第 55 节
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  decision approved? Have I friends still among the people of Paris?〃
  〃Your majesty;〃 answered M。 de Bailly; bowing low; 〃all good
  citizens of Paris have seen with deep emotion the noble resolve of
  your majesty; and in all noble and true hearts the royal words are
  recorded imperishably; which your majesty spoke to the judges of the
  Chatelet; 'I have heard all; seen all; and forgotten all!' With
  tears of deep feeling; with a hallowed joy; they are repeated
  through all Paris; they have become the watchword of all the well…
  inclined and faithful; the evangel of love and forgiveness for all
  women; of fidelity and devotion for all men! It has been seen and
  confessed that the throne of France is the possessor not only of
  goodness and beauty; but of forgiveness and gentleness; and that
  your majesty bears rightly the title of the Most Christian Queen。
  These nine words which your majesty has uttered; have become the
  sacred banner of all true souls; and they will cause the golden days
  to come back; as they once dawned upon Paris when the Dauphin of
  France made his entry into the capital; and it could be said with
  truth to the future queen; Marie Antoinette; 'Here are a hundred
  thousand lovers of your person。'〃
  The queen was no longer able to master her deep emotion。 She who had
  had the courage to display a proud and defiant mien to her enemies
  and assailants; could not conceal the intensity of her feeling when
  hearing words of such devotion; and uttered a cry; then choked with
  emotion; and at length burst into a torrent of tears。 Equally
  astonished and ashamed; she covered her face with her hands; but the
  tears gushed out between her white tapering fingers; and would not
  be withheld。 They had been so long repressed behind those proud
  eyelids; that now; despite the queen's will; they forced their way
  with double power and intensity。
  But only for a moment did the proud…spirited queen allow herself to
  be overcome by the gentle and deeply…moved woman; she quickly
  collected herself and raised her head。
  〃I thank you; sir; I thank you;〃 she said; breathing more freely;
  〃you have done me good; and these tears; though not the first which
  grief and anger have extorted; are the first for a long time which
  have sprung from what is almost joy。 Who knows whether I shall ever
  be able to shed such tears again! And who knows;〃 she continued;
  with a deep sigh; 〃whether I do not owe these tears more to your
  wish to do me good; than to true and real gains? I bethink me now
  you say all good citizens of Paris repeat my words; all the well…
  disposed are satisfied with my decision。 But; ah! I fear that the
  number of these is very small; and that the golden days of the past
  will never return! And is not your appearance here to…day a proof of
  this? Did you not come here because the people insult and calumniate
  me; and because you considered it needful to throw around me your
  protection; which is now mightier than the royal purple and the
  lilies of the throne of France?〃
  〃Madame; time must be granted to the misguided people to return to
  the right way;〃 said Lafayette; almost with a supplicating air。
  〃They must be dealt with as we deal with defiant; naughty children;
  which can be brought back to obedience and submission better by
  gentle speech and apparent concession than by rigidity and severity。
  On this account I ventured to ask your majesty to intrust me for a
  little while with the care of your sacred person; and; in order that
  I may satisfy my duty; that you would graciously appoint the time
  when your majesty will take your walks here in the park and garden;
  so that I can make my arrangements accordingly。〃
  〃In order to make a fence out of your National Guards; protected by
  which the Queen of France may not become visible to the hate of the
  people; and behind which she may be secure against the attacks of
  her enemies!〃 cried Marie Antoinette。 〃No; sir; I cannot accept
  this! It shall at least be seen that I am no coward; and that I will
  not hide myself from those who come to attack me!〃
  〃Your majesty;〃 said Bailly; 〃I conjure you; do this out of
  compassion for us; for all your faithful servants who tremble for
  the peace and security of your majesty; and allow M。 de Lafayette to
  keep the brutality of the people away from you; and protect you in
  your walks。〃
  〃Sufficient; gentlemen;〃 cried Marie Antoinette; impatiently。 〃You
  now know my fixed resolve; and it is not necessary to discuss it
  further。 I will not hide myself from the people; and I will confront
