第 118 节
作者:空白协议书      更新:2021-02-21 16:30      字数:9322
  Strikes the half…century with a solemn chime;
  And summons us together once again;
  The joy of meeting not unmixed with pain。
  Where are the others?  Voices from the deep
  Caverns of darkness answer me: 〃They sleep!〃
  I name no names; instinctively I feel
  Each at some well…remembered grave will kneel;
  And from the inscription wipe the weeds and moss;
  For every heart best knoweth its own loss。
  I see their scattered gravestones gleaming white
  Through the pale dusk of the impending night;
  O'er all alike the impartial sunset throws
  Its golden lilies mingled with the rose;
  We give to each a tender thought; and pass
  Out of the graveyards with their tangled grass;
  Unto these scenes frequented by our feet
  When we were young; and life was fresh and sweet。
  What shall I say to you?  What can I say
  Better than silence is?  When I survey
  This throng of faces turned to meet my own;
  Friendly and fair; and yet to me unknown;
  Transformed the very landscape seems to be;
  It is the same; yet not the same to me。
  So many memories crowd upon my brain;
  So many ghosts are in the wooded plain;
  I fain would steal away; with noiseless tread;
  As from a house where some one lieth dead。
  I cannot go;I pause;I hesitate;
  My feet reluctant linger at the gate;
  As one who struggles in a troubled dream
  To speak and cannot; to myself I seem。
  Vanish the dream! Vanish the idle fears!
  Vanish the rolling mists of fifty years!
  Whatever time or space may intervene;
  I will not be a stranger in this scene。
  Here every doubt; all indecision; ends;
  Hail; my companions; comrades; classmates; friends!
  Ah me! the fifty years since last we met
  Seem to me fifty folios bound and set
  By Time; the great transcriber; on his shelves;
  Wherein are written the histories of ourselves。
  What tragedies; what comedies; are there;
  What joy and grief; what rapture and despair!
  What chronicles of triumph and defeat;
  Of struggle; and temptation; and retreat!
  What records of regrets; and doubts; and fears
  What pages blotted; blistered by our tears!
  What lovely landscapes on the margin shine;
  What sweet; angelic faces; what divine
  And holy images of love and trust;
  Undimmed by age; unsoiled by damp or dust!
  Whose hand shall dare to open and explore
  These volumes; closed and clasped forevermore?
  Not mine。  With reverential feet I pass;
  I hear a voice that cries; 〃Alas! alas!
  Whatever hath been written shall remain;
  Nor be erased nor written o'er again;
  The unwritten only still belongs to thee:
  Take heed; and ponder well what that shall be。〃
  As children frightened by a thundercloud
  Are reassured if some one reads aloud
  A tale of wonder; with enchantment fraught;
  Or wild adventure; that diverts their thought;
  Let me endeavor with a tale to chase
  The gathering shadows of the time and place;
  And banish what we all too deeply feel
  Wholly to say; or wholly to conceal。
  In mediaeval Rome; I know not where;
  There stood an image with its arm in air;
  And on its lifted finger; shining clear;
  A golden ring with the device; 〃Strike here!〃
  Greatly the people wondered; though none guessed
  The meaning that these words but half expressed;
  Until a learned clerk; who at noonday
  With downcast eyes was passing on his way;
  Paused; and observed the spot; and marked it well;
  Whereon the shadow of the finger fell;
  And; coming back at midnight; delved; and found
  A secret stairway leading under ground。
  Down this he passed into a spacious hall;
  Lit by a flaming jewel on the wall;
  And opposite in threatening attitude
  With bow and shaft a brazen statue stood。
  Upon its forehead; like a coronet;
  Were these mysterious words of menace set:
  〃That which I am; I am; my fatal aim
  None can escape; not even yon luminous flame!〃
  Midway the hall was a fair table placed;
  With cloth of gold; and golden cups enchased
  With rubies; and the plates and knives were gold;
  And gold the bread and viands manifold。
  Around it; silent; motionless; and sad;
  Were seated gallant knights in armor clad;
  And ladies beautiful with plume and zone;
  But they were stone; their hearts within were stone;
  And the vast hall was filled in every part
  With silent crowds; stony in face and heart。
  Long at the scene; bewildered and amazed
  The trembling clerk in speechless wonder gazed;
  Then from the table; by his greed made bold;
  He seized a goblet and a knife of gold;
  And suddenly from their seats the guests upsprang;
  The vaulted ceiling with loud clamors rang;
  The archer sped his arrow; at their call;
  Shattering the lambent jewel on the wall;
  And all was dark around and overhead;
  Stark on the door the luckless clerk lay dead!
