlandahumphehhow is it?'
  'I am an Englishman by birth; sir。'
  'Rightayeyes; you are so。  But pray; Mr。 Dar