第 206 节
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  I must then serve another master。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Never!
  Bitter is servitude at best。  Already
  So many years hast thou been serving me;
  But rather as a friend than as a servant。
  We have grown old together。  Dost thou think
  So meanly of this Michael Angelo
  As to imagine he would let thee serve;
  When he is free from service?  Take this purse;
  Two thousand crowns in gold。
  URBINO。
  Two thousand crowns!
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Ay; it will make thee rich。  Thou shalt not die
  A beggar in a hospital。
  URBINO。
  Oh; Master!
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  I cannot have them with me on the journey
  That I am undertaking。  The last garment
  That men will make for me will have no pockets。
  URBINO; kissing the hand of MICHAEL ANGELO。
  My generous master!
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Hush!
  URBINO。
  My Providence!
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Not a word more。  Go now to bed; old man。
  Thou hast served Michael Angelo。  Remember;
  Henceforward thou shalt serve no other master。
  VII
  THE OAKS OF MONTE LUCA
  MICHAEL ANGELO; alone in the woods。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  How still it is among these ancient oaks!
  Surges and undulations of the air
  Uplift the leafy boughs; and let them fall
  With scarce a sound。  Such sylvan quietudes
  Become old age。  These huge centennial oaks;
  That may have heard in infancy the trumpets
  Of Barbarossa's cavalry; deride
  Man's brief existence; that with all his strength
  He cannot stretch beyond the hundredth year。
  This little acorn; turbaned like the Turk;
  Which with my foot I spurn; may be an oak
  Hereafter; feeding with its bitter mast
  The fierce wild boar; and tossing in its arms
  The cradled nests of birds; when all the men
  That now inhabit this vast universe;
  They and their children; and their children's children;
  Shall be but dust and mould; and nothing more。
  Through openings in the trees I see below me
  The valley of Clitumnus; with its farms
  And snow…white oxen grazing in the shade
  Of the tall poplars on the river's brink。
  O Nature; gentle mother; tender nurse!
  I who have never loved thee as I ought;
  But wasted all my years immured in cities;
  And breathed the stifling atmosphere of streets;
  Now come to thee for refuge。  Here is peace。
  Yonder I see the little hermitages
  Dotting the mountain side with points of light;
  And here St。 Julian's convent; like a nest
  Of curlews; clinging to some windy cliff。
  Beyond the broad; illimitable plain
  Down sinks the sun; red as Apollo's quoit;
  That; by the envious Zephyr blown aside;
  Struck Hyacinthus dead; and stained the earth
  With his young blood; that blossomed into flowers。
  And now; instead of these fair deities
  Dread demons haunt the earth; hermits inhabit
  The leafy homes of sylvan Hamadryads;
  And jovial friars; rotund and rubicund;
  Replace the old Silenus with his ass。
  Here underneath these venerable oaks;
  Wrinkled and brown and gnarled like them with age;
  A brother of the monastery sits;
  Lost in his meditations。  What may be
  The questions that perplex; the hopes that cheer him?
  Good…evening; holy father。
  MONK。
  God be with you。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Pardon a stranger if he interrupt
  Your meditations。
  MONK。
  It was but a dream;
  The old; old dream; that never will come true;
  The dream that all my life I have been dreaming;
  And yet is still a dream。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  All men have dreams:
  I have had mine; but none of them came true;
  They were but vanity。  Sometimes I think
  The happiness of man lies in pursuing;
  Not in possessing; for the things possessed
  Lose half their value。  Tell me of your dream。
  MONK。
  The yearning of my heart; my sole desire;
  That like the sheaf of Joseph stands up right;
  While all the others bend and bow to it;
  The passion that torments me; and that breathes
  New meaning into the dead forms of prayer;
  Is that with mortal eyes I may behold
  The Eternal City。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Rome?
