第 105 节
作者:空白协议书      更新:2021-02-21 16:30      字数:9322
  Years have passed; it seemeth a wonderful thing that I find thee。
  Surely the hand of the Lord conducted me here to thy threshold。
  For as I journeyed along; and pondered alone and in silence
  On his ways; that are past finding out; I saw in the snow…mist;
  Seemingly weary with travel; a wayfarer; who by the wayside
  Paused and waited。  Forthwith I remembered Queen Candace's
  eunuch;
  How on the way that goes down from Jerusalem unto Gaza;
  Reading Esaias the Prophet; he journeyed; and spake unto Philip;
  Praying him to come up and sit in his chariot with him。
  So I greeted the man; and he mounted the sledge beside me;
  And as we talked on the way he told me of thee and thy homestead;
  How; being led by the light of the Spirit; that never deceiveth;
  Full of zeal for the work of the Lord; thou hadst come to this
  country。
  And I remembered thy name; and thy father and mother in England;
  And on my journey have stopped to see thee; Elizabeth Haddon。
  Wishing to strengthen thy hand in the labors of love thou art
  doing。〃
  And Elizabeth answered with confident voice; and serenely
  Looking into his face with her innocent eyes as she answered;
  〃Surely the hand of the Lord is in it; his Spirit hath led thee
  Out of the darkness and storm to the light and peace of my
  fireside。〃
  Then; with stamping of feet; the door was opened; and Joseph
  Entered; bearing the lantern; and; carefully blowing the light
  out;
  Rung it up on its nail; and all sat down to their supper;
  For underneath that roof was no distinction of persons;
  But one family only; one heart; one hearth and one household。
  When the supper was ended they drew their chairs to the
  fireplace;
  Spacious; open…hearted; profuse of flame and of firewood;
  Lord of forests unfelled; and not a gleaner of fagots;
  Spreading its arms to embrace with inexhaustible bounty
  All who fled from the cold; exultant; laughing at winter!
  Only Hannah the housemaid was busy in clearing the table;
  Coming and going; and hustling about in closet and chamber。
  Then Elizabeth told her story again to John Estaugh;
  Going far back to the past; to the early days of her childhood;
  How she had waited and watched; in all her doubts and besetments
  Comforted with the extendings and holy; sweet inflowings
  Of the spirit of love; till the voice imperative sounded;
  And she obeyed the voice; and cast in her lot with her people
  Here in the desert land; and God would provide for the issue。
  Meanwhile Joseph sat with folded hands; and demurely
  Listened; or seemed to listen; and in the silence that followed
  Nothing was heard for a while but the step of Hannah the
  housemaid
  Walking the floor overhead; and setting the chambers in order。
  And Elizabeth said; with a smile of compassion; 〃The maiden
  Hath a light heart in her breast; but her feet are heavy and
  awkward。〃
  Inwardly Joseph laughed; but governed his tongue; and was silent。
  Then came the hour of sleep; death's counterfeit; nightly
  rehearsal
  Of the great Silent Assembly; the Meeting of shadows; where no
  man
  Speaketh; but all are still; and the peace and rest are unbroken!
  Silently over that house the blessing of slumber descended。
  But when the morning dawned; and the sun uprose in his splendor;
  Breaking his way through clouds that encumbered his path in the
  heavens;
  Joseph was seen with his sled and oxen breaking a pathway
  Through the drifts of snow; the horses already were harnessed;
  And John Estaugh was standing and taking leave at the threshold;
  Saying that he should return at the Meeting in May; while above
  them
  Hannah the housemaid; the homely; was looking out of the attic;
  Laughing aloud at Joseph; then suddenly closing the casement;
  As the bird in a cuckoo…clock peeps out of its window;
  Then disappears again; and closes the shutter behind it。
  III
  Now was the winter gone; and the snow; and Robin the Redbreast;
  Boasted on bush and tree it was he; it was he and no other
  That had covered with leaves the Babes in the Wood; and blithely
  All the birds sang with him; and little cared for his boasting;
  Or for his Babes in the Wood; or the Cruel Uncle; and only
  Sang for the mates they had chosen; and cared for the nests they
  were building。
  With them; but more sedately and meekly; Elizabeth Haddon
  Sang in her inmost heart; but her lips were silent and songless。
  Thus came the lovely spring with a rush of blossoms and music;
  Flooding the earth with flowers; and the air with melodies
  vernal。
  Then it came to pass; one pleasant morning; that slowly
  Up the road there came a cavalcade; as of pilgrims
  Men and women; wending their way to the Quarterly Meeting
  In the neighboring town; and with them came riding John Estaugh。
  At Elizabeth's door they stopped to rest; and alighting
  Tasted the currant wine; and the bread of rye; and the honey
  Brought from the hives; that stood by the sunny wall of the
  garden;
  Then remounted their horses; refreshed; and continued their
  journey;
  And Elizabeth with them; and Joseph; and Hannah the housemaid。
  But; as they started; Elizabeth lingered a little; and leaning
  Over her horse's neck; in a whisper said to John Estaugh
  〃Tarry awhile behind; for I have something to tell thee;
  Not to be spoken lightly; nor in the presence of others;
  Them it concerneth not; only thee and me it concerneth。〃
  And they rode slowly along through the woods; conversing
  together。
  It was a pleasure to breathe the fragrant air of the forest;
  It was a pleasure to live on that bright and happy May morning!
