第 85 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-24 23:06      字数:9322
  almost bewildering to find herself in some degree thus sharing the
  Silliston community life; and an unpremeditated attitude toward these
  learned ones; high priests of the muses she had so long ignorantly
  worshipped; accounted perhaps for a great deal in their attitude toward
  her。  Her fervour; repressed yet palpable; was like a flame burning
  before their altarsa flattery to which the learned; being human; are
  quick to respond。  Besides; something of her history was known; and she
  was of a type to incite a certain amount of interest amongst these
  discerning ones。  Often; after she had taken their dictation; or brought
  their manuscripts home; they detained her in conversation。  In short;
  Silliston gave its approval to this particular experiment of Augusta
  Maturin。  As for Mrs。 Maturin herself; her feeling was one of controlled
  pride not unmixed with concern; always conscious as she was of the hidden
  element of tragedy in the play she had so lovingly staged。  Not that she
  had any compunction in keeping Janet's secret; even from Insall; but
  sometimes as she contemplated it the strings of her heart grew tight。
  Silliston was so obviously where Janet belonged; she could not bear the
  thought of the girl going out again from this sheltered spot into a
  chaotic world of smoke and struggle。
  Janet's own feelings were a medley。  It was not; of course; contentment
  she knew continually; nor even peace; although there were moments when
  these stole over her。  There were moments; despite her incredible good
  fortune; of apprehension when she shrank from the future; when fear
  assailed her; moments of intense sadness at the thought of leaving her
  friends; of leaving this enchanted place now that miraculously she had
  found it; moments of stimulation; of exaltation; when she forgot。  Her
  prevailing sense; as she found herself again; was of thankfulness and
  gratitude; of determination to take advantage of; to drink in all of this
  wonderful experience; lest any precious memory be lost。
  Like a jewel gleaming with many facets; each sunny day was stored and
  treasured。  As she went from Mrs。 Case's boarding…house forth to her
  work; the sweet; sharp air of these spring mornings was filled with
  delicious smells of new things; of new flowers and new grass and tender;
  new leaves of myriad shades; bronze and crimson; fuzzy white; primrose;
  and emerald green。  And sometimes it seemed as though the pink and white
  clouds of the little orchards were wafted into swooning scents。  She
  loved best the moment when the Common came in view; when through the rows
  of elms the lineaments of those old houses rose before her; lineaments
  seemingly long familiar; as of old and trusted friends; and yet ever
  stirring new harmonies and new visions。  Here; in their midst; she
  belonged; and here; had the world been otherwise ordained; she might have
  lived on in one continuous; shining spring。  At the corner of the Common;
  foursquare; ample; painted a straw colour trimmed with white; with its
  high chimneys and fan…shaped stairway window; its balustraded terrace
  porch open to the sky; was the eighteenth century mansion occupied by Dr。
  Ledyard。  What was the secret of its flavour?  And how account for the
  sense of harmony inspired by another dwelling; built during the term of
  the second Adams; set in a frame of maples and shining white in the
  morning sun?  Its curved portico was capped by a wrought…iron railing;
  its long windows were touched with purple; and its low garretset like a
  deckhouse on the wide roofsuggested hidden secrets of the past。  Here a
  Motley or a Longfellow might have dwelt; a Bryant penned his
  〃Thanatopsis。〃  Farther on; chequered by shade; stood the quaint brick
  row of professors' houses; with sloping eaves and recessed entrances of
  granitea subject for an old English print。。。。  Along the border of the
  Common were interspersed among the ancient dormitories and halls the new
  and dignified buildings of plum…coloured brick that still preserved the
  soul of Silliston。  And to it the soul of Janet responded。
  In the late afternoon; when her tasks were finished; Janet would cross
  the Common to Mrs。 Maturin'sa dwelling typical of the New England of
  the past; with the dimensions of a cottage and something of the dignity
  of a mansion。  Fluted white pilasters adorned the corners; the windows
  were protected by tiny eaves; the roof was guarded by a rail; the
  classically porched entrance was approached by a path between high
  clipped hedges of hemlock; and through the library; on the right; you