  MONK。
  There is but one;
  The rest are merely names。  I think of it
  As the Celestial City; paved with gold;
  And sentinelled with angels。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Would it were。
  I have just fled from it。  It is beleaguered
  By Spanish troops; led by the Duke of Alva。
  MONK。
  But still for me 't is the Celestial City;
  And I would see it once before I die。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Each one must bear his cross。
  MONK。
  Were it a cross
  That had been laid upon me; I could bear it;
  Or fall with it。  It is a crucifix;
  I am nailed hand and foot; and I am dying!
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  What would you see in Rome?
  MONK。
  His Holiness。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Him that was once the Cardinal Caraffa?
  You would but see a man of fourscore years;
  With sunken eyes; burning like carbuncles;
  Who sits at table with his friends for hours;
  Cursing the Spaniards as a race of Jews
  And miscreant Moors。  And with what soldiery
  Think you he now defends the Eternal City?
  MONK。
  With legions of bright angels。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  So he calls them;
  And yet in fact these bright angelic legions
  Are only German Lutherans。
  MONK; crossing himself。
  Heaven protect us?
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  What further would you see?
  MONK。
  The Cardinals;
  Going in their gilt coaches to High Mass。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Men do not go to Paradise in coaches。
  MONK。
  The catacombs; the convents; and the churches;
  The ceremonies of the Holy Week
  In all their pomp; or; at the Epiphany;
  The Feast of the Santissima Bambino
  At Ara Coeli。  But I shall not see them。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  These pompous ceremonies of the Church
  Are but an empty show to him who knows
  The actors in them。  Stay here in your convent;
  For he who goes to Rome may see too much。
  What would you further?
  MONK。
  I would see the painting
  of the Last Judgment in the Sistine Chapel。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  The smoke of incense and of altar candles
  Has blackened it already。
  MONK。
  Woe is me!
  Then I would hear Allegri's Miserere;
  Sung by the Papal choir。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  A dismal dirge!
  I am an old; old man; and I have lived
  In Rome for thirty years and more; and know
  The jarring of the wheels of that great world;
  Its jealousies; its discords; and its strife。
  Therefore I say to you; remain content
  Here in your convent; here among your woods;
  Where only there is peace。  Go not to Rome。
  There was of old a monk of Wittenberg
  Who went to Rome; you may have heard of him;
  His name was Luther; and you know what followed。
  'The convent bell rings。
  MONK; rising。
  It is the convent bell; it rings for vespers。
  Let us go in; we both will pray for peace。
  VIII
  THE DEAD CHRIST。
  MICHAEL ANGELO'S studio。  MICHAEL ANGELO; with a light; working
  upon the Dead Christ。  Midnight。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  O Death; why is it I cannot portray
  Thy form and features?  Do I stand too near thee?
  Or dost thou hold my hand; and draw me back;
  As being thy disciple; not thy master?
  Let him who knows not what old age is like
  Have patience till it comes; and he will know。
  I once had skill to fashion Life and Death
  And Sleep; which is the counterfeit of Death;
  And I remember what Giovanni Strozzi
  Wrote underneath my statue of the Night
  In San Lorenzo; ah; so long ago!
  Grateful to me is sleep!  More grateful now
  Than it was then; for all my friends are dead;
  And she is dead; the noblest of them all。
  I saw her face; when the great sculptor Death;
  Whom men should call Divine; had at a blow
  Stricken her into marble; and I kissed
  Her cold white hand。  What was it held me back
  From kissing her fair forehead; and those lips;
  Those dead; dumb lips?  Grateful to me is sleep!
  Enter GIORGIO VASARI。
  GIORGIO。
  Good…evening; or good…morning; for I know not
  Which of the two it is。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  How came you in?
  GIORGIO。
  Why; by the door; as all men do。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Ascanio
  Must have forgotten to bolt it。
  GIORGIO。
  Probably。
  Am I a spirit; or so like a spirit;
  That I could slip through bolted door or window?
  As I was passing down the street; I saw
  A glimmer of light; and heard the well…known chink
  Of chisel upon marble。  So I entered;
  To see what keeps you from your bed so late。
  MICHAEL ANGELO; coming forward with the lamp。
  You have been revelling with your boon companions;
  Giorgio Vasari; and you come to me
  At