第 4 节
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  t Oyster Bay; where his father first leased a house in 1874; he spent much of his time on the water; but he deemed sailing rather lazy and unexciting; compared with rowing。 He enjoyed taking his row…boat out into the Sound; and; if a high headwind was blowing; or the sea ran in whitecaps; so much the better。 He was now able to share in all of the athletic pastimes of his companions; although; so far as I know; he never indulged in baseball; the commonest game of all。
  When he entered Harvard as a Freshman in 1876; that institution was passing through its transition from college to university; which had begun when Charles W。 Eliot became its President seven years before。 In spite of vehement assaults; the Great Educator pushed on his reform slowly but resistlessly。 He needed to train not only the public but many members; perhaps a majority; of his faculty。 Young Roosevelt found a body of eight hundred undergraduates; the largest number up to that time。 While the Elective System had been introduced in the upper classes; Freshmen and Sophomores were still required to take the courses prescribed for them。
  To one who looks back; after forty years; on the Harvard of that time there was much about it; the loss of which must be regretted。 Limited in many directions it was; no doubt; but its very limitations made for friendship and for that sense of intimate mutual; relationship; out of which springs mutual affection。 You belonged to Harvard; and she to you。 That she was small; compared with her later magnitude; no more lessened your love for her; than your love for your own mother could be increased were she suddenly to become a giantess。 The undergraduate community was not exactly a large family; but it was; nevertheless; restricted enough not only for a fellow to know at least by sight all of his classmates; but also to have some knowledge of what was going on in other classes as well as in the College as a whole。 Academic fame; too; had a better chance then than it has now。 There were eight or ten professors; whom most of the fellows knew by sight; and all by reputation; now; however; I meet intelligent students who have never heard even the name of the head of some department who is famous throughout the world among his colleagues; but whose courses that student has never taken。
  In spite of the simplicity and the homelikeness of the Harvard with eight hundred undergraduates; however; it was large enough to afford the opportunity of meeting men of many different tastes and men from all parts of the country。 So it gave free play to the development of individual talents; and its standard of scholarship was already sufficiently high to ensure the excellence of the best scholars it trained。 One quality which we probably took little note of; although it must have affected us all; sprang from the fact that Harvard was still a crescent institution; she was in the full vigor of growth; of expansion; of increase; and we shared insensibly from being connected with that growth。 In retrospect now; and giving due recognition to this crescent spirit; I recall that; in spite of it; Omar Khayyam was the favorite poet of many of us; that introspection; which sometimes deepened into pessimism; was in vogue; and that a spiritual or philosophic languorous disenchantment sicklied o'er the somewhat mottled cast of our thought。
  Roosevelt took rooms at No。 16 Winthrop Street; a quiet little lane midway between the College Yard and Charles River; where he could pursue his hobbies without incessant interruption from casual droppers…in。 Here he kept the specimens which he went on collecting; some livea large turtle and two or three harmless snakes; for instanceand some dead and stuffed。 He was no 〃grind〃; the gods take care not to mix even a drop of pedantry in the make…up of the rare men whom they destine for great deeds or fine works。 Theodore was already so much stronger in his health that he went on to get still more strength。 He had regular lessons in boxing。 He took long walks and studied the flora and fauna of the country round Cambridge in his amateurish but intense way。 During his first Christmas vacation; he went down to the Maine Woods and camped out; and there he met Bill Sewall; a famous guide; who remained Theodore's friend through life; and Wilmot Dow; Sewall's nephew; another woodsman; and this trip; subsequently followed by others; did much good to his physique。 He still had occasional attacks of asthmahe 〃guffled〃 as Bill Sewall called itand they were sometimes acute; but his tendency to them slowly wore away。
  All his days Roosevelt was proud of being a Harvard man。 Even in the period when academic Harvard was most critical of his public acts; he never wavered in his devotion to Alma Mater herself; that dear and lovely Being; who; like the ideal of our country; lives on to inspire us in spite of unsympathetic administrations and unloved leaders。
  〃The One remains; the many change and pass。〃
  Nevertheless; in his 〃Autobiography;〃 Theodore makes very scant record of his college life。 〃I thoroughly enjoyed Harvard;〃 he says; 〃and I am sure it did me good; but only in the general effect; for there was very little in my actual studies which helped me in after life。〃 * Like nine out of ten men who look back on college he could make no definite estimate of the actual gains from those four years; but it is precisely the indefiniteness; the elusiveness of the college experience which marks its worth。 This is not to be reckoned financially by an increase in dollars and cents; or intellectually; by so many added foot…pounds of knowledge。 Harvard College was of inestimable benefit to Roosevelt; because it enabled him to find himselfto be a man with his fellow men。
  *Autobiography; 27。
  During his youth his physical handicap had rather cut him off from companionship on equal terms with his fellows。 Now; however; he could enter with zest in their sports and societies。 At the very beginning of his Freshman year he showed his classmates his mettle。 During the presidential torchlight parade when the jubilant Freshmen were marching for Hayes; some Tilden man shouted derisively at them from a second…story window and pelted them with potatoes。 It was impossible for them to get at him; but Theodore; who was always stung at any display of meanness and it was certainly mean to attack the paraders when they could not retaliatestood out from the line and shook his fist at the assailant。 His fellow marchers asked who their champion was; and so the name of Roosevelt and his pugnacious little figure became generally known to them。 He was little then; not above five feet six in height; and under one hundred and thirty pounds in weight。 By degrees they all knew him。 His unusual ways; his loyalty to his hobbies; which he treated not as mere whims but as being worthy of serious application; his versatility; his outspokenness; his almost unbroken good…nature; attracted most of the persons with whom he came in contact。 He rose to be President of the Natural History Society; a distinction which implied some real merit in its possessor。 His family antecedents; but still more his personal qualities; made easy for him the ascent of the social terraces at Harvardthe Dicky; the Hasty Pudding Club; and the Porcellian。 He was editor of the Harvard Advocate; which opened the door of the O。K。 Society; where he found congenial intellectual companionship with the editors from the classes above and below him; and when Dr。 Edward Everett Hale wished to revive and perpetuate the Alpha Delta Phi Fraternity; Roosevelt was one of the half…dozen men from the Class of 1880 whom he selected。
  My first definite recollection of him is at the annual dinner of the Harvard Crimson in January or February; 1879。 He was invited as a guest to represent the Advocate。 Since entering college I had met him casually many times and had heard of his oddities and exuberance; but throughout this dinner I came to feel that I knew him。 On being called on to speak he seemed very shy and made; what I think he said; was his maiden speech。 He still had difficulty in enunciating clearly or even in running off his words smoothly。 At times he could hardly get them out at all; and then he would rush on for a few sentences; as skaters redouble their pace over thin ice。 He told the story of two old gentlemen who stammered; the point of which was; that one of them;after distressing contortions and stoppages; recommended the other to go to Dr。 X; adding; 〃He cured me。〃
  A trifling bit of thistledown for memory to have preserved after all these years; but still it is interesting to me to recall that this was the beginning of the public speaking of the man who later addressed more audiences than any other orator of his time and made a deeper impression by his spoken word。
  One other reminiscence of Roosevelt at Harvard; almost as unsubstantial as this。 Late in his Senior year we had a committee meeting of the Alpha Delta Phi in Charles Washburn's room at 15 Holworthy。 Roosevelt and I sat in the window…seat overlooking the College Yard and chatted together in the intervals when business was slack。 We discussed what we intended to do after graduation。 〃I am going to try to help the cause of better government in