  Then Elizabeth said; though still with a certain reluctance;
  As if impelled to reveal a secret she fain would have guarded:
  〃I will no longer conceal what is laid upon me to tell thee;
  I have received from the Lord a charge to love thee; John
  Estaugh。〃
  And John Estaugh made answer; surprised by the words she had
  spoken;
  〃Pleasant to me are thy converse; thy ways; thy meekness of
  spirit;
  Pleasant thy frankness of speech; and thy soul's immaculate
  whiteness;
  Love without dissimulation; a holy and inward adorning。
  But I have yet no light to lead me; no voice to direct me。
  When the Lord's work is done; and the toil and the labor
  completed
  He hath appointed to me; I will gather into the stillness
  Of my own heart awhile; and listen and wait for his guidance。〃
  Then Elizabeth said; not troubled nor wounded in spirit;
  〃So is it best; John Estaugh。  We will not speak of it further。
  It hath been laid upon me to tell thee this; for to…morrow
  Thou art going away; across the sea; and I know not
  When I shall see thee more; but if the Lord hath decreed it;
  Thou wilt return again to seek me here and to find me。〃
  And they rode onward in silence; and entered the town with the
  others。
  IV
  Ships that pass in the night; and speak each other in passing;
  Only a signal shown and a distant voice in the darkness;
  So on the ocean of life we pass and speak one another;
  Only a look and a voice; then darkness again and a silence。
  Now went on as of old the quiet life of the homestead。
  Patient and unrepining Elizabeth labored; in all things
  Mindful not of herself; but bearing the burdens of others;
  Always thoughtful and kind and untroubled; and Hannah the
  housemaid
  Diligent early and late; and rosy with washing and scouring;
  Still as of old disparaged the eminent merits of Joseph;
  And was at times reproved for her light and frothy behavior;
  For her shy looks; and her careless words; and her evil
  surmisings;
  Being pressed down somewhat like a cart with sheaves overladen;
  As she would sometimes say to Joseph; quoting the Scriptures。
  Meanwhile John Estaugh departed across the sea; and departing
  Carried hid in his heart a secret sacred and precious;
  Filling its chambers with fragrance; and seeming to him in its
  sweetness
  Mary's ointment of spikenard; that filled all the house with its
  odor。
  O lost days of delight; that are wasted in doubting and waiting!
  O lost hours and days in which we might have been happy!
  But the light shone at last; and guided his wavering footsteps;
  And at last came the voice; imperative; questionless; certain。
  Then John Estaugh came back o'er the sea for the gift that was
  offered;
  Better than houses and lands; the gift of a woman's affection。
  And on the First…Day that followed; he rose in the Silent
  Assembly;
  Holding in his strong hand a hand that trembled a little;
  Promising to be kind and true and faithful in all things。
  Such were the marriage…rites of John and Elizabeth Estaugh。
  And not otherwise Joseph; the honest; the diligent servant;
  Sped in his bashful wooing with homely Hannah the housemaid;
  For when he asked her the question; she answered; 〃Nay〃; and then
  added
  〃But thee may make believe; and see what will come of it;
  Joseph。〃
  INTERLUDE
  〃A pleasant and a winsome tale;〃
  The Student sai