第 4 节
作者:雨来不躲      更新:2021-02-25 00:55      字数:9322
  ad come for:  she unbent the fingers; and let the flowers drop out; the flowers she had loved so; and walked on without them; with dry; aching eyes。  Then for the last time he came。  And she showed him her empty hands; the hands that held nothing now。 But still he looked。  Then at length she opened her bosom and took out of it one small flower she had hidden there; and laid it on the sand。  She had nothing more to give now; and she wandered away; and the grey sand whirled about her。
  IV。  IN A FAR…OFF WORLD。
  There is a world in one of the far…off stars; and things do not happen here as they happen there。
  In that world were a man and woman; they had one work; and they walked together side by side on many days; and were friendsand that is a thing that happens now and then in this world also。
  But there was something in that star…world that there is not here。  There was a thick wood:  where the trees grew closest; and the stems were interlocked; and the summer sun never shone; there stood a shrine。  In the day all was quiet; but at night; when the stars shone or the moon glinted on the tree…tops; and all was quiet below; if one crept here quite alone and knelt on the steps of the stone altar; and uncovering one's breast; so wounded it that the blood fell down on the altar steps; then whatever he who knelt there wished for was granted him。  And all this happens; as I said; because it is a far…off world; and things often happen there as they do not happen here。
  Now; the man and woman walked together; and the woman wished well to the man。  One night when the moon was shining so that the leaves of all the trees glinted; and the waves of the sea were silvery; the woman walked alone to the forest。  It was dark there; the moonlight fell only in little flecks on the dead leaves under her feet; and the branches were knotted tight overhead。  Farther in it got darker; not even a fleck of moonlight shone。  Then she came to the shrine; she knelt down before it and prayed; there came no answer。  Then she uncovered her breast; with a sharp two… edged stone that lay there she wounded it。  The drops dripped slowly down on to the stone; and a voice cried; 〃What do you seek?〃
  She answered; 〃There is a man; I hold him nearer than anything。  I would give him the best of all blessings。〃
  The voice said; 〃What is it?〃
  The girl said; 〃I know not; but that which is most good for him I wish him to have。〃
  The voice said; 〃Your prayer is answered; he shall have it。〃
  Then she stood up。  She covered her breast and held the garment tight upon it with her hand; and ran out of the forest; and the dead leaves fluttered under her feet。  Out in the moonlight the soft air was blowing; and the sand glittered on the beach。  She ran along the smooth shore; then suddenly she stood still。  Out across the water there was something moving。  She shaded her eyes and looked。  It was a boat; it was sliding swiftly over the moonlit water out to sea。  One stood upright in it; the face the moonlight did not show; but the figure she knew。  It was passing swiftly; it seemed as if no one propelled it; the moonlight's shimmer did not let her see clearly; and the boat was far from shore; but it seemed almost as if there was another figure sitting in the stern。  Faster and faster it glided over the water away; away。  She ran along the shore; she came no nearer it。  The garment she had held closed fluttered open; she stretched out her arms; and the moonlight shone on her long loose hair。
  Then a voice beside her whispered; 〃What is it?〃
  She cried; 〃With my blood I bought the best of all gifts for him。  I have come to bring it him!  He is going from me!〃
  The voice whispered softly; 〃Your prayer was answered。  It has been given him。〃
  She cried; 〃What is it?〃
  The voice answered; 〃It is that he might leave you。〃
  The girl stood still。
  Far out at sea the boat was lost to sight beyond the moonlight sheen。
  The voice spoke softly; 〃Art thou contented?〃
  She said; 〃I am contented。〃
  At her feet the waves broke in long ripples softly on the shore。
  V。  THREE DREAMS IN A DESERT。
  Under a Mimosa…Tree。
  As I travelled across an African plain the sun shone down hotly。  Then I drew my horse up under a mimosa…tree; and I took the saddle from him and left him to feed among the parched bushes。  And all to right and to left stretched the brown earth。  And I sat down under the tree; because the heat beat fiercely; and all along the horizon the air throbbed。  And after a while a heavy drowsiness came over me; and I laid my head down against my saddle; and I fell asleep there。  And; in my sleep; I had a curious dream。
