第 13 节
作者:交通工具类:沧海一叶舟      更新:2021-02-24 23:04      字数:9322
  again。 II was feeling a little out of tune myself to…day; and I thought; by
  the way you looked; that you were; too。            So I asked you to go to walk。〃
  〃Humph!        Well;    IThat    will    do;   boy。    No    impertinence;      you
  understand!〃 And he had turned away in very obvious anger。
  David; with a puzzled sorrow in his heart had started alone then; on his
  walk。
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  CHAPTER VII
  〃YOU'RE WANTEDYOU'RE
  WANTED!〃
  It  was  Saturday    night;  and  the  end   of  David's   third  day   at  the
  farmhouse。 Upstairs; in the hot little room over the kitchen; the boy knelt
  at   the  window    and   tried  to  find  a  breath  of  cool  air  from  the  hills。
  Downstairs on the porch Simeon Holly and his wife discussed the events
  of the past few days; and talked of what should be done with David。
  〃But what shall we do with him?〃 moaned Mrs。 Holly at last; breaking
  a long silence that had fallen between them。 〃What can we do with him?
  Doesn't anybody want him?〃
  〃No; of course; nobody wants him;〃 retorted her husband relentlessly。
  And at the words a small figure in a yellow…white nightshirt stopped
  short。 David; violin in hand; had fled from the little hot room; and stood
  now just inside the kitchen door。
  〃Who   can   want   a   child   that   has   been   brought   up   in   that   heathenish
  fashion?〃 continued Simeon Holly。 〃According to his own story; even his
  father did nothing but play the fiddle and tramp through the woods day in
  and day  out;  with   an   occasional   trip   to   the  mountain village  to   get   food
  and clothing when they had absolutely nothing to eat and wear。 Of course
  nobody wants him!〃
  David; at the kitchen door; caught his breath chokingly。 Then he sped
  across   the   floor   to   the   back   hall;   and   on   through   the   long   sheds   to   the
  hayloft in the barnthe place where his father seemed always nearest。
  David   was   frightened   and   heartsick。   NOBODY  WANTED   HIM。   He
  had heard it with his own ears; so there was no mistake。 What now about
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  all those long days and nights ahead before he might go; violin in hand; to
  meet his father in that far…away country? How was he to live those days
  and nights if nobody wanted him? How was his violin to speak in a voice
  that was true and pure and full; and tell of the beautiful world; as his father
  had said that it must do? David quite cried aloud at the thought。 Then he
  thought   of   something   else   that   his   father   had   said:   〃Remember   this;   my
  boy;in your violin lie all the things you long for。 You have only to play;
  and the broad skies of your mountain home will be over you; and the dear
  friends   and   comrades   of   your   mountain   forests   will   be   all   about   you。〃
  With   a   quick   cry   David   raised   his   violin   and   drew   the   bow   across   the
  strings。
  Back on the porch at that moment Mrs。 Holly was saying:
  〃Of   course   there's    the   orphan   asylum;     or   maybe   the   poorhouseif
  they'd take him; butSimeon;〃 she broke off sharply; 〃where's that child
  playing now?〃
  Simeon listened with intent ears。
  〃In the barn; I should say。〃
  〃But he'd gone to bed!〃
  〃And he'll go to bed again;〃 asserted Simeon Holly grimly; as he rose
  to his feet and stalked across the moonlit yard to the barn。
  As before; Mrs。 Holly followed him; and as before; both involuntarily
  paused just inside the barn door to listen。 No runs and trills and rollicking
  bits of melody floated down the stairway to…night。 The notes were long…
  drawn; and plaintively sweet; and they rose and swelled and died almost
  into silence while the man and the woman by the door stood listening。
  They   were   back   in   the   long   agoSimeon   Holly   and   his   wifeback
  with a boy of their own who had made those same rafters ring with shouts
  of laughter; and who; also; had played the violinthough not like this; and
  the   same   thought   had   come   to   each:   〃What   if;   after   all;   it   were   John
