第 4 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-24 23:06      字数:9322
  window of the store; might be seen a perspiring young man in his shirt sleeves
  chalking up baseball scores for the benefit of a crowd below。  Then came the
  funereal; liver…coloured; long…windowed Hinckley Block (1872); and on the
  corner a modern; glorified drugstore thrusting forth plate glass baystwo on
  Faber Street and three on Stanleyfilled with cameras and candy; hot water
  bags; throat sprays; catarrh and kidney cures; calendars; fountain pens;
  stationery; and handy alcohol lamps。  Flanking the sidewalks; symbolizing and
  completing the heterogeneous and bewildering effect of the street were long
  rows of heavy hemlock trunks; unpainted and stripped of bark; with crosstrees
  bearing webs of wires。  Trolley cars rattled along; banging their gongs; trucks
  rumbled across the tracks; automobiles uttered frenzied screeches behind
  startled pedestrians。  Janet was always galvanized into alertness here; Faber
  Street being no place to dream。  By night an endless procession moved up one
  sidewalk and down another; staring hypnotically at the flash…in and flash…out
  electric; signs that kept the breakfast foods and ales; the safety razors;
  soaps; and soups incessantly in the minds of a fickle public。
  Two blocks from Faber Street was the North Canal; with a granite…paved roadway
  between it and the monotonous row of company boarding houses。  Even in bright
  weather Janet felt a sense of oppression here; on dark; misty mornings the
  stern; huge battlements of the mills lining the farther bank were menacing
  indeed; bristling with projections; towers; and chimneys; flanked by heavy
  walls。  Had her experience included Europe; her imagination might have seized
  the medieval parallel;the arched bridges flung at intervals across the water;
  lacking only chains to raise them in case of siege。  The place was always
  ominously suggestive of impending strife。  Janet's soul was a sensitive
  instrument; but she suffered from an inability to find parallels; and thus to
  translate her impressions intellectually。  Her feeling about the mills was that
  they were at once fortress and prison; and she a slave driven thither day after
  day by an all…compelling power; as much a slave as those who trooped in through
  the gates in the winter dawn; and wore down; four times a day; the oak treads
  of the circular tower stairs。
  The sound of the looms was like heavy rain hissing on the waters of the canal。
  The administrative offices of a giant mill such as the Chippering in Hampton
  are labyrinthine。  Janet did not enter by the great gates her father kept; but
  walked through an open courtyard into a vestibule where; day and night; a
  watchman stood; she climbed iron…shod stairs; passed the doorway leading to the
  paymaster's suite; to catch a glimpse; behind the grill; of numerous young men
  settling down at those mysterious and complicated machines that kept so
  unerring a record; in dollars and cents; of the human labour of the operatives。
  There were other suites for the superintendents; for the purchasing agent; and
  at the end of the corridor; on the south side of the mill; she entered the
  outer of the two rooms reserved for Mr。 Claude Ditmar; the Agent and general…
  in…chief himself of this vast establishment。  In this outer office; behind the
  rail that ran the length of it; Janet worked; from the window where her
  typewriter stood was a sheer drop of eighty feet or so to the river; which ran
  here swiftly through a wide canon whose sides were formed by miles and miles of
  mills; built on buttressed stone walls to retain the banks。  The prison…like
  buildings on the farther shore were also of colossal size; casting their
  shadows far out into the waters; while in the distance; up and down the stream;
  could be seen the delicate web of the Stanley and Warren Street bridges; with
  trolley cars like toys gliding over them; with insect pedestrians creeping
  along the footpaths。
  Mr。 Ditmar's immediate staff consisted of Mr。 Price; an elderly bachelor of
  tried efficiency whose peculiar genius lay in computation; of a young Mr。
  Caldwell who; during the four years since he had left Harvard; had been
  learning the textile industry; of Miss Ottway; and Janet。  Miss Ottway was the
  agent's private stenographer; a strongly built; capable woman with immense
  reserves seemingly inexhaustible。  She had a deep; masculine voice; not
  unmusical; the hint of a masculine moustache; a masculine manner of taking to
  any job that came to hand。  Nerves were things unknown to her: she was granite;
  Janet tempered steel。  Janet was the second stenographer; and performed;
