第 69 节
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  Flanders;
  How with the people of God he had chosen to suffer affliction;
  How; in return for his zeal; they had made him Captain of
  Plymouth;
  He was a gentleman born; could trace his pedigree plainly
  Back to Hugh Standish of Duxbury Hall; in Lancashire; England;
  Who was the son of Ralph; and the grandson of Thurston de
  Standish;
  Heir unto vast estates; of which he was basely defrauded;
  Still bore the family arms; and had for his crest a cock argent
  Combed and wattled gules; and all the rest of the blazon。
  He was a man of honor; of noble and generous nature;
  Though he was rough; he was kindly; she knew how during the
  winter
  He had attended the sick; with a hand as gentle as woman's;
  Somewhat hasty and hot; he could not deny it; and headstrong;
  Stern as a soldier might be; but hearty; and placable always;
  Not to be laughed at and scorned; because he was little of
  stature;
  For he was great of heart; magnanimous; courtly; courageous;
  Any woman in Plymouth; nay; any woman in England;
  Might be happy and proud to be called the wife of Miles Standish!
  But as he warmed and glowed; in his simple and eloquent
  language;
  Quite forgetful of self; and full of the praise of his rival;
  Archly the maiden smiled; and; with eyes over…running with
  laughter;
  Said; in a tremulous voice; 〃Why don't you speak for yourself;
  John?〃
  IV
  JOHN ALDEN
  Into the open air John Alden; perplexed and bewildered;
  Rushed like a man insane; and wandered alone by the sea…side;
  Paced up and down the sands; and bared his head to the east…wind;
  Cooling his heated brow; and the fire and fever within him。
  Slowly as out of the heavens; with apocalyptical splendors;
  Sank the City of God; in the vision of John the Apostle;
  So; with its cloudy walls of chrysolite; jasper; and sapphire;
  Sank the broad red sun; and over its turrets uplifted
  Glimmered the golden reed of the angel who measured the city。
  〃Welcome; O wind of the East!〃 he exclaimed in his wild
  exultation;
  〃Welcome; O wind of the East; from the caves of the misty
  Atlantic!
  Blowing o'er fields of dulse; and measureless meadows of
  sea…grass;
  Blowing o'er rocky wastes; and the grottos and gardens of ocean!
  Lay thy cold; moist hand on my burning forehead; and wrap me
  Close in thy garments of mist; to allay the fever within me!〃
  Like an awakened conscience; the sea was moaning and tossing;
  Beating remorseful and loud the mutable sands of the sea…shore。
  Fierce in his soul was the struggle and tumult of passions
  contending;
  Love triumphant and crowned; and friendship wounded and bleeding;
  Passionate cries of desire; and importunate pleadings of duty!
  〃Is it my fault;〃 he said; 〃that the maiden has chosen between
  us?
  Is it my fault that he failed;my fault that I am the victor?〃
  Then within him there thundered a voice; like the voice of the
  Prophet:
  〃It hath displeased the Lord!〃and he thought of David's
  transgression;
  Bathsheba's beautiful face; and his friend in the front of the
  battle!
  Shame and confusion of guilt; and abasement and
  self…condemnation;
  Overwhelmed him at once; and he cried in the deepest contrition:
  〃It hath displeased the Lord!  It is the temptation of Satan!〃
  Then; uplifting his head; he looked at the sea; and beheld
  there
  Dimly the shadowy form of the Mayflower riding at anchor;
  Rocked on the rising tide; and ready to sail on the morrow;
  Heard the voices of men through the mist; the rattle of cordage
  Thrown on the deck; the shouts of the mate; and the sailors' 〃Ay;
  ay; Sir!〃
  Clear and distinct; but not loud; in the dripping air of the
  twilight。
  Still for a moment he stood; and listened; and stared at the
  vessel;
  Then went hurriedly on; as one who; seeing a phantom;
  Stops; then quickens his pace; and follows the beckoning shadow。
  〃Yes; it is plain to me now;〃 he murmured; 〃the hand of the Lord
  is
  Leading me out of the land of darkness; the bondage of error;
  Through the sea; that shall lift the walls of its waters around
  me;
  Hiding me; cutting me off; from the cruel thoughts that pursue
  me。
  Back will I go o'er the ocean; this dreary land will abandon;
  Her whom I may not love; and him whom my heart has offended。
  Better to be in my grave in the green old churchyard in England;
  Close by my mother's side; and among the dust of my kindred;
  Better be dead and forgotten; than living in shame and dishonor!
