第 45 节
作者:九十八度      更新:2021-02-21 16:18      字数:9322
  her chamber to the ground…floor in the arms of La Bougival and the
  doctor。 A great event was about to take place。 When Madame de
  Portenduere became really aware that the girl was dying like an
  ermine; though less injured in her honor than Clarissa Harlowe; she
  resolved to go to her and comfort her。 The sight of her son's anguish;
  who during the whole preceding night had seemed beside himself; made
  the Breton soul of the old woman yield。 Moreover; it seemed worthy of
  her own dignity to revive the courage of a girl so pure; and she saw
  in her visit a counterpoise to all the evil done by the little town。
  Her opinion; surely more powerful than that of the crowd; ought to
  carry with it; she thought; the influence of race。 This step; which
  the abbe came to announce; made so great a change in Ursula that the
  doctor; who was about to ask for a consultation of Parisian doctors;
  recovered hope。 They placed her on her uncle's sofa; and such was the
  character of her beauty that she lay there in her mourning garments;
  pale from suffering; she was more exquisitely lovely than in the
  happiest hours of her life。 When Savinien; with his mother on his arm;
  entered the room she colored vividly。
  〃Do not rise; my child;〃 said the old lady imperatively; 〃weak and ill
  as I am myself; I wished to come and tell you my feelings about what
  is happening。 I respect you as the purest; the most religious and
  excellent girl in the Gatinais; and I think you worthy to make the
  happiness of a gentleman。〃
  At first poor Ursula was unable to answer; she took the withered hands
  of Savinien's mother and kissed them。
  〃Ah; madame;〃 she said in a faltering voice; 〃I should never have had
  the boldness to think of rising above my condition if I had not been
  encouraged by promises; my only claim was that of an affection without
  bounds; but now they have found the means to separate me from him I
  love;they have made me unworthy of him。 Never!〃 she cried; with a
  ring in her voice which painfully affected those about her; 〃never
  will I consent to give to any man a degraded hand; a stained
  reputation。 I loved too well;yes; I can admit it in my present
  condition;I love a creature almost as I love God; and God〃
  〃Hush; my child! do not calumniate God。 Come; my daughter;〃 said the
  old lady; making an effort; 〃do not exaggerate the harm done by an
  infamous joke in which no one believes。 I give you my word; you will
  live and you shall be happy。〃
  〃We shall be happy!〃 cried Savinien; kneeling beside Ursula and
  kissing her hand; 〃my mother has called you her daughter。〃
  〃Enough; enough;〃 said the doctor feeling his patient's pulse; 〃do not
  kill her with joy。〃
  At that moment Goupil; who found the street door ajar; opened that of
  the little salon; and showed his hideous face blazing with thoughts of
  vengeance which had crowded into his mind as he hurried along。
  〃Monsieur de Portenduere;〃 he said; in a voice like the hissing of a
  viper forced from its hole。
  〃What do you want?〃 said Savinien; rising from his knees。
  〃I have a word to say to you。〃
  Savinien left the room; and Goupil took him into the little courtyard。
  〃Swear to me by Ursula's life; by your honor as a gentleman; to do by
  me as if I had never told you what I am about to tell。 Do this; and I
  will reveal to you the cause of the persecutions directed against
  Mademoiselle Mirouet。〃
  〃Can I put a stop to them?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Can I avenge them?〃
  〃On their author; yeson his tool; no。〃
  〃Why not?〃
  〃BecauseI am the tool。〃
  Savinien turned pale。
  〃I have just seen Ursula〃 said Goupil。
  〃Ursula?〃 said the lover; looking fixedly at the clerk。
  〃Mademoiselle Mirouet;〃 continued Goupil; made respectful by
  Savinien's tone; 〃and I would undo with my blood the wrong that has
  been done; I repent of it。 If you were to kill me; in a duel or
  otherwise; what good would my blood do you? can you drink it? At this
  moment it would poison you。〃
  The cold reasoning of the man; together with a feeling of eager
  curiosity; calmed Savinien's anger。 He fixed his eyes on Goupil with a
  look which made that moral deformity writhe。
  〃Who set you at this work?〃 said the young man。
  〃Will you swear?〃
  〃What;to do you no harm?〃
  〃I wish that you and Mademoiselle Mirouet should not forgive me。〃
  〃She will forgive you;I; never!〃
  〃But at least you will forget?〃