  besides; any odd tasks that might be assigned。
  There were; in the various offices of the superintendents; the paymaster and
  purchasing agent; other young women stenographers whose companionship Janet;
  had she been differently organized; might have found congenial; but something
  in her refused to dissolve to their proffered friendship。  She had but one
  friend;if Eda Rawle; who worked in a bank; and whom she had met at a lunch
  counter by accident; may be called so。  As has been admirably said in another
  language; one kisses; the other offers a cheek: Janet offered the cheek。  All
  unconsciously she sought a relationship rarely to be found in banks and
  business offices; would yield herself to none other。  The young women
  stenographers in the Chippering Mill; respectable; industrious girls; were
  attracted by a certain indefinable quality; but finding they made no progress
  in their advances; presently desisted they were somewhat afraid of her; as one
  of them remarked; 〃You always knew she was there。〃  Miss Lottie Meyers; who
  worked in the office of Mr。 Orcutt; the superintendent across the hall;
  experienced a brief infatuation that turned to hate。  She chewed gum
  incessantly; Janet found her cheap perfume insupportable; Miss Meyers; for her
  part; declared that Janet was 〃queer〃 and 〃stuck up;〃 thought herself better
  than the rest of them。  Lottie Meyers was the leader of a group of four or five
  which gathered in the hallway at the end of the noon hour to enter animatedly
  into a discussion of waists; hats; and lingerie; to ogle and exchange
  persiflages with the young men of the paymaster's corps; to giggle; to relate;
  sotto voce; certain stories that ended invariably in hysterical laughter。
  Janet detested these conversations。  And the sex question; subtly suggested if
  not openly dealt with; to her was a mystery over which she did not dare to
  ponder; terrible; yet too sacred to be degraded。  Her feelings; concealed under
  an exterior of self…possession; deceptive to the casual observer; sometimes
  became molten; and she was frightened by a passion that made her tremblea
  passion by no means always consciously identified with men; embodying all the
  fierce unexpressed and unsatisfied desires of her life。
  These emotions; often suggested by some hint of beauty; as of the sun glinting
  on the river on a bright blue day; had a sudden way of possessing her; and the
  longing they induced was pain。  Longing for what?  For some unimagined
  existence where beauty dwelt; and light; where the ecstasy induced by these was
  neither moiled nor degraded; where shame; as now; might not assail her。  Why
  should she feel her body hot with shame; her cheeks afire?  At such moments she
  would turn to the typewriter; her fingers striking the keys with amazing
  rapidity; with extraordinary accuracy and force;force vaguely disturbing to
  Mr。 Claude Ditmar as he entered the office one morning and involuntarily paused
  to watch her。  She was unaware of his gaze; but her colour was like a crimson
  signal that flashed to him and was gone。  Why had he never noticed her before?
  All these months; for more than a year; perhaps;she had been in his office;
  and he had not so much as looked at her twice。  The unguessed answer was that
  he had never surprised her in a vivid moment。  He had a flair for women; though
  he had never encountered any possessing the higher values; and it was
  characteristic of the plane of his mental processes that this one should remind
  him now of a dark; lithe panther; tensely strung; capable of fierceness。  The
  pain of having her scratch him would be delectable。
  When he measured her it was to discover that she was not so little; and the
  shoulder…curve of her uplifted arms; as her fingers played over the keys;
  seemed to belie that apparent slimness。  And had he not been unacquainted with
  the subtleties of the French mind and language; he
  might have classed her as a fausse maigre。  Her head was small; her hair like a
  dark; blurred shadow clinging round it。 He wanted to examine her hair; to see
  whether it would not betray; at closer range; an imperceptible wave;but not
  daring to linger he went into his office; closed the door; and sat down with a
  sensation akin to weakness; somewhat appalled by his discovery; considerably
  amazed at his previous stupidity。  He had thought of Janetwhen she had
  entered his mind at allas unobtrusive; demure; now he recognized this
  demureness as repression。  Her qualities needed illumination; and he; Claude
  Ditmar; had seen them struck with fire。  He wondered whether any other man
  had been as fortunate。
  Later in the morning; quite cas