  Sacred and safe and unseen; in the dark of the narrow chamber
  With me my secret shall lie; like a buried jewel that glimmers
  Bright on the hand that is dust; in the chambers of silence and
  darkness;
  Yes; as the marriage ring of the great espousal hereafter!〃
  Thus as he spake; he turned; in the strength of his strong
  resolution;
  Leaving behind him the shore; and hurried along in the twilight;
  Through the congenial gloom of the forest silent and sombre;
  Till he beheld the lights in the seven houses of Plymouth;
  Shining like seven stars in the dusk and mist of the evening。
  Soon he entered his door; and found the redoubtable Captain
  Sitting alone; and absorbed in the martial pages of Caesar;
  Fighting some great campaign in Hainault or Brabant or Flanders。
  〃Long have you been on your errand;〃 he said with a cheery
  demeanor;
  Even as one who is waiting an answer; and fears not the issue。
  〃Not far off is the house; although the woods are between us;
  But you have lingered so long; that while you were going and
  coming
  I have fought ten battles and sacked and demolished a city。
  Come; sit down; and in order relate to me all that has happened。〃
  Then John Alden spake; and related the wondrous adventure;
  From beginning to end; minutely; just as it happened;
  How he had seen Priscilla; and how he had sped in his courtship;
  Only smoothing a little; and softening down her refusal。
  But when he came at length to the words Priscilla had spoken;
  Words so tender and cruel: 〃Why don't you speak for yourself;
  John?〃
  Up leaped the Captain of Plymouth; and stamped on the floor; till
  his armor
  Clanged on the wall; where it hung; with a sound of sinister
  omen。
  All his pent…up wrath burst forth in a sudden explosion;
  Even as a hand…grenade; that scatters destruction around it。
  Wildly he shouted; and loud: 〃John Alden! you have betrayed me!
  Me; Miles Standish; your friend! have supplanted; defrauded;
  betrayed me!
  One of my ancestors ran his sword through the heart of Wat Tyler;
  Who shall prevent me from running my own through the heart of a
  traitor?
  Yours is the greater treason; for yours is a treason to
  friendship!
  You; who lived under my roof; whom I cherished and loved as a
  brother;
  You; who have fed at my board; and drunk at my cup; to whose
  keeping
  I have intrusted my honor; my thoughts the most sacred and
  secret;
  You too; Brutus! ah woe to the name of friendship hereafter!
  Brutus was Caesar's friend; and you were mine; but henceforward
  Let there be nothing between us save war; and implacable hatred!〃
  So spake the Captain of Plymouth; and strode about in the
  chamber;
  Chafing and choking with rage; like cords were the veins on his
  temples。
  But in the midst of his anger a man appeared at the doorway;
  Bringing in uttermost haste a message of urgent importance;
  Rumors of danger and war and hostile incursions of Indians!
  Straightway the Captain paused; and; without further question or
  parley;
  Took from the nail on the wall his sword with its scabbard of
  iron;
  Buckled the belt round his waist; and; frowning fiercely;
  departed。
  Alden was left alone。  He heard the clank of the scabbard
  Growing fainter and fainter; and dying away in the distance。
  Then he arose from his seat; and looked forth into the darkness;
  Felt the cool air blow on his cheek; that was hot with the
  insult;
  Lifted his eyes to the heavens; and; folding his hands as in
  childhood;
  Prayed in the silence of night to the Father who seeth in secret。
  Meanwhile the choleric Captain strode wrathful away to the
  council;
  Found it already assembled; impatiently waiting his coming;
  Men in the middle of life; austere and grave in deportment;
  Only one of them old; the hill that was nearest to heaven;
  Covered with snow; but erect; the excellent Elder of Plymouth。
  God had sifted three kingdoms to find the wheat for this
  planting;
  Then had sifted the wheat; as the living seed of a nation;
  So say the chronicles old; and such is the faith of the people!
  Near them was standing an Indian; in attitude stern and defiant;
  Naked down to the waist; and grim and ferocious in aspect;
  While on the table before them was lying unopened a Bible;
  Ponderous; bound in leather; brass…studded; printed in Holland;
  And beside it outstretched the skin of a rattle…snake glittered;
  Filled; like a quiver; with arrows; a signal and challenge of
  warfare;
  Brought by the Indian; and speaking with arrowy tongues of
  defiance。
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