第 50 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2021-02-24 23:21      字数:9322
  son; I think even you will admit; Jasper; I am too good to
  be the wife of one of the common soldiers。〃
  As Mabel spoke thus frankly she blushed; she knew not
  why; though the obscurity concealed the fact from her
  companion; and she laughed faintly; like one who felt
  that the subject; however embarrassing it might be; de…
  served to be treated fairly。  Jasper; it would seem; viewed
  her position differently from herself。
  〃It is true Mabel;〃 said he; 〃you are not what is cafle~
  a lady; in the common meaning of the word。〃
  〃Not in any meaning; Jasper;〃 the generous girl eagerly
  interrupted: 〃on that head; I have no vanities; I hope。
  Providence has made me the daughter of a sergeant; and I
  am content to remain in the station in which I was born。〃
  〃But all do not remain in the stations in which they
  were born; Mabel; for some rise above them; and some fall
  below them。  Many sergeants have become officers  even
  generals; and why may not sergeants' daughters become
  officers' ladies?〃
  〃In the case of Sergeant Dunham's daughter; I know
  no better reason than the fact that no officer is likely to
  wish to make her his wife;〃 returned Mabel; laughing。
  〃_You_ may think so; but there are some in the 55th that
  know better。  There is certainly one officer in that regi…
  ment; Mabel; who does wish to make you his wife。〃
  Quick as the flashing lightning; the rapid thoughts of
  Mabel Dunham glanced over the five or six subalterns of
  the corps; who; by age and inclinations; would be the most
  likely to form such a wish; and we should do injustice to
  her habits; perhaps; were we not to say that a lively sensa…
  tion of pleasure rose momentarily in her bosom; at the
  thought of being raised above a station which; whatever
  might be her professions of contentment; she felt that she
  had been too well educated to fill with perfect satisfaction。
  But this emotion was as transient as it was sudden; for
  Mabel Dunham was a girl of too much pure and womanly
  feeling to view the marriage tie through anything so
  worldly as the mere advantages of station。  The passing
  emotion was a thrill produced by factitious habits; while
  the more settled opinion which remained was the offspring
  of nature and principles。
  〃I know no officer in the 55th; or any other regiment;
  who would be likely to do so foolish a thing; nor do I
  think I myself would do so foolish a thing as to marry an
  officer。〃
  〃Foolish; Mabel!〃
  〃Yes; foolish; Jasper。  You know; as well as I can know;
  what the world would think of such matters; and I should
  be sorry; very sorry; to find that my husband ever regretted
  that he had so far yielded to a fancy for a face or a figure
  as to have married the daughter of one so much his in…
  ferior as a sergeant。〃
  〃_Your_ husband; Mabel; will not be so likely to think of
  the father as to think of the daughter。〃
  The girl was talking with spirit; though feeling evidently
  entered into her part of the discourse; but she paused for
  nearly a minute after Jasper had made the last observa…
  tion before she uttered another word。  Then she con…
  tinued; in a manner less playful; and one critically atten…
  tive might have fancied in a manner slightly melan…
  choly;
  〃Parent and child ought so to live as not to have two
  hearts; or two modes of feeling and thinking。  A common
  interest in all things I should think as necessary to happi…
  ness in man and wife; as between the other members of
  the same family。  Most of all; ought neither the man nor
  the woman to have any unusual cause for unhappiness; the
  world furnishing so many of itself。〃
  〃Am I to understand; then; Mabel; you would refuse to
  marry an officer; merely because he was an officer?〃
  〃Have you a right to ask such a question; Jasper?〃 said
  Mabel smiling。
  〃No other right than what a strong desire to see you
  happy can give; which; after all; may be very little。  My
  anxiety has been increased; from happening to know that
  it is your father's intention to persuade you to marry
  Lieutenant Muir。〃
  〃My dear; dear father can entertain no notion so ridicu…
  lous  no notion so cruel!〃
  〃Would it; then; be cruel to wish you the wife of a
  quarter…master?〃
  〃I have told you what I think on that subject; and can…
  not make my words stronger。  Having answered you so
  frankly; Jasper; I have a right to ask how you know that
  my father thinks of any such thing?〃
  〃That he has chosen a husband for you; I know from
  his own mouth; for he has told me this much during our
  frequent conversations while he has been superintending
  the shipment of the stores; and that Mr。 Muir is to offer
  for you; I know from the officer himself; who has told me
  as much。  By putting the two things together; I have
  come to the opinion mentioned。〃
  〃May not my dear father; Jasper;〃  Mabel's face glowed
  like fire while she spoke; though her words escaped her
  slowly; and by a sort of involuntary impulse;  〃may not
  my dear father have been thinking of another?  It does
  not follow; from what you say; that Mr。 Muir was in his
  mind。〃
  〃Is it not probable; Mabel; from all that has passed?
