第 50 节
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  My doubted and dangerous companion signed to me to enter the carriagethe man who had ridden on the left side of my horse stepped in after me; and drawing up the blinds of the vehicle; gave the signal for instant departure。
  I had obtained a glimpse of the countenance of my new companion; as by the aid of a dark lantern the drivers opened the carriage door; and I was wellnigh persuaded that I recognized in him the domestic of the leader of this party; whom I had seen at his house in Brokenburn on a former occasion。  To ascertain the truth of my suspicion; I asked him whether his name was not Cristal Nixon。
  'What is other folk's names to you;' he replied; gruffly; 'who cannot tell your own father and mother?'
  'You know them; perhaps!'  I exclaimed eagerly。  'You know them! and with that secret is connected the treatment which I am now receiving?  It must be so; for in my life have I never injured any one。  Tell me the cause of my misfortunes; or rather; help me to my liberty; and I will reward you richly。'
  'Aye; aye;' replied my keeper; 'but what use to give you liberty; who know nothing how to use it like a gentleman; but spend your time with Quakers and fiddlers; and such like raff!  If I was yourhem; hem; hem!'
  Here Cristal stopped short; just on the point; as it appeared; when some information was likely to escape him。  I urged him once more to be my friend; and promised him all the stock of money which I had about me; and it was not inconsiderable; if he would assist in my escape。
  He listened; as if to a proposition which had some interest; and replied; but in a voice rather softer than before; 'Aye; but men do not catch old birds with chaff; my master。  Where have you got the rhino you are so flush of?'
  'I will give you earnest directly; and that in banknotes;' said I; but thrusting my hand into my side…pocket; I found my pocket… book was gone。  I would have persuaded myself that it was only the numbness of my hands which prevented my finding it; but Cristal Nixon; who bears in his countenance that cynicism which is especially entertained with human misery; no longer suppressed his laughter。
  'Oh; ho!  my young master;' he said; 'we have taken good enough care you have not kept the means of bribing poor folk's fidelity。 What; man; they have souls as well as other people; and to make them break trust is a deadly sin。  And as for me; young gentleman; if you would fill Saint Mary's Kirk with gold; Cristal Nixon would mind it no more than so many chucky…stones。'
  I would have persisted; were it but in hopes of his letting drop that which it concerned me to know; but he cut off further communication; by desiring me to lean back in the corner and go to sleep。
  'Thou art cock…brained enough already;' he added; 'and we shall have thy young pate addled entirely; if you do not take some natural rest。'
  I did indeed require repose; if not slumber; the draught which I had taken continued to operate; and; satisfied in my own mind that no attempt on my life was designed; the fear of instant death no longer combated the torpor which crept over meI slept; and slept soundly; but still without refreshment。
  When I awoke; I found myself extremely indisposed; images of the past; and anticipations of the future; floated confusedly through my brain。  I perceived; however; that my situation was changed; greatly for the better。  I was in a good bed; with the curtains drawn round it; I heard the lowered voice and cautious step of attendants; who seemed to respect my repose; it appeared as if I was in the hands either of friends; or of such as meant me no personal harm。
  I can give but an indistinct account of two or three broken and feverish days which succeeded; but if they were chequered with dreams and visions of terror; other and more agreeable objects were also sometimes presented。  Alan Fairford will understand me when I say; I am convinced I saw G。M。 during this interval of oblivion。  I had medical attendance; and was bled more than once。 I also remember a painful operation performed on my head; where I had received a severe blow on the night of the riot。  My hair was cut short; and the bone of the skull examined; to discover if the cranium had received any injury。
  On seeing the physician; it would have been natural to have appealed to him on the subject of my confinement; and I remember more than once attempting to do so。  But the fever lay like a spell upon my tongue; and when I would have implored the doctor's assistance; I rambled from the subject; and spoke I know not what nonsense。  Some power; which I was unable to resist; seemed to impel me into a different course of conversation from what I intended; and though conscious; in some degree; of the failure; I could not mend it; and resolved; therefore; to be patient; until my capacity of steady thought and expression was restored to me with my ordinary health; which had sustained a severe shock from the vicissitudes to which I had been exposed。  'See Note 6。'
  CHAPTER V
  DARSIE LATIMER'S JOURNAL; IN CONTINUATION
  Two or three days; perhaps more; perhaps less; had been spent in bed; where I was carefully attended; and treated; I believe; with as much judgement as the case required; and I was at length allowed to quit my bed; though not the chamber。  I was now more able to make some observation on the place of my confinement。
  The room; in appearance and furniture; resembled the best apartment in a farmer's house; and the window; two stories high; looked into a backyard; or court; filled with domestic poultry。 There were the usual domestic offices about this yard。  I could distinguish the brewhouse and the barn; and I heard; from a more remote building; the lowing of the cattle; and other rural sounds; announcing a large and well…stocked farm。  These were sights and sounds qualified to dispel any apprehension of immediate violence。  Yet the building seemed ancient and strong; a part of the roof was battlemented;and the walls were of great thickness; lastly; I observed; with some unpleasant sensations; that the windows of my chamber had been lately secured with iron stanchions; and that the servants who brought me victuals; or visited my apartment to render other menial offices; always locked the door when they retired。
  The comfort and cleanliness of my chamber were of true English growth; and such as I had rarely seen on the other side of the Tweed; the very old wainscot; which composed the floor and the panelling of the room; was scrubbed with a degree of labour which the Scottish housewife rarely bestows on her most costly furniture。
  The whole apartments appropriated to my use consisted of the bedroom; a small parlour adjacent; within which was a still smaller closet having a narrow window which seemed anciently to have been used as a shot…hole; admitting; indeed; a very moderate portion of light and air; but without its being possible to see anything from it except the blue sky; and that only by mounting on a chair。  There were appearances of a separate entrance into this cabinet; besides that which communicated with the parlour; but it had been recently built up; as I discovered by removing a piece of tapestry which covered the fresh mason…work。  I found some of my clothes here; with linen and other articles; as well as my writing…case; containing pen; ink; and paper; which enables me; at my leisure (which; God knows; is undisturbed enough) to make this record of my confinement。  It may be well believed; however; that I do not trust to the security of the bureau; but carry the written sheets about my person; so that I can only be deprived of them by actual violence。  I also am cautious to write in the little cabinet only; so that I can hear any person approach me through the other apartments; and have time enough to put aside my journal before they come upon me。
  The servants; a stout country fellow and a very pretty milkmaid… looking lass; by whom I am attended; seem of the true Joan and Hedge school; thinking of little and desiring nothing beyond the very limited sphere of their own duties or enjoyments; and having no curiosity whatever about the affairs of others。  Their behaviour to me in particular; is; at the same time; very kind and very provoking。  My table is abundantly supplied; and they seem anxious to comply with my taste in that department。  But whenever I make inquiries beyond 'what's for dinner'; the brute of a lad baffles me by his ANAN; and his DUNNA KNAW; and if hard pressed; turns his back on me composedly; and leaves the room。 The girl; too; pretends to be as simple as he; but an arch grin; which she cannot always suppress; seems to acknowledge that she understands perfectly well the game which she is playing; and is determined to keep me in ignorance。  Both of them; and the wench in particular; treat me as they would do a spoiled child; and never directly refuse me anything which I ask; taking care; at the same time; not to make their words good by effectually granting my request。  Thus; if I desire to go out; I am promised by Dorcas that I shall walk in the park at night; and see the cows milked; just as she would propose such an amusement to a child。  But she takes care never to keep her word; if it is in her power