  What terrible power the reason has when it is used to further self…
  interest。 Here were two men; longing to tear one another in pieces;
  standing in that courtyard within two inches of each other; compelled
  to talk together and united by a single sentiment。
  〃I will forgive you; but I shall not forget。〃
  〃The agreement is off;〃 said Goupil coldly。 Savinien lost patience。 He
  applied a blow upon the man's face which echoed through the courtyard
  and nearly knocked him down; making Savinien himself stagger。
  〃It is only what I deserve;〃 said Goupil; 〃for committing such a
  folly。 I thought you more noble than you are。 You have abused the
  advantage I gave you。 You are in my power now;〃 he added with a look
  of hatred。
  〃You are a murderer!〃 said Savinien。
  〃No more than a dagger is a murderer。〃
  〃I beg your pardon;〃 said Savinien。
  〃Are you revenged enough?〃 said Goupil; with ferocious irony; 〃will
  you stop here?〃
  〃Reciprocal pardon and forgetfulness;〃 replied Savinien。
  〃Give me your hand;〃 said the clerk; holding out his own。
  〃It is yours;〃 said Savinien; swallowing the shame for Ursula's sake。
  〃Now speak; who made you do this thing?〃
  Goupil looked into the scales as it were; on one side was Savinien's
  blow; on the other his hatred against Minoret。 For a second he was
  undecided; then a voice said to him: 〃You will be notary!〃 and he
  answered:
  〃Pardon and forgetfulness? Yes; on both sides; monsieur〃
  〃Who is persecuting Ursula?〃 persisted Savinien。
  〃Minoret。 He would have liked to see her buried。 Why? I can't tell you
  that; but we might find out the reason。 Don't mix me up in all this; I
  could do nothing to help you if the others distrusted me。 Instead of
  annoying Ursula I will defend her; instead of serving Minoret I will
  try to defeat his schemes。 I live only to ruin him; to destroy him
  I'll crush him under foot; I'll dance on his carcass; I'll make his
  bones into dominoes! To…morrow; every wall in Nemours and
  Fontainebleau and Rouvre shall blaze with the letters; 'Minoret is a
  thief!' Yes; I'll burst him like a gunThere! we're allies now by the
  imprudence of that outbreak! If you choose I'll beg Mademoiselle
  Mirouet's pardon and tell her I curse the madness which impelled me to
  injure her。 It may do her good; the abbe and the justice are both
  there; but Monsieur Bongrand must promise on his honor not to injure
  my career。 I have a career now。〃
  〃Wait a minute;〃 said Savinien; bewildered by the revelation。
  〃Ursula; my child;〃 he said; returning to the salon; 〃the author of
  all your troubles is ashamed of his work; he repents and wishes to ask
  your pardon in presence of these gentlemen; on condition that all be
  forgotten。〃
  〃What! Goupil?〃 cried the abbe; the justice; and the doctor; all
  together。
  〃Keep his secret;〃 said Ursula; putting a finger on her lips。
  Goupil heard the words; saw the gesture; and was touched。
  〃Mademoiselle;〃 he said in a troubled voice; 〃I wish that all Nemours
  could hear me tell you that a fatal passion has bewildered my brain
  and led me to commit a crime punishable by the blame of honest men。
  What I say now I would be willing to say everywhere; deploring the
  harm done by such miserable trickswhich may have hastened your
  happiness;〃 he added; rather maliciously; 〃for I see that Madame de
  Portenduere is with you。〃
  〃That is all very well; Goupil;〃 said the abbe; 〃Mademoiselle forgives
  you; but you must not forget that you came near being her murderer。〃
  〃Monsieur Bongrand;〃 said Goupil; addressing the justice of peace。 〃I
  shall negotiate to…night for Lecoeur's practice; I hope the reparation
  I have now made will not injure me with you; and that you will back my
  petition to the bar and the ministry。〃
  Bongrand made a thoughtful inclination of his head; and Goupil left
  the house to negotiate on the best terms he could for the sheriff's
  practice。 The others remained with Ursula and did their best to
  restore the peace and tranquillity of her mind; already much relieved
  by Goupil's confession。
  〃You see; my child; that God was not against you;〃 said the abbe。
  Minoret came home late from Rouvre。 About nine o'clock he was sitting
  in the Chinese pagoda digesting his dinner beside his wife; with whom
  he was making plans for Desire's future。 Desire had become very sedate
  since entering the magistracy; he worked hard; and it was not unlikely
  that he would succeed the present procureur du roi at