  What brings the Quartermaster here?  He has never found
  it necessary before to accompany the parties that have gone
  below。  He thinks of you for his wife; and your father
  has made up his own mind that you shall be so。  You
  must see; Mabel; that Mr。 Muir follows _you?_〃
  Mabel made no answer。  Her feminine instinct had;
  indeed; told her that she was an object of admiration with
  the Quartermaster; though she had hardly supposed to the
  extent that Jasper believed; and she; too; had even gathered
  from the discourse of her father that he thought seriously
  of having her disposed of in marriage; but by no process
  of reasoning could she ever have arrived at the inference
  that Mr。 Muir was to be the man。  She did not believe it
  now; though she was far from suspecting the truth。  In…
  deed; it was her own opinion that these casual remarks of
  her father; which had struck her; had proceeded from a
  general wish to have her settled; rather than from any
  desire to see her united to any particular individual。  These
  thoughts; however; she kept secret; for self…respect and
  feminine reserve showed her the impropriety of making
  them the subject of discussion with her present companion。
  By way of changing the conversation; therefore; after the
  pause had lasted long enough to be embarrassing to both
  parties; she said; 〃Of one thing you may be certain; Jasper;
  … and that is all I wish to say on the subject;  Lieutenant
  Muir; though he were a colonel; will never be the husband
  of Mabel Dunham。  And now; tell me of your voyage;
  when will it end?〃
  〃That is uncertain。  Once afloat; we are at the mercy
  of the winds and waves。  Pathfinder will tell you that he
  who begins to chase the deer in the morning cannot tell
  where he will sleep at night。〃
  〃But we are not chasing a deer; nor is it morning: so
  Pathfinder's moral is thrown away。〃
  〃Although we are not chasing a deer; we are after that
  which may be as hard to catch。  I can tell you no more
  than I have said already; for it is our duty to be close…
  mouthed; whether anything depends on it or not。  I am
  afraid; however; I shall not keep you long enough in the
  _Scud_ to show you what she can do at need。〃
  〃I think a woman unwise who ever marries a sailor;〃
  said Mabel abruptly; and almost involuntarily。
  〃This is a strange opinion; why do you hold it?〃
  〃Because a sailor's wife is certain to have a rival in his
  vessel。  My uncle Cap; too; says that a sailor should never
  marry。〃
  〃He means salt…water sailors;〃 returned Jasper; laugh…
  ing。  〃If he thinks wives not good enough for those who
  sail on the ocean; he will fancy them just suited to those
  who sail on the lakes。  I hope; Mabel; you do not take
  your opinions of us fresh…water mariners from all that
  Master Cap says。〃
  〃Sail; ho!〃 exclaimed the very individual of whom they
  were conversing; 〃or boat; ho! would be nearer the truth。〃
  Jasper ran forward; and; sure enough; a small object
  was discernible about a hundred yards ahead of the cutter;
  and nearly on her lee bow。  At the first glance; he saw it
  was a bark canoe; for; though the darkness prevented hues
  from being distinguished; the eye that had become accus…
  tomed to the night might discern forms at some little dis…
  tance; and the eye which; like Jasper's; had long been
  familiar with things aquatic; could not be at a loss in dis…
  covering the outlines necessary to come to the conclusion
  he did。
  〃This may be an enemy;〃 the young man remarked;
  〃and it may be well to overhaul him。〃
  〃He is paddling with all his might; lad;〃 observed the
  Pathfinder; 〃and means to cross your bows and get to
  windward; when you might as well chase a full…grown buck
  on snow…shoes!〃
  〃Let her luff;〃 cried Jasper to the man at the helm。
  〃Luff up; till she shakes。  There; steady; and hold all that。〃
  The helmsman complied; and; as the _Scud_ was now
  dashing the water aside merrily; a minute or two put the
  canoe so far to leeward as to render escape impracticable。
  Jasper now sprang to the helm himself and; by judicious
  and careful handling; he got so near his chase that it was
  secured by a boat…hook。