  playing all alone in the moonlight!〃
  It had not been the violin; in the end; that had driven John Holly from
  home。   It   had    been   the  possibilities   in   a  piece   of  crayon。   All   through
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  childhood   the   boy   had   drawn   his   beloved   〃pictures〃   on   every   inviting
  space that offered;whether it were the 〃best…room〃 wall…paper; or the fly
  leaf   of   the  big   plush   album;and      at  eighteen    he  had   announced      his
  determination   to   be   an   artist。   For   a   year   after   that   Simeon   Holly   fought
  with all the strength of a stubborn will; banished chalk and crayon from
  the house; and set the boy to homely tasks that left no time for anything
  but food and sleepthen John ran away。
  That was fifteen years ago; and they had not seen him since; though
  two unanswered letters in Simeon Holly's desk testified that perhaps this;
  at least; was not the boy's fault。
  It   was   not   of   the   grown…up   John;   the   willful   boy   and   runaway   son;
  however; that Simeon Holly and his wife were thinking; as they stood just
  inside the barn door; it was of Baby John;  the little curly…headed   fellow
  that had played at their knees; frolicked in this very barn; and nestled in
  their arms when the day was done。
  Mrs。 Holly spoke firstand it was not as she had spoken on the porch。
  〃Simeon;〃   she   began   tremulously;   〃that   dear   child   must   go   to   bed!〃
  And     she   hurried   across    the  floor   and   up  the   stairs;  followed    by   her
  husband。 〃Come; David;〃 she said; as she reached the top; 〃it's time little
  boys were asleep! Come!〃
  Her voice was low; and not quite steady。 To David her voice sounded
  as her eyes looked   when there was in   them the far…away something   that
  hurt。 Very slowly he came forward into the moonlight; his gaze searching
  the woman's face long and earnestly。
  〃And do youwant me?〃 he faltered。
  The woman drew in her breath with a little sob。 Before her stood the
  slender     figure   in  the  yellow…white      gownJohn's      gown。    Into   her   eyes
  looked those other eyes; dark and wistful;like John's eyes。 And her arms
  ached with emptiness。
  〃Yes; yes; for   my  very ownand for always!〃   she cried with   sudden
  passion; clasping the little form close。 〃For always!〃
  And David sighed his content。
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  Simeon Holly's lips parted; but they closed again with no words said。
  The man turned then; with a curiously baffled look; and stalked down the
  stairs。
  On the porch long minutes later; when once more David had gone to
  bed; Simeon Holly said coldly to his wife:
  〃I suppose you realize; Ellen; just what you've pledged yourself to; by
  that   absurd   outburst   of   yours   in   the   barn   to…nightand   all   because   that
  ungodly music and the moonshine had gone to your head!〃
  〃But I want the boy; Simeon。 Hehe makes me think ofJohn。〃
  Harsh lines came to the man's mouth; but there was a perceptible shake
  in his voice as he answered:
  〃We're not talking of John; Ellen。 We're talking of this irresponsible;
  hardly sane boy upstairs。 He can work; I suppose; if he's taught; and in that
  way he won't perhaps be a dead loss。 Still; he's another mouth to feed; and
  that counts now。 There's the note; you know;it's due in August。〃
  〃But you say there's moneyalmost enough for itin the bank。〃 Mrs。
  Holly's voice was anxiously apologetic。
  〃Yes;  I   know〃   vouchsafed   the   man。  〃But   almost   enough   is   not   quite
  enough。〃
  〃But   there's   timemore   than   two   months。   It   isn't   due   till   the   last   of
  August; Simeon。〃
  〃I know; I know。 Meanwhile; there's the boy。 What are you going to do
  with him?〃
  〃Why; can't you use himon the farma little?〃
  〃Perhaps。 I doubt it; though;〃 gloomed the man。 〃One can't hoe corn
  nor pull weeds with a fiddle…bowand that's all he seems to know how to
  handle。〃
  〃But    he   can   learnand    he   does   play   beautifully;〃    murmured      the
  woman;      whenever      before   had   Ellen    Holly   ventured    to  use   words    of
  argument with her husband; and in extenu