  them under the simple protection of God。 Defended by Him; and
  sustained by the conviction that I have not merited the hate with
  which I am pursued; I will continue to meet the subjects of the king
  fearlessly; with an unveiled head; and only God and my fate shall
  judge between me and them! I thank you; gentlemen; for your zeal and
  your care; and you may be sure that I shall never forget it。 But now
  farewell; gentlemen! It is growing cold; and I should like to return
  to the palace。〃
  〃Will your majesty not have the kindness to allow us both to mingle
  with your train; and accompany you to the palace?〃 asked Lafayette。
  〃I came hither; attended by only two lackeys; who are waiting
  outside the pavilion;〃 answered the queen。 〃You know that I have
  laid aside the court etiquette which used to attend the queen upon
  her walks; and which do not allow the free enjoyment of nature。 My
  enemies charge me with this as an offence; and consider it improper
  that the Queen of France should take a walk without a brilliant
  train of courtiers; and like any other human being。 But I think that
  the people ought not to be angry at this; and they may take it as a
  sign that I am not so proud and unapproachable as I am generally
  believed to be。 And so farewell; gentlemen!〃
  She graciously waved her hand toward the door; and; with a gentle
  inclination of her head; dismissed the two gentlemen; who; with a
  sad bearing; withdrew; and left the pavilion。
  〃Come; my son;〃 said the queen; 〃we will return to the palace。〃
  〃By the same way that we came; shall we not; mamma?〃 asked the
  dauphin; taking the extended hand of the queen; and pressing it to
  his lips。
  〃You will not weep again if the people shout and laugh?〃 asked Marie
  Antoinette。 〃You will not be afraid any more?〃
  〃No; I will not be afraid any more。 Oh; you shall be satisfied with
  me; mamma queen! I have paid close attention to all that you said to
  the two gentlemen; and I am very glad that you did not allow M。 de
  Lafayette to walk behind us。 The people would then have believed
  that we are afraid; and now they shall see that we are not so at
  all。〃
  〃Well; come; my child; let us go;〃 said Marie Antoinette; giving her
  hand to her son; and preparing to leave the pavilion。
  But on the threshold the dauphin stopped; and looked imploringly up
  into the face of his mother。
  〃I should like to ask you something; mamma queen。〃
  〃Well; what is it; my little Louis? What do you wish?〃
  〃I should like to have you allow me to go alone; else the people
  would believe that I am afraid and want you to lead me。 And I want
  to be like the Chevalier Bayard; about whom the Abbe talked with me
  to…day。 I want to be sans peur et sans reproche; like Bayard。〃
  〃Very well; chevalier;〃 said the queen; with a smile; 〃then walk
  alone and free by my side。〃
  〃No; mamma; if you will allow me; I will walk before you。 The
  knights always walk in advance of the ladies; so as to ward off any
  danger which may be in the way。 And I am your knight; mamma; and I
  want to be as long as I live。 Will you allow it; my royal lady?〃
  〃I allow it! So go in front; Chevalier Louis Charles! We will take
  the same way back by which we came。〃
  The dauphin sprang over the little square in front of the pavilion;
  and down the alley which led to the Arcadia Walk along the side of
  the quay。
  Before the little staircase which led up to this walk; he stopped
  and turned his pretty head round to the queen; who; followed by the
  two lackeys; was walking slowly and quietly along。
  〃Well; Chevalier Bayard;〃 asked the queen; with a smile; 〃what are
  you stopping for?〃
  〃I am only waiting for your majesty;〃 replied the child; gravely。
  〃Here is where my knightly service commences; for here it is that
  danger begins。〃
  〃It is true;〃 said the queen; as she stopped at the foot of the
  steps and listened to the loud shouting which now became audible。
  〃One would think that a storm had been Sweeping over the ocean;
  there is such a thundering sound。 But you know; my son; that the
  storms lie in God's hand; and that He protects those who trust in
  Him。 Think of that; my child; and do not be afraid!〃
  〃Oh; I am not afraid!〃 cried the boy; and he sprang up the stairs
  like a gazelle。
  The queen quickened her steps a little; and seemed to be giving her
  whole attention to her son; who went before her with such a happy
  flow of spirits; and appeared to hear nothing of what was passing
  around her。 And yet; behind the fence which ran along the left side
  of the Arcadia Walk all the way to the quay; was a dense mass of
  people; head behind head; and all their blazing eyes were directed
  at the queen; and words of hate; ma