  I thought I stood on the border of a great desert; and the sand blew about everywhere。  And I thought I saw two great figures like beasts of burden of the desert; and one lay upon the sand with its neck stretched out; and one stood by it。  And I looked curiously at the one that lay upon the ground; for it had a great burden on its back; and the sand was thick about it; so that it seemed to have piled over it for centuries。
  And I looked very curiously at it。  And there stood one beside me watching。 And I said to him; 〃What is this huge creature who lies here on the sand?〃
  And he said; 〃This is woman; she that bears men in her body。〃
  And I said; 〃Why does she lie here motionless with the sand piled round her?〃
  And he answered; 〃Listen; I will tell you!  Ages and ages long she has lain here; and the wind has blown over her。  The oldest; oldest; oldest man living has never seen her move:  the oldest; oldest book records that she lay here then; as she lies here now; with the sand about her。  But listen! Older than the oldest book; older than the oldest recorded memory of man; on the Rocks of Language; on the hard…baked clay of Ancient Customs; now crumbling to decay; are found the marks of her footsteps!  Side by side with his who stands beside her you may trace them; and you know that she who now lies there once wandered free over the rocks with him。〃
  And I said; 〃Why does she lie there now?〃
  And he said; 〃I take it; ages ago the Age…of…dominion…of…muscular…force found her; and when she stooped low to give suck to her young; and her back was broad; he put his burden of subjection on to it; and tied it on with the broad band of Inevitable Necessity。  Then she looked at the earth and the sky; and knew there was no hope for her; and she lay down on the sand with the burden she could not loosen。  Ever since she has lain here。  And the ages have come; and the ages have gone; but the band of Inevitable Necessity has not been cut。〃
  And I looked and saw in her eyes the terrible patience of the centuries; the ground was wet with her tears; and her nostrils blew up the sand。
  And I said; 〃Has she ever tried to move?〃
  And he said; 〃Sometimes a limb has quivered。  But she is wise; she knows she cannot rise with the burden on her。〃
  And I said; 〃Why does not he who stands by her leave her and go on?〃
  And he said; 〃He cannot。  Look〃
  And I saw a broad band passing along the ground from one to the other; and it bound them together。
  He said; 〃While she lies there he must stand and look across the desert。〃
  And I said; 〃Does he know why he cannot move?〃
  And he said; 〃No。〃
  And I heard a sound of something cracking; and I looked; and I saw the band that bound the burden on to her back broken asunder; and the burden rolled on to the ground。
  And I said; 〃What is this?〃
  And he said; 〃The Age…of…muscular…force is dead。  The Age…of…nervous…force has killed him with the knife he holds in his hand; and silently and invisibly he has crept up to the woman; and with that knife of Mechanical Invention he has cut the band that bound the burden to her back。  The Inevitable Necessity it broken。  She might rise now。〃
  And I saw that she still lay motionless on the sand; with her eyes open and her neck stretched out。  And she seemed to look for something on the far… off border of the desert that never came。  And I wondered if she were awake or asleep。  And as I looked her body quivered; and a light came into her eyes; like when a sunbeam breaks into a dark room。
  I said; 〃What is it?〃
  He whispered 〃Hush! the thought has come to her; 'Might I not rise?'〃
  And I looked。  And she raised her head from the sand; and I saw the dent where her neck had lain so long。  And she looked at the earth; and she looked at the sky; and she looked at him who stood by her:  but he looked out across the desert。
  And I saw her body quiver; and she pressed her front knees to the earth; and veins stood out; and I cried; 〃She is going to rise!〃
  But only her sides heaved; and she lay still where she was。
  But her head she held up; she did not lay it down again。  And he beside me said; 〃She is very weak。  See; her legs have been crushed under her so long。〃
  And I saw the creature struggle:  and the drops stood out on her。
  And I said; 〃Surely he who stands beside her will help her?〃
  And he beside me answered; 〃He cannot help her:  she must help herself。  Let her struggle till she is strong。〃
  And I cried; 〃At least he will not hinder her!  See; he moves farther from her; and tightens the cord between them; and he drags her down。