第 11 节
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  look。    He was in shirt…sleeves and carpet slippers。
  I do not know why I made my enquiry as casual as possible。
  〃Does Mr。 Strickland live here by any chance?〃 I asked。
  〃Number thirty…two。         On the sixth floor。〃
  I was so surprised that for a moment I did not answer。
  〃Is he in?〃
  The waiter looked at a board in the
  〃He hasn't left his key。      Go up and you'll see。〃
  I thought it as well to put one more question。
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  The waiter looked at me suspiciously as I made my way upstairs。 They
  were dark and airless。        There was a foul and musty smell。            Three flights
  up   a   Woman   in   a   dressing…gown;   with   touzled   hair;   opened   a   door   and
  looked at me silently as I passed。         At length I reached the sixth floor; and
  knocked at the door numbered thirty…two。              There was a sound within; and
  the   door   was   partly   opened。    Charles   Strickland   stood   before   me。   He
  uttered not a word。       He evidently did not know me。
  I told him my name。        I tried my best to assume an airy manner。
  〃You don't remember me。            I had the pleasure of dining with you last
  July。〃
  〃Come in;〃 he said cheerily。         〃I'm delighted to see you。 Take a pew。〃
  I entered。    It was a very small room; overcrowded with furniture of
  the style which   the French know   as Louis Philippe。              There was a large
  wooden bedstead on which was a billowing red eiderdown; and there was
  a large wardrobe; a round table; a very small washstand; and two stuffed
  chairs covered with red rep。         Everything was dirty and shabby。 There was
  no    sign   of  the   abandoned      luxury    that  Colonel     MacAndrew        had   so
  confidently     described。     Strickland     threw   on   the  floor   the  clothes   that
  burdened one of the chairs; and I sat down on it。
  〃What can I do for you?〃 he asked。
  In that small room he seemed even bigger than I remembered him。 He
  wore   an   old   Norfolk    jacket;   and   he   had   not   shaved  for   several   days。
  When   last   I   saw   him   he   was   spruce   enough;   but   he   looked   ill   at   ease:
  now; untidy and ill…kempt; he looked perfectly at home。                 I did not know
  how he would take the remark I had prepared。
  〃I've come to see you on behalf of your wife。〃
  〃I was just going out to have a drink before dinner。 You'd better come
  too。    Do you like absinthe?〃
  〃I can drink it。〃
  〃Come on; then。〃
  He put on a bowler hat much in need of brushing。
  〃We might dine together。         You owe me a dinner; you know。〃
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  〃Certainly。    Are you alone?〃
  I  flattered   myself    that  I  had   got  in  that  important     question    very
  naturally。
  〃Oh yes。     In point of fact I've not spoken to a soul for three days。 My
  French isn't exactly brilliant。〃
  I   wondered   as   I   preceded   him   downstairs   what   had   happened   to   the
  little  lady   in  the  tea…shop。     Had    they   quarrelled    already;   or  was   his
  infatuation passed?       It seemed hardly likely if; as appeared; he had been
  taking steps for a year to make his desperate plunge。               We walked to the
  Avenue de Clichy; and sat down at one of the tables on the pavement of a
  large cafe。
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  The Avenue de Clichy was crowded at that hour; and a lively fancy
  might   see   in   the   passers…by   the   personages   of   many   a   sordid   romance。
  There were clerks and shopgirls; old fellows who might have stepped out
  of   the   pages   of   Honore   de   Balzac;   members;   male   and   female;   of   the
  professions which make their profit of the frailties of mankind。                 There is
  in   the   streets   of   the   poorer   quarters   of   Paris   a   thronging   vitality   which
  excites the blood and prepares the soul for the unexpected。
  〃Do you know Paris well?〃 I asked。
  〃No。     We came on our honeymoon。             I haven't been since。〃
  〃How on earth did you find out your hotel?〃
  〃It was recommended to me。            I wanted something cheap。〃
  The absinthe came; and with due solemnity we dropped water over the
  melting sugar。
  〃I thought I'd better tell you at once why I had come to see you;〃 I said;
  not without embarrassment。
  His eyes twinkled。       〃I thought somebody would come along sooner or
  later。   I've had a lot of letters from Amy。〃
  〃Then you know pretty well what I've got to say。〃
  〃I've not read them。〃
  I lit a cigarette to give myself a moment's time。            I did not quite know
  now how to set about my mission。              The eloquent phrases I had arranged;
  pathetic    or  indignant;    seemed     out   of  place   on  the   Avenue    de   Clichy。
  Suddenly he gave a chuckle。
  〃Beastly job for you this; isn't it?〃
  〃Oh; I don't know;〃 I answered。
  〃Well; look here; you get it over; and then we'll have a jolly evening。〃
  I hesitated。
  〃Has it occurred to you that your wife is frightfully unhappy?〃
  〃She'll get over it。〃
  I   cannot   describe   the   extraordinary   callousness   with   which   he   made
  this   reply。   It  disconcerted     me;   but   I  did   my   best  not  to   show   it。  I
  adopted   the   tone   used   by   my   Uncle   Henry;   a   clergyman;   when   he   was
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  asking   one   of   his   relatives   for   a   subscription   to   the  Additional   Curates
  Society。
  〃You don't mind my talking to you frankly?〃
  He shook his head; smiling。
  〃Has she deserved that you should treat her like this?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃Have you any complaint to make against her?〃
  〃None。〃
  〃Then; isn't it monstrous to leave her in this fashion; after seventeen
  years of married life; without a fault to find with her?〃
  〃Monstrous。〃
  I glanced at him with surprise。          His cordial agreement with all I said
  cut the ground from under my feet。            It made my position complicated; not
  to   say   ludicrous。      I   was   prepared     to  be   persuasive;     touching;    and
  hortatory;    admonitory      and   expostulating;     if  need   be  vituperative    even;
  indignant   and   sarcastic;   but   what   the   devil   does   a   mentor   do   when   the
  sinner   makes   no   bones   about   confessing   his   sin?     I   had   no   experience;
  since my own practice has always been to deny everything。
  〃What; then?〃 asked Strickland。
  I tried to curl my lip。
  〃Well; if you acknowledge that; there doesn't seem much more to be
  said。〃
  〃I don't think there is。〃
  I felt that   I   was   not   carrying out my  embassy  with   any  great skill。  I
  was distinctly nettled。
  〃Hang it all; one can't leave a woman without a bob。〃
  〃Why not?〃
  〃How is she going to live?〃
  〃I've supported her for seventeen years。             Why shouldn't she support
  herself for a change?〃
  〃She can't。〃
  〃Let her try。〃
  Of   course   there   were   many   things   I   might   have   answered   to   this。   I
  might   have   spoken   of   the   economic   position of   woman;  of   the   contract;
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  tacit and overt; which a man accepts by his marriage; and of much else;
  but I felt that there was only one point which really signified。
  〃Don't you care for her any more?〃
  〃Not a bit;〃 he replied。
  The   matter   was   immensely   serious   for   all   the   parties   concerned;   but
  there was in the manner of his answer such a cheerful effrontery that I had
  to bite my lips in order not to laugh。 I reminded myself that his behaviour
  was abominable。 I worked myself up into a state of moral indignation。
  〃Damn it all; there are your children to think of。 They've never done
  you   any   harm。     They   didn't   ask   to   be   brought   into   the   world。 If   you
  chuck everything like this; they'll be thrown on the streets。
  〃They've had a good many years of