  reached the flagged terrace beside a garden; rioting in the carnival
  colours of spring。  By September it would have changed。  For there is
  one glory of the hyacinth; of the tulip and narcissus and the jonquil;
  and another of the Michaelmas daisy and the aster。
  Insall was often there; and on Saturdays and Sundays he took Mrs。 Maturin
  and Janet on long walks into the country。  There were afternoons when the
  world was flooded with silver light; when the fields were lucent in the
  sun; and afternoons stained with blue;the landscape like a tapestry
  woven in delicate grins on a ground of indigo。  The arbutus; all aglow
  and fragrant beneath its leaves; the purple fringed polygala were past;
  but they found the pale gold lily of the bellwort; the rust…red bloom of
  the ginger。  In the open spaces under the sky were clouds of bluets; wild
  violets; and white strawberry flowers clustering beside the star moss all
  ashimmer with new green。  The Canada Mayflower spread a carpet under the
  pines; and in the hollows where the mists settled; where the brooks
  flowed; where the air was heavy with the damp; ineffable odour of growing
  things; they gathered drooping adder's…tongues; white…starred bloodroots
  and foam…flowers。  From Insall's quick eye nothing seemed to escape。  He
  would point out to them the humming…bird that hovered; a bright blur;
  above the columbine; the woodpecker glued to the trunk of a maple high
  above their heads; the red gleam of a tanager flashing through sunlit
  foliage; the oriole and vireo where they hid。  And his was the ear that
  first caught the exquisite; distant note of the hermit。  Once he stopped
  them; startled; to listen to the cock partridge drumming to its mate。。。。
  Sometimes; of an evening; when Janet was helping Mrs。 Maturin in her
  planting or weeding; Insall would join them; rolling up the sleeves of
  his flannel shirt and kneeling beside them in the garden paths。  Mrs。
  Maturin was forever asking his advice; though she did not always follow
  it。
  〃Now; Brooks;〃 she would say; 〃you've just got to suggest something to
  put in that border to replace the hyacinths。
  I had larkspur last yearyou rememberand it looked like a chromo in a
  railroad folder。〃
  〃Let me seedid I advise larkspur?〃 he would ask。
  〃Oh; I'm sure you must haveI always do what you tell me。  It seems to
  me I've thought of every possible flower in the catalogue。  You know;
  too; only you're so afraid of committing yourself。〃
  Insall's comic spirit; betrayed by his expressions; by the quizzical
  intonations of his voice; never failed to fill Janet with joy; while it
  was somehow suggestive; too; of the vast fund of his resource。  Mrs。
  Maturin was right; he could have solved many of her questions offhand if
  he had so wished; but he had his own method of dealing with appeals。  His
  head tilted on one side; apparently in deep thought over the problem; he
  never answered outright; but by some process of suggestion unfathomable
  to Janet; and by eliminating; not too deprecatingly; Mrs。 Maturin's
  impatient proposals; brought her to a point where she blurted out the
  solution herself。
  〃Oriental poppies!  How stupid of me not to think of them!〃
  〃How stupid of me!〃 Insall echoedand Janet; bending over her weeding;
  made sure they had been in his mind all the while。
  Augusta Maturin's chief extravagance was books; she could not bear to
  await her turn at the library; and if she liked a book she wished to own
  it。  Subscribing to several reviews; three English and one American; she
  scanned them eagerly every week and sent in orders to her Boston
  bookseller。  As a consequence the carved walnut racks on her library
  table were constantly being strained。  A good book; she declared; ought
  to be read aloud; and discussed even during its perusal。  And thus Janet;
  after an elementary and decidedly unique introduction to worth…while
  literature in the hospital; was suddenly plunged into the vortex of
  modern thought。  The dictum Insall quoted; that modern culture depended
  largely upon what one had not read; was applied to her; a child of the
  new environment fallen into skilful hands; she was spared the boredom of
  wading through the so…called classics which; though useful as milestones;
  as landmarks for future reference; are largely mere reminders of an
  absolute universe now vanished。  The arrival of a novel; play; or
  treatise by one of that small but growing nucleus of twentieth century
  seers was an event; and often a volume begun in the afternoon was taken
  up again after supper。  While Mrs。 Maturin sat sewing on the other side
  of the lamp; Janet had her turn at reading。  From the first she had been
  quick to note M