  The writer of this legend then records
  Its ghostly application in these words:
  The image is the Adversary old;
  Whose beckoning finger points to realms of gold;
  Our lusts and passions are the downward stair
  That leads the soul from a diviner air;
  The archer; Death; the flaming jewel; Life;
  Terrestrial goods; the goblet and the knife;
  The knights and ladies; all whose flesh and bone
  By avarice have been hardened into stone;
  The clerk; the scholar whom the love of pelf
  Tempts from his books and from his nobler self。
  The scholar and the world!  The endless strife;
  The discord in the harmonies of life!
  The love of learning; the sequestered nooks;
  And all the sweet serenity of books;
  The market…place; the eager love of gain;
  Whose aim is vanity; and whose end is pain!
  But why; you ask me; should this tale be told
  To men grown old; or who are growing old?
  It is too late!  Ah; nothing is too late
  Till the tired heart shall cease to palpitate。
  Cato learned Greek at eighty; Sophocles
  Wrote his grand Oedipus; and Simonides
  Bore off the prize of verse from his compeers;
  When each had numbered more than fourscore years;
  And Theophrastus; at fourscore and ten;
  Had but begun his Characters of Men。
  Chaucer; at Woodstock with the nightingales;
  At sixty wrote the Canterbury Tales;
  Goethe at Weimar; toiling to the last;
  Completed Faust when eighty years were past。
  These are indeed exceptions; but they show
  How far the gulf…stream of our youth may flow
  Into the arctic regions of our lives。
  Where little else than life itself survives。
  As the barometer foretells the storm
  While still the skies are clear; the weather warm;
  So something in us; as old age draws near;
  Betrays the pressure of the atmosphere。
  The nimble mercury; ere we are aware;
  Descends the elastic ladder of the air;
  The telltale blood in artery and vein
  Sinks from its higher levels in the brain;
  Whatever poet; orator; or sage
  May say of it; old age is still old age。
  It is the waning; not the crescent moon;
  The dusk of evening; not the blaze of noon:
  It is not strength; but weakness; not desire;
  But its surcease; not the fierce heat of fire;
  The burning and consuming element;
  But that of ashes and of embers spent;
  In which some living sparks we still discern;
  Enough to warm; but not enough to burn。
  What then?  Shall we sit idly down and say
  The night hath come; it is no longer day?
  The night hath not yet come; we are not quite
  Cut off from labor by the failing light;
  Something remains for us to do or dare;
  Even the oldest tree some fruit may bear;
  Not Oedipus Coloneus; or Greek Ode;
  Or tales of pilgrims that one morning rode
  Out of the gateway of the Tabard inn;
  But other something; would we but begin;
  For age is opportunity no less
  Than youth itself; though in another dress;
  And as the evening twilight fades away
  The sky is filled with stars; invisible by day。
  A BOOK OF SONNETS
  THREE FRIENDS OF MINE
  I
  When I remember them; those friends of mine;
  Who are no longer here; the noble three;
  Who half my life were more than friends to me;
  And whose discourse was like a generous wine;
  I most of all remember the divine
  Something; that shone in them; and made us see
  The archetypal man; and what might be
  The amplitude of Nature's first design。
  In vain I stretch my hands to clasp their hands;
  I cannot find them。  Nothing now is left
  But a majestic memory。  They meanwhile
  Wander together in Elysian lands;
  Perchance remembering me; who am bereft
  Of their dear presence; and; remembering; smile。
  II
  In Attica thy birthplace should have been;
  Or the Ionian Isles; or where the seas
  Encircle in their arms the Cyclades;
  So wholly Greek wast thou in thy serene
  And childlike joy of life; O Philhellene!
  Around thee would have swarmed the Attic bees;
  Homer had been thy friend; or Socrates;
  And Plato welcomed thee to his demesne。
  For thee old legends breathed historic breath;
  Thou sawest Poseidon in the purple sea;
  And in the sunset Jason's fleece of gold!
  O; what hadst thou to do with cruel Death;
  